My wish may be mixed everybody is disparate, but this is the dream that I miss to come true most in these a few years is done true oneself.
我的心愿可能和大家截然不同，但这是这几年中我最想实现的心愿做一次真正的自己。
This not, bloodcurdling double cease day came again again. Arrive double rest day of our family become again gallinaceous flying dog jumped. Remember going up week of 6 dinner time, we still are dining silently at first, can have done not have a little while, mom begins to send a word: "Just the exercise that I turned over you, the word is written really uglily, you should resemble such-and-such classmate same, her word is written much weller! " I listened to answer malcontently: "Her word is good, but everybody has different form of a written or printed character. " mom saw, turned over a supercilious look toward me: "You everyday such, I am disinclined to say you, if you resemble them in that way the word is written well, study result is good good, so much comfortable ah... " still differ mom says, I begin to talk in whispers in a low voice: "Be favored with of from morning till night is ceaseless, do not let even the meal me eat comfortably, be fed up with. " " you are again stubborn. " mom puts down the chopstick in the hand, hair silk writes a composition it seems that the instant stood to rise, loud growl. "I am done not have stubborn, I just express my point of view. " I listen more accurate, also pulled a voice. "You have skill to say again, the child neither one of others home resembles you such... " mom's language fast all the more is fast, shoot politely toward me as emmagee. "Then you go when their parent. " I broke mom's word, indignant say. But I had not continued to tell, the old hand that feels a the five fingers is stretched only is attacked to my head come, be without me what guard against to have not enough time to hide, listen only " phut " , my head instant feels aching, a grievance rises in the heart, tear also is as follows rain is unable to bear or endure commonly the ground falls down... the day later I must surrender toward mom, go imitating her style hard, allow mom satisfaction a period of time. Make me hard boil this paragraph of time that spends mother the turn of life.
这不，恐怖的双休日又再次到来了。一到双休日我们的家庭又变得鸡飞狗跳了。记得上周六晚饭时间，我们一家起初还在静静地进餐，可没过一会儿，妈妈开始发话了：“刚刚我翻了一下你的作业，字写得真丑，你应该像某某同学一样，她的字写得多好呀！”我听了不满地应道：“她的字是好，但每个人都有不一样的字体啊。”妈妈见了，朝我翻了一个白眼：“你每天都这样，我懒得说你，你要是像他们那样字写得好，学习成绩好就好了，这样多舒服呀……”还不等妈妈说完，我开始小声嘀咕道：“一天到晚叨个不停，连饭都不让我吃得舒服，讨厌。”“你再嘴硬。”妈妈放下手中的筷子，头发丝似乎瞬间竖了起来，大声吼道。“我没有嘴硬，我只不过发表一下我的观点。”我一听更加不爽了，也拉起了嗓门。“你有本事再说一遍，别人家的小孩没有一个像你这样的……”妈妈的语速愈加快速了，如同机关枪毫不客气地朝我射来。“那你当她们家长去呗。”我打断了妈妈的话，愤怒说道。可我还没继续讲下去，只觉得一个五指张开的大手向我的脑袋击来，毫无防备的我来不及躲，只听“砰”的一声，我的脑袋瞬间感到疼痛，心中升起一阵委屈，泪水也如下雨一般禁不住地落下来……之后的日子我不得不朝妈妈投降了，努力去模仿她的字体，让妈妈满意一阵子。让我艰难熬过妈妈更年期的这段日子。
In the day later, mom always lets me learn others: Study others makes note, study others uses time, study others... every time makes me very uneasy. Let me suspect I am a what kind of person after all even. Every time, I had been done in effort, but mom is invisible, can see I do not have the scar of suture only. My every time weeps can sneakingly, but mom still does not let me cry, let my hold back be in the heart. Often I suspect myself is not Huang Yunjia is duplicating however stickup another person.
之后的日子里，妈妈总让我学习别人：学习别人做笔记，学习别人利用时间，学习别人……每一次让我都非常不自在。甚至让我怀疑我到底是一个怎样的人。每一次，我已经在努力做了，可妈妈都看不见，只能看见我没缝合的伤疤。我每一次都会不争气地流泪，可是妈妈还不让我哭，让我憋在心里。常常我都怀疑我自己不是黄韵嘉而是在复制粘贴另一个人。
I want to say, although I am faulty, but I have correct in effort, it is not certain that the study method of others has a few very always again useful to me point, favorable place. I want to do myself only, do not want to do others, is everybody is born to have unique individual character and advantage? Why must learn someone else? I feel indissoluble. Mom, let me be done true oneself!
我想说，我虽然不完美，但我有在努力改正，别人的学习方法再好总有一些不一定对我有用处，有利处。我只想做我自己，不想做别人，每个人生下来不是都拥有独一无二的个性和优点吗？为什么非要去学其他人呢？我感到不解。妈妈，让我做一次真正的自己吧！(文/黄韵嘉)