How do I change such, not firm, not be fine of your not to be pooh-poohed, it is me not quite magnanimous, the hand that pulls you then strips off soil, what bury drops is harum-scarum and collide. —— preface
我怎么变这样，一点都不坚强，不是你不善良，是我不够坦荡，那就牵你的手扒开土壤，掩埋掉落的鲁莽和冲撞。——题记
“ you these problems won't? Does brain think what goes? ” , “ I won't, what idea do I have? ” , “ won't you attend class why to to listen well tell ……” , do not know from when to rise, battleground became in the home, I and mom turned gunpowder into the bucket, a bit spark can make us so noisy that cannot leave hand in.
“你这些题不会？脑子都想什么去了？”，“我不会，我有什么办法？”，“不会你上课为什么不好好听讲……”，不知从什么时候起，家里变成了战场，我和妈妈变成了火药桶，一点火星都能让我们吵得不可开交。
“ mom, it is good that you see this clothes look? ” , “ goes, hold out good ” , then I will wear “ tomorrow this ” , “ is cold tomorrow, a Qiu Yi ” is covered inside, “ nevers mind, I am being worn first try, cold say ” again, mom glare I am one, blame path “ said with you cold tomorrow, wear what can catch a cold less, you forgot again, last lesson? ” is, mom reminds, my ignore must think, that two colds of Zhou Qian did not wear heat preservation dress to freeze because of oneself namely! Do not know how, want to hear mom's word, but a kind of self-righteous psychology was held however windward. “ is not worn can how, cold I am willing! If ” feels wronged and act rashly, from the mouth the edge is gotten out sneakingly. I am cold hum. “ then you caught a cold, do not call me ” in the evening, “ I am not rare, who is rare call your ……”“ the word ” that then you remember you saying, thick smell of gunpowder is flooding whole room, the tear of grievance is wanton on the face crosscurrent, how I change such, not firm, not was willing down mom.
“妈妈，你看这件衣服好不好看？”，“行，挺好的”，“那我明天就穿这件了”，“明天冷，里面套件秋衣”，“不要紧，我先穿着试试，冷再说”，妈妈瞪了我一眼，嗔怪道“跟你说了明天冷，穿少了会感冒的，你是不是又忘记了，上次的教训？”是呀，妈妈一提醒，我忽得想起来，两周前的那次感冒不就是因为自己没穿保暖衣服冻得么！不知怎地，想听妈妈的话，可一种自以为是的心理却占据了上风。“不穿又能怎样，感冒我愿意！”赌气的话从嘴边不争气的钻出来。我冷哼一声。“那你感冒了，晚上别叫我”，“我不稀罕，谁稀罕叫你……”“那你记住你说的话”，浓浓的火药味充斥着整个房间，委屈的泪水在脸上肆意横流，我怎么变的这样，一点都不坚强，一点都不愿意顺着妈妈了。
How is you inscribe “ this done? ” , didn't you see “ am I writing line of business? Do not disturb our bank to be no good! ” , I toward mom growl, how I just ask “ you to this problem is to be done? How did you change these days? ” I am stupefied, be, how can I change. Wind from the composition outside the window / insufflate comes, frozen and biting, the excessive eyeful the socket of eye with not self-conscious tear.
“你这道题是怎么做的？”，“你没看见我正在写作业吗？别打扰我行不行！”，我朝妈妈吼道，“我只是问问你这道题是怎么做出来的吗？你这几天怎么变了？”我一愣，是呀，我怎么会变了。风从窗外作文/吹进来，冰冷刺骨，泪不自觉的溢满眼眶。
Outside looking at ambiguous window, can't help interrogative, how can I become such?
望着模糊的窗外，不禁疑惑，我怎么会变成这样？
Enter first 3 since, curricular difficulty is deepened, pressure is great, study is close, have the operation that does not keep everyday, the critical …… that the teacher does not say everyday I very be worried. The home, became the place of my go flat naturally.
进入初三以来，课程难度加深，压力大，学习紧，每天都有写不完的作业，老师每天说不完的批评……我十分烦闷。家，自然成了我撒气的地方。
Feeling can'ts help waving again to distance: “ , very beautiful glove! Give me? Does ”“ like? ” mom is touching my head softly, “ birthday is happy, baby! ” right now, remember the care to me, tenderness, tear is not self-conscious emerged, the heart has a kind of faint inarticulate painful, mom, I want to say to you, I am sorry!
思绪不禁又飘向了远方：“哇，好漂亮的手套！给我的吗？”“喜欢吗？”妈妈温柔的抚摸着我的头，“生日快乐，宝贝！”此时，想起对我的关心、温柔，泪水不自觉的涌了出来，内心有一种隐隐的说不出的痛，妈妈，我想对你说，对不起！
Stand before bedroom door of mom, waveringly otherwise should go in, “ knows a fault to alter ability is good child! ”“ is no good be no good, just cry to be about to apologize to mom, do not have face too ”“ does not lose face before mom ”“ still is no good cannot go in, father also is inside, lose face lose big ” . Be in in the heart keep kink, torment. Hum! My heart one horizontal stroke, push opened the door to go in, mom sits up from the bed, look at me, ask softly: “ how, baby! ” looks at mom, the tear that good not easy hold back goes back flowed again. “ mom, I am sorry, toot ……” .
站在妈妈的卧室门前，犹豫着要不要进去，“知错就改才是好孩子！”“不行不行，才哭完就要给妈妈道歉，太没面子了”“在妈妈面前不丢人”“还是不行不能进去，爸爸也在里面，丢人丢大了”。心里在不停地纠结、折磨。哼！我心一横，推开门走了进去，妈妈从床上坐起来，看着我，温柔的问道：“怎么了，宝贝！”看着妈妈，好不容易憋回去的泪水又流了下来。“妈妈，对不起，呜呜……”。
The disturbance of a family was experienced labyrinthian later be attributed to calm, pure and the heart that move restlessly underwent the severe test that grow, begin to learn ego to think over, ego is analytic. Green, be this appearance so! …… of mirth, painful, tear, flower, everything is us of an indispensible experience, everything is being changed stealthily. Exclusive and changeless is pure and firm heart, it is parents' clearest care.
一场家庭的风波经历了曲折之后归于平静，一颗纯真而又躁动的心经受了成长的洗礼，开始学会自我反思，自我解析。青春，原来是这个样子啊！欢笑、痛苦、泪水、鲜花……，一切都是我们所必需经历的，一切都在悄悄地改变。唯一不变的是纯真而又坚强的心，是父母最真切的关爱。
Mom, I still am former model, although the person is grown, open-armed as before!
妈妈，我还是原来的样子，人虽长大，真心依旧！