“ You're an idiot” To“ I'm an idiot;, It is self mockery and assimilation; It is self consolation and conformity effect; It is identification and label. My gradual recognition of myself comes from the influence of labeling others' words and deeds. Don't say it. Don't be disturbed, will you? No! The original ecological environment and youth are established objective conditions that are not easy to change
“你是白痴”到“我是白痴”，是自嘲，亦是同化；是自我安慰，亦是从众效应；是认同，亦是标签。我对自己的逐渐认知，来自他人一言一行贴标签的影响。你可别说，不受干扰，行不行？不行啊！原生态环境及年幼是既定的客观条件不易改变。
me in my mother's eyes. I have a low IQ, but I am obedient to my sister. In the mother's world, I am the caring child who needs and is satisfied. Maybe it comes from the strong love of blood relatives! So, thanks for letting go, I'm still the special and unique mother with sunshine and love in my heart. Mom, you know what? I love you
妈妈眼中的我。我虽然智商低，但我话少，乖巧听话，当然是与妹妹相较而言。在妈妈的世界里，我是需要也被满足需求的那个关爱的孩子，或许源于血亲之浓爱吧！所以，感谢不负放手，我仍然是内心充满阳光，饱含爱意的那个与众不同独一无二的妈妈亲亲宝贝。妈妈，你知道吗？我爱您！
In the eyes of my classmates. Most of the students in the class don't seem to like me. Fortunately, the monitor and lameness are the only“ Friends”. Compared with the monitor's authority, I trust lameness more. Maybe I feel pity for each other! you'll see! With great strength, I survive in tangled contradictions. It's really lucky that my memory has helped me. I will remember happy things very clearly. Sad things are as short-lived as autumn wind sweeping leaves. Therefore, going to school every day is the happiest thing. Because that's where my flower blooms. There are jobs I need to do, such as carrying water for the whole class, listening to the beautiful accompaniment of birds on the road, and giving the teacher a glass of water, warm. Hey, hey, it feels good to be needed. This makes me very happy
同学眼中的我。班中绝大多数同学好像都不喜欢我，幸好班长和跛脚还算是唯一的“朋友”。比起班长的权威，我更信任跛脚，大概可能是同病相怜吧！你懂的！顶着巨大的力量，我在纠结矛盾中生存。真是幸运的记忆帮助了我，快乐的事我会记得很清楚，难过的事如秋风扫落叶般昙花一现，所以，每天去上学，是最幸福的事。因为那里是我这朵花绽放的平台。有需要我做的工作，比如给全班同学提水，路上还可以听见小鸟悦耳动听的美妙伴奏，给老师到一杯水，温的。嘿嘿，被需要的感觉真好。这让我很开心哦！
me in the eyes of the teacher“ Today,✘ Become the biggest contributor to our class, zero” The teacher announced. The students laughed and I laughed. This may be a compliment to me! But I don't understand why the teacher doesn't let me go to school every exam, which makes me unhappy. But my mother would tell me that I must study hard at home, so I took out my textbook and copied words. It's a long time. Why hasn't it arrived tomorrow? The math teacher is kind to me. He teaches me the secret composition and fills in the test paper every time; 1”， I did it, because since I entered school, the teacher said to me, you can do whatever people ask you to do“ 1”， I didn't write it well, so I erased it and wrote it again carefully. Finally rose from zero to twelve. The teacher was very happy and I was happy too. Due to the parents' reaction to the children's vision problems, we began to rotate seats in the strong wind, and only I didn't move. Fortunately, my lameness fought for my rights and interests and blew back and forth next to the garbage can and the kettle. I can not always pick up the garbage on the ground, never get my clothes wet, and I can carry water more conveniently. The biology teacher also praised me,“ This question, only✘ Right, he is the smartest student in our class. Idiots are also smart sometimes” I know what the teacher said is right. I'm not angry
老师眼中的我。“今天，✘成为我们班成绩贡献最大的，零分！”老师宣告道。同学们哈哈大笑，我也跟着笑。这可能是表扬我吧！但我不明白，为什么此后每逢考试，老师就不让我上学，这使我不开心。但妈妈会告诉我，在家也一定要好好读书，于是我就把课本拿出来抄字。时间好漫长，怎么还没到明天呢？数学老师对我好，他教我秘诀作文，每次把试卷都填“1”，我就照做，因为自打我入学，老师就对我说，人家叫你做什么，你就做什么有的“1”，我看没写好，就擦掉重新认真写一遍。终于从零分上升到十二分。老师开心极了，我也开心。由于家长反应孩子视力问题，我们开始大风吹活动轮换座位，只有我没动。幸好跛脚为我争取权益，在垃圾桶旁和水壶旁来回吹动，我可以不用一直捡掉在地上的垃圾，再不会把衣服弄湿，也可以更方便地去提水。生物老师也表扬过我，“这道题，只有✘做对了，他是我们班最聪明的学生，白痴也有聪明的时候。”我知道老师说的都是对的，我没有生气。
Self solution. From grade one to grade six, and then to grade seven, I received the same treatment from my teachers, except for rare cases. So I'm used to it. Although I also want to study hard, I only know“ Big, medium, one” A few words, but I am definitely the student who takes notes most seriously; Although I have a self-taught math class every day, I still forget it the next day. Every day I walk through, I yearn to be what you expect in your eyes, but I am still unqualified. I also have many questions in my heart:“ Why do math teachers always ask me to pretend to eat cakes when giving lectures? I've never seen them before; What does pity mean? What does an idiot mean? Why doesn't my sister let me tell others that I'm her brother and so on. I have been growing up in the process of self epiphany, from your guidance maze. I want to say, I am a snail, but very slow, please wait for me
自解。从一年级到六年级，再到七年级，我都受到了老师相同的待遇，除过罕见的个例。所以我也习以为常。虽然我也想很认真的学习，但是我仅认识“大，中，一”几个字，但我绝对是做笔记最认真的那个学生；虽然每天我都会进行自我补习数学课，可是第二天还是会忘掉。所有我走过的每一天，都心中渴望成为你们眼中期望的努力的样子，但我还是不合格。我心中也有很多的疑问：“为什么数学老师讲题时，总要我假装吃饼，甲乙丙是谁，我从来没有见过他们；可怜是什么意思？白痴是什么意思？为什么妹妹不让我告诉别人，我是她哥哥等等。我一直在自我顿悟的过程中长大，来自你们的指点迷津。我想说，我是一只蜗牛，只是很慢，请等等我。
What's an idiot? What's smart? As lame said, it's not necessarily an idiot who comes to the exam. I have my own ideals and pursuit, but also with radiant enthusiasm and perseverance. Life gives me a beam of light and I embrace life
白痴如何，聪明又怎样，就如跛脚说的，来考试的未必不是白痴。我有自己的理想和追求，也怀揣容光焕发的热情，有坚持不懈的永恒。生活予我一束光，我迎生活一拥抱。