So I think, the friend is playmate nevertheless, it is dull when the fun of blurt out, it is the horselaugh when the party is troubled by.
原来我以为，朋友不过是玩伴，是无聊时随口的玩笑，是聚会时喧哗的笑闹。
I original made countless friends according to this criterion, surround beside me every day, give a person with lively and happy feeling. I also Hu Peng of readily take the opportunity to makes partner, everyday person bearer is gone to, apprentice is done cheesy, look to was not troubled.
原来的我按照这个准则交了无数朋友，天天围在我身边，给人以热闹快活的感觉。我也乐得呼朋引伴，每天人来人往，徒做潇洒，看上去没有一点烦恼。
First that years 3, the day collapsed. The means that lives to be prevented in order to sudden not as good as heavily fan my a slap on the face. Maternal be in hospital, be by diagnose cancer. That is fine spring day, it is the season that everythings on earth anabiosises, mother ground of lock of double however eye lies in surgery, complexion gets dreariness in vain. I and father go there and back in hospital and school, all of body and mind is exhausted. That paragraph of time I communicate with the person scarcely, lost interest to the thing beside, also be too busy to go attend to any so called parties. Time grew, the person beside shows impatient expression accidentally none, next in succession face about leaves, one person does not stay. Beside abrupt deserted, did not have the one character that have a smile on one's face again half language, life first time, I generated suspicion to that criterion that make friend.
初三那年，天塌了。生活以猝不及防的方式重重地扇了我一个耳光。母亲住院，被确诊为癌症。那是晴朗的春日，是万物复苏的时节，母亲却双眼紧闭地躺在手术室里，脸色白得可怕。我与父亲往返在医院与学校，身心俱疲。那段时间我几乎不与人交流，对身边的事丧失了兴趣，也无暇去顾及任何一次所谓的聚会。时间长了，身边的人毫不意外地露出不耐烦的表情，然后纷纷转身离去，一人不留。身边突然空空荡荡，再没了含笑的一言半语，生平第一次，我对那条交友准则产生了怀疑。
That day afternoon, black clouds is enveloping the one party sky outside the window, far far blast removes Jing by the side of Lei Congtian, fierce wind wraps nip to wear dirt is in ethereal mad dance. I bend over to go up in the table, the mood is unusually low, depressed atmosphere makes person a few be about to choke. Listening all round exclamation and mirth, look at the desk edge that does not have one person for nothing again, I laugh from ridicule ground, chill is overflowed all the time from inside the heart to finger tip.
那天下午，乌云笼罩着窗外的一方天空，惊雷从天边远远炸起，狂风裹挟着灰尘在天上狂舞。我趴在桌子上，心情异常低落，阴郁的气氛使人几欲窒息。听着周围的惊呼和欢笑，再看着空无一人的桌边，我自嘲地笑笑，寒冷从心中一直漫至指尖。
“ hey. The tactility on ” shoulder makes me all over one shake, back-to-back move is tender and the speech of light tone: “ you how, never mind? The fine set phrase of composition lukewarm sound that ” for a long time did not hear makes my terrified is stupefied quite a while, turn the head looks, be hind the girl of the desk. One at ordinary times not very contact, also can not count the person of “ friend ” . She is orthoptic my double eye, corners of the mouth is bending the radian with general crescent. “ sees you so quite optimistic, abrupt however recently silent come down. She is patting ” gently my shoulder, sound ray is grave and euphonic.
“嗨。”肩膀上的触感令我全身一震，紧接着便是温柔而轻声的话语：“你怎么了，不要紧吧？”许久未听见的作文温声细语使我怔愣半晌，转头看去，是后桌的女孩子。一个平时不怎么接触，也并不能算作“朋友”的人。她直视着我的双眼，嘴角弯着新月一般的弧度。“原来看你挺开朗的，最近却突然沉默了下来。”她轻轻拍着我的肩，声线低沉悦耳。
“ did not know what to produce, but I believe you can hold out the past certainly. ” is saying she is slow and clearly, there is the care that brim over with in the eye. I hear the voice that I sob, back-to-back move is abrupt dump all over the face tear. Since the mother has an accident, I what pretend to be firm never am in those “ friends had cried before ” , look attentively at softly in this girl however in do not break through Cheng Jun. Asing if is a take up string, the one instant that shortly general molders is pacified gently. If Li Jian gashed the heart that I am enveloped by black clouds then commonly,that is comforted, lay off sunshine asperses every piece falling warmth.
“不知道发生了什么，但我相信你一定能挺过去。”她缓慢而清晰地说着，眼中沉淀着满溢的关切。我听见自己抽泣的声音，紧接着便是突然倾倒了满脸的泪水。母亲出事以来，故作坚强的我从没在那些“朋友们”面前哭过，却在这个女孩温柔的注视中溃不成军。仿佛是一根绷紧了的琴弦，在即将崩坏的一刹那被人轻柔地安抚。那安慰如利剑一般划开了我那被乌云笼罩的心脏，划出了阳光洒落的片片温暖。
Cry stops gradually, she takes out a cup of tea with milk to be put in my control. Heat bursts forth from finger tip, chase fadeout to enter limb 100 body. This cup of tea with milk sends “ you. No matter what produced, all metropolises go. Cheer! In the end news that carries on ” , the issue that before I understood in a moment, never discovers. The friend is not playmate, not be beguiling, the friend is that is when your pain tender in order to wait for, aid with body photograph when you are degenerate, the person of blaze has in your heart midpoint. Such before.
哭声渐停，她拿出一杯奶茶放在我的手心。热度从指尖迸发，逐渐没入四肢百骸。“这杯奶茶送给你。不管发生了什么，一切都会过去的。加油！”上挑的尾音里，我霎时明白了之前从没发现的事。朋友不是玩伴，不是消遣，朋友是那个在你伤痛时温柔以待，在你堕落时以身相助，在你的心中点起火焰的人。原来如此。
The rain outside the window stopped, rainbow does not know when to appear already. Chu Qing's sunshine is reflecting my long-unseen smiling face, I one word looks at her suddenly to say: “ makes a friend. ”
窗外的雨停了，彩虹不知何时早已出现。初晴的阳光映着我久违的笑脸，我一字一顿地看着她说：“交个朋友吧。”(文/王艺凝)