Be taken an examination of! This idea checks examination paper of last family live thing to begin to be all the time in my brain from me, I want to end quickly very much, leave examination room quickly, return a classroom quickly, cast off the exhaustion in struggling at inscribing the sea quickly.
考完啦！这个想法从我检查最后一科生物卷子开始就一直在我脑海中，我好想快点结束，快点离开考场，快点回到教室，快点摆脱挣扎于题海中的疲惫。
If what I wish,ended.
如我所愿结束了。
If what I think,slipped one Jiao.
如我所想滑了一跤。
Take an examination of at first do not wish to go toward the classroom, because be afraid that mixed and disorderly answer is casual,do not pass a subject that knows with me is corresponding rise, discovery is wrong, the heart is the rock of gigantic intense, rock can be brought abstruse angry and regret, can follow reach pair of ego to produce doubt to feel, generation introspection and think, cannot saying is profitless certainly, I should face the appraise dispenses in the evening sooner or later one pile reviews a climax one by one this already was a habit. That makes those who regret to come a bit later! I am considering a few foregone complex problems, say to oneself in exceeding and muddleheaded heart.
起初考完不愿往教室走，不过因为怕杂乱的答案不经意间与我所知的题目对应起来，发现错了，心是巨烈的晃动的，晃动就会带来奥恼与后悔，就会随及对自我产生疑感，产生反省与思考，不能说一定是无益的，我迟早要面对晚上的估分与一大堆反思高潮一一这已是习惯。那就让后悔来的晚一点吧！我想着已知的几个错题，在极度混沌的内心里对自己说。
Two read a class afternoon, read a book, calm.
下午两节阅读课，读了书，心静了。
Appraise cent is done not have very excellent, say really this day does not have modesty, I analyse ego in the ministry, hate to part with give its mount the appearance with luxuriant what again. I realised true ego, hate to part with give again eat an alleged surprise oneself.
估分没有很拔尖，说真的这天没有谦虚，我在部剖析自我，舍不得再给它装上什么华丽的外表。我认识到了真实的自我，舍不得再给自吃一个所谓惊喜。
Acceptance so rapid, nature, quiet.
接受的那么迅速、自然、平静。
But the anguish of appraise time-sharing I already was in oneself digestive. I say to was not taken an examination of good to parents, hit precautionary needle. Begin to take paper pen subsequently, had formed 7 divisions, seek examination paper, answer composition case.
但估分时的痛苦只我自已在消化的。我给父母说没考好，打下了预防针。随后就开始拿纸笔，把七科排列好，找卷子，对答作文案。
Still wanted to come. Process natural and smooth writing. Chinese lost very big confidence, cent dot is earned to do not have a few on the answering question card of my full to the brim almost. Fundamental problem, choice is wrong. Maths chooses, one fill a vacancy, one big problem has fault, the proof of if not answer, I think I am written OKly still actually. English defeated detail, dinkum by small injection sharp edge to stabbed. Politics big difference does not differ Shidesheng, do not have satisfaction, did not highlight, on whole not quite exceedingly good.
还是要来了。过程行云流水。语文失去了很大的信心，几乎我满满当当的答题卡上挣分点没有几个。基础题、选择有错。数学一选择，一填空，一大题都有失误，若非答案的证明，我其实以为我写得还可以。英语败给了细节，纯粹被小小针锋给刺伤了。政史地生大差不差，没有满意的，没有突出的，整体上不够优异。
Resembling is show a path cut from the body, every are gashed with the knife, lift. Expose to come, can airy is gotten, the view that has others looks, a bit aching.
就像是从身上展露开一道道伤口，每用刀划开、掀动。暴露一个来，就会有空气的钻入，有别人的目光看来，有点心痛。
But cut wants eventually scabby. Even if is not quite good I also won't one defeat and again defeat. This is I expect to mix to what did not come the confidence to oneself. Stand to speak such word to make me on a setback of course some fear, appreciably suffers, right whether does recrudesce body run produced doubt to feel? This is to error person bang, the error on examination room is sure it is daily medium flaw, I what know very well this should be evaluated in other more piece search defect, try to correct.
可伤口终要结痂。即便不够好我也不会一挫而再挫。这是我对于未来的期待和对自己的信心。当然站立在一个挫折上说出这样的话令我有些害怕，略微吃下了摔跤的苦头，对能否再起身奔跑产生了疑感了吗？这是一次对于失误者的重击，考场上的失误必定是日常中的漏洞，深知这一点的我要多在他人评价出找寻缺点，加以改正。
Writing writing, after go back to school having a place takes an exam that kind disconsolate, it is likewise unforgettable. The more easy, quiet that accepts this however talks, sober.
写着写着，有点复学考试后那般的惆怅了，都是同样难忘。这次却接受的更加从容、恬谈、冷静。
I slipped one Jiao, be in however labor force, to run next time.
我滑了一跤，却在蓄力，为下次奔跑。(文/张笑语)