Memorial bridge always is that kind is endless, enter meantime, always have a fragmentary dimly discernible of another memory and over- . I loaf about meantime, good memory all in an instant disappear. Accidental, my kiss a title page of that destiny, the picture before makes me can't help the …… below dim tear
记忆的桥梁总是那般漫长,步入其间,总有一片又一片记忆的零碎缥缈而过。我游荡其间,美好的回忆皆转眼消。偶然间,我轻触那命运的一片扉页,眼前的景象令我不禁黯然泪下……
Be an autumn day then afternoon.
那是一个秋日的午后。
In court, the old tree come out that Ceng Cui concupiscence drips green skirt, wrap went up of autumn scenery sere, those who got one ground is withered broken, lovely lark does not know to hide in where, flower also already fade. A word fell only before my -- bleak and chilly.
庭院里,曾翠色欲滴的老树褪去了绿裳,裹上了秋色的干枯,落得了一地的枯碎,可爱的云雀不知躲在了何处,花儿也已萎谢。我的眼前只落下了一个词――萧索。
How you develop “ this ah? Are you very be good at English? How to surpass first repeatedly did not enter? ! Margin of ” side side develops maternal reprimand, still be like the me heart like every piece pinprick to be plunged into 1000 sore 100 aperture.
“你这次怎么发挥的啊?你不是很擅长英语吗?怎么连初赛都没进?!”耳畔边冲来母亲的斥责,犹似片片针刺般把我的心扎得千疮百孔。
“ went, ability is 10 the child years old, still can have an opportunity, you also disappear calm one's anger! Mother of help sb to get over his worries of ” father one side, develop my wink at the same time, signal I go in the dormitory.
“行了,孩子才10岁,还会有机会的,你也消消气吧!”父亲一面劝解母亲,一面冲我使眼色,示意我到寝室里去。
Good not easy get over this day. At night, moonlight Qing Hui, cool breeze slowly stroke enters window curtain, also the heart window that smoothly passed by me.
好不容易熬过了这一日。夜里,月色清辉,清风徐徐拂入窗帷,也顺当掠过了我的心窗。
I begin the spectacle of after-thought English contest. On the contest, each players are all well-prepared, have me only, sit cowardlily in the corner, be like a simple tender grass by group the flower is elbowed out outer. When the name that chooses me when the teacher that teachs a stage to go up, I not by be stupefied, inner panic is like the volition that there am me like posse nightmare, under Kui of composition of Kui of many a list of things, I am shaking double leg, be like tumbler kind pendulous.
我开始回想英语竞赛的场面。竞赛上,各个选手皆有备而来,只有我,胆怯地坐在一隅,似一棵朴素的嫩草被群花排挤在外。当教台上的老师点到我的名字时,我不由愣住了,内心的恐慌似一团梦魇般侵蚀着我的意志,众目睽作文睽之下,我抖动着双腿,似不倒翁般摇摆不定。
The person all round begins sarcastic I, at the moment, this word of “ antic ” is built had not suited again on my body. I send fluster more, the anger that the teacher is full of also let me foreknow my result.
周围的人开始讥讽我,此时此刻,“小丑”这词搭在我身上再适合不过了。我愈发慌乱,老师满面的怒气也让我预见了我的结果。
“ Mom knows my match suffers more from time to tome far from. ” I am muttering, secretly lachrymal, at this moment, someone opened my door, how does my feign outfit sleep, trying to observe is who came.
“妈根本不知道我比赛时有多煎熬。”我喃喃着,暗自啜泣,这时,有人开了我的房门,我佯装安睡,试图观察是谁来了。
It is a mother actually!
竟然是母亲!
My heart can'ts help becoming timid rise, mother of for fear that rebukes once more I, but this the mother becomes gentle however many.
我的内心不禁变得畏葸起来,生怕母亲再度斥责我,但这次母亲却变得平和了不少。
“ child, it is Mom bad, did not consider your feeling, classmaster said with me, mom knows a fault ……” mother in a low voice delicate language, for fear that alarmed I, she strokes my forehead gently. In a twinkling, a full teardrop rolls the cheek that falls in me, appear particularly lukewarm …… however the mother does not know, it is under this lukewarm embellish, her child already bend all heats up a tear.
“孩子,是妈不好,没考虑到你的感受,班主任都和我说了,妈知道错了……”母亲低声细语,生怕惊动了我,她轻抚我的额头。霎时间,一粒饱满的泪珠滚落在了我的面颊上,显得尤为温……然而母亲并不知,在这番温润之下,她的孩子早已倾尽热泪。
“ Mom, I do not blame you. ” I am shallow laughing, the tear on the face still is dripping, maternal smile through tears, she is light mop my tear, cuddle is worn I am in the bosom, not character one language ……
“妈,我不怪你。”我浅笑着,面上的泪依然淌着,母亲破涕为笑,她轻拭了我的泪,搂着我在怀中,不言一语……
At the moment, maternal bosom, the bright moon before Wan Re window, look be like chilly, actually is warm unceasingly, in her bosom, I begin to learning to forget this past …… that can'ts bear turn one's head
此刻,母亲的怀抱,宛若窗前的明月,看似清冷,实则温暖不已,在她的怀抱中,我便开始学着淡忘这件不堪回首的往事……
There still are a lot of happinesses to be worth to let me go in memory recall with emotion, I think, with past of its indulge in extremely, be inferior to trying to learn to forget, let oneself have more spaces to admit the life with this, admit happiness.
记忆中仍有许多美好值得让我去感怀,我想,与其堕入往事的不堪,不如试着学会忘记,以此让自己拥有更多的空间去接纳生活,接纳幸福。(文/王嘉博)