Postmeridian sun just in time, I saw this rose part of a historical period. Saying well and truly is that shadow that notices it is cast first. Am I from when to begin those who issue this potted flower to plant? I feel it is not to be here at first, go up in table however. The one box orange that the corner of dining-room is piling has not been sealed off. The window that passes through dining-room looks outwards. The tree below the window has not sprouted, sweet-scented osmanthus cultivates the leaf with only lubricious blackish green, the dress on my body still also tightens rat-tat rat-tat seemingly, the hand is icy all the time also. Hum, should be to be in spend the New Year. The one aspect of the matter of quadrate table is piling each various bottle container canister, that flowerpot is put between these bottle container canister at that time. Because do not bask in sunshine for a long time, the plant inside died half, brown fungus spore plants the another half fluffy in gone plant be pregnant with drift along. My balcony sunshine is pretty good all the time.
午后的阳光正好，我看见了这片玫瑰花叶。准确的说是先注意到它投下来的那片阴影。我是从什么时候开始种下这盆花的呢？我觉得它最初并不是在这里，而是在餐桌上。餐厅的墙角堆着的一箱橘子还没有被拆封。透过餐厅的窗向外望去。窗子底下的树还没有发芽，桂花树只有墨绿色的叶子，我身上的衣服貌似也还是紧梆梆的，手也一直冰凉。嗯，应该是在过年。方形餐桌的一端堆着各个各种各样的瓶瓶罐罐，当时那个花盆就放在这些瓶瓶罐罐之间。因为长期晒不到阳光，里面的植物死了一半，另一半在死去植物孕育的毛绒绒的褐色真菌孢子种苟且。我的阳台阳光一直不错。
The dot that these survive by good luck now, the illuminate of sunshine falls afternoon, overhand a shadow. These shadows are we survive the evidence that is in three-d world. I remembered the gecko that once climbed our home. If it is not to be in our home, go up in an infinite and outspread plane however, so the plane that his world will be 2 dimension, how should he what manage 2 dimension world personally discover the existence of three-d? It can observe its sign, observe the sign of the rose like me. But the sign that he is observing himself everyday, does he know he survives really be in the world of a three-d? If we have an eye only, the world that we see also is not stereo. If everybody is monocular natively, the rationality that whether can the scientist nowadays exist to world three-d undertakes arguing? Live in three-d world now we, observing 4 dimension everyday or 5 dimension are taller perhaps the shadow of the world of dimension, not clear however? Really regrettablly, we always are advanced animal for crack oneself up and be pleased with oneself, repeating everyday however drab foolish.
现在这些侥幸存活的小东西，正在午后阳光的照射下，投下一片一片阴影。这些阴影正是我们存活在三次元世界的证据。我想起了曾经爬进我们家的壁虎。假如它并不是在我们家，而是在一个无限延伸的平面上，那么他的世界将会是二次元的平面，身处二次元世界的他该如何发现三次元的存在呢？它可以观察自己的影子，就像我观察玫瑰花的影子。但是他每天都在观察自己的影子，他真的知道自己存活在一个三次元的世界吗？我们如果只有一只眼睛，我们看到的世界也是不立体的。如果所有人生来都是单眼，如今的科学家是否会对世界三次元存在的合理性进行辩论？现在活在三次元世界中的我们，是不是每天都在观察四次元或者五次元或者更高次元的世界的影子，却并不明白呢？真是可惜，我们总是为自诩为高等动物而沾沾自喜，却每天重复着单调的愚蠢。
Smooth shadow produced change, the sun was obscured by the cloud. The shadow on the ground is a lot of paler, it is whole world probably dark, this shadow that just highlights the ground to go up is done not have so apparent. The society is becoming more civilized nowadays legal system, because human the seamy side is becoming weak,be, be still this world is in pale? Shining be pregnant with shadow, still be shadow temptation light comes to this the world. If do not have a shadow, how do we discover light. If do not have death, how do we prove we survive, we do not know postmortem pattern, also be willing to tell us without the the dead. What we think now is living it is the picture after real ground is surviving or dying after all. The shadow behind death was lacked in our world, so we cannot discover surviving brightness. I am unavoidable and interrogative, I am that shiny green leaf after all, still be that withered and yellow Laoxie, again a bit worse perhaps, it is the fallen leaves of the car pulverize that passes by the howl outside the window, it is these survival flowers Bao of fungus of the overgrow below the foot writes a composition child deadwood defeats a leaf. Ah, I did not have the courage to think suddenly, the mankind can be the fungus spore that the certain in the universe grows on gigantic animal body, optional ground waves fall to this place that the name is the earth to begin new round decay. Ah, again probably we are not actual existence, be inferior to even these pitiful and disgusting septic.
光影发生了变化，太阳被云遮住了。地上的阴影淡了很多，或许是整个世界都暗了，这才凸显地上的阴影没那么明显了。如今社会正在变得更文明法制，是因为人性的阴暗面在变淡，还是这个世界在变暗？光亮孕育了阴影，还是阴影诱惑光亮来到这人世。如果没有阴影，我们如何发现光。如果没有死亡，我们如何证明自己存活，我们不知道死后的样子，也没有死人愿意告诉我们。我们现在认为的活着究竟是真正地存活着还是死亡后的景象。我们的世界里缺少了死亡身后的阴影，所以我们无法发现存活的光亮。我不免疑惑了，我究竟是那片绿油油的叶子，还是那片枯黄的老叶，或者再糟糕一点，是被窗外呼啸而过的汽车碾碎的落叶，是这些幸存花儿脚下长满真菌孢作文子的枯枝败叶。啊，我突然不敢想了，人类会不会就是宇宙中某一个巨兽尸体上长出来的真菌孢子，随意地飘落到这个名为地球的地方开始新一轮的腐烂。啊，再或许我们都不是真实存在的，连这些可怜恶心的腐烂物都不如。
Dreamed of one place forest last night, inside the plant with peculiar overgrow, unbalanced bird is flying, I also do not know that is a bird. I pitiful did not raise the least bit suspicion unexpectedly to the picture of the bizarre and motley in the dream, just accepting those oddball plant loiter peacefully to cross my face. As if I am born here, it is here with respect to my real world, I am certain in the dream. Alarm clock woke me, but I am true awaking after all, still drop into a dream from real world in. Village Zhou Mengdie, whether be also to be experienced so. So whether is our world dream of a more advanced biologic, the old person that die, newborn baby, by the animal that you eat off, in the hair, by the mite bug in the nest and you and me, it is illusion of a biologic, it is the child of a consciousness. Again probably, in the dream that we are the people that are the world in a certain alive. This person may be you, the likelihood is me, also may be the stray dog that summer heats up so that spit a tongue to bend over to go up, or it is a thing of some kind of deep sea monster that is forgotten by the world, his consciousness is the world namely, he created the consciousness of the world, and true true, besides the world that sees at us independently however. So, we meaning of life of this group of insignificant biologic, whether to also become independent at life besides. It is to say namely, is true. If the whats in the damp wood box of this pitch-dark do not break up to go out from death, whether is life itself without a meaning? But, think again carefully, is the meaning what to kind of meaning point to? What kind of life calculates significant? What is the criterion for evaluation of this meaning? This infinite reflection is met finally only is a dead loop, finally also is to drop into insignificant trap nevertheless. Oh?
昨晚梦见一处森林，里面长满奇特的植物，畸形的鸟儿在飞，我也不知道那是不是鸟。可怜的我对于梦中光怪陆离的景象竟未提出半点怀疑，只是安然地接受着那些古怪植物蹭过我的脸。仿佛我就出生在这里，这里是就我真实的世界，我在梦中坚信着。闹钟把我弄醒了，可是我究竟是真的醒来了，还是从真实世界坠入一个梦里。庄周梦蝶，是否也是如此感受。那么我们的世界是否是一个更高等生物的梦境，死掉的老人，新生的婴儿，被你吃掉的动物，头发里，被窝里的螨虫和你和我，都是一个生物的幻想，都是一个意识的产物。再或许，我们是活在某个名为世界的人的梦里。这个人可能是你，可能是我，也可能是夏天热得吐舌头趴在地上的野狗，或是一个被世界忘记的某种深海怪物，他的意识即为世界，他创造了世界的意识，而真正的真实，却独立于我们所见的世界之外。那么，我们这群渺小生物的生命意义，是否也独立于生命之外。即是说，我们是否该从死亡里寻找生命的真实。如果从死亡这个黑漆漆的潮湿木匣子里什么也翻不出的话，生命本身是否就毫无意义？可是，再仔细想想，意义是指什么样的意义？怎样的生命算有意义？这个意义的评定标准又是什么？这无限的思考最终只会是个死循环，最后也不过是坠入了无意义的陷阱。哦？
Think so, the ceaseless progress of human society, of historical course step by step before push, of the universe expand ceaselessly, final, if just also be immersed in dead loop, be attributed to windy deathly stillness, not be very barpque. Oh, this shadow, abrupt become abstruse rise. It resembles is a little hint, alluding the ending of this world, with respect to the Brown bloodstain that dries up like the one bit in homicide spot corner. This argute dot is smiling to be being recounted to me, it says it is to see the shadow that seems endless shining backside then, it still says it is to look then be like infinite and outspread cosmic process backside inky windy. I stay to look at it slow-wittedly, also do not have the courage to think again went down.
如此一想，人类社会的不断进步，历史进程的步步前推，宇宙的不停膨胀，最终，若也只是陷入死循环，归于虚无死寂，岂不是十分怪异。哦，这阴影，突然间变得深奥起来。它像是一个小小的提示，暗示着这世界的结局，就像凶杀现场角落里一小点干涸的褐色血迹。这机灵的小东西对我微笑着诉说着，它说它是那看似无穷无尽的光亮背后的阴影，它还说它是那看似无限延伸的宇宙进程背后漆黑一片的虚无。我呆呆地看着它，再也不敢想下去了。
Sunshine was done not have already completely, also turned even me into the one part of the shadow. My eye, my brains, the matter that I see or recognizant world, in this faint light or it is to float the mix in white shadow becomes posse, so I plan to make a dream.
阳光已经完全没了，连我也变成了阴影的一部分。我的眼睛，我的头脑，我所见的物质或者意识的世界，在这微弱的光亮里或是泛白的阴影里杂揉成一团，所以我打算去做个梦。(文/王嫣然)