Shi Tiesheng, a patient that struggles with ailment all the year round, a disabled that accompanies because of deformity and wheelchair photograph, one sits in the writer of the writing on wheelchair. His legend lives, casting he is in the position on literary history, his original idea, the “ literature that created his again and again notes ” .
史铁生，一个常年与病痛斗争的病人，一个因残疾与轮椅相伴的残疾人，一个坐在轮椅上写作的作家。他的传奇生活，铸就了他在文学史上的地位，他的独到思想，创造了他一次又一次的“文学笔录”。
Had the honor to read Mr Shi Tiesheng " ill unoccupied place broken pen " , I seemed to walk into him to be after deformity be pacified mood, be on life of creation viatic twist after all.
拜读了史铁生先生的《病隙碎笔》，我好像走进了他在残疾后平复心情，终究走上创作道路的坎坷人生。
The author is this book cent 6 parts, each part is comprised by a few bar, life and death was written in bar, also kept friendly to reason memory, to lay satirize, and the world that he sees. Perhaps this is ” of “ broken pen however not “ broken ” , always have so a kind of relation that if show,is like concealed contacts the story, do not say to go out unidentified.
作者将这本书分为六个部分，每一部分由几十个小节组成，小节中写到了生死，也写到了对故友的回忆，对世俗的讽刺，以及他所看到的世界。也许这就是“碎笔”却又不“碎”，总有那么一种若隐若现的关系将故事联系，说不出道不明。
There is a word to make me impressive in the book: “ has bout reporter to ask about my profession, I say is to fall ill, amateur writes bit of thing. ” sees here, I can't help plainting, this kind of tongue-in-cheek word unexpectedly deformity of a double leg suffers from out again in person mouth of uremia, so self-possessed indifferently, be the fact that he accepted this cruelty silently?
书中有一句话让我印象深刻：“有一回记者问到我的职业，我说是生病，业余写点东西。”看到这儿，我不禁感叹，这种半开玩笑的话竟出自一个双腿残疾又患有尿毒症的人嘴里，那么淡然自若，难道是他默默地接受了这个残酷的事实？
Not. It is his hope, his him hope can not is in by confine “ patient ” in this identity, have another Elysian, I think, he was accomplished, his profession is to fall ill, but his spare life still is abounded.
不。是他的希望，他希望自己能不被禁锢在“病人”这个身份之中，拥有另一片乐土，我想，他做到了，他的职业是生病，但他的业余生活依然丰富。
In the 2nd part, shi Tiesheng turns the person in him heart and him into two people with the knack, keep different mind even “ bicker ” , look be like mutual be a burden on, body of interior be a burden on, the body breaks away from the heart, but two people of “ ” however more resemble a friend, we take “ below the old cypress of ground altar together, see a day see the ground, this kind of contradictory psychology that listening to ” of sacred not say a word is Mr Shi Tiesheng lets me cannot put down the book in the hand, feeling entered his world already completely. The some flesh body that Shi Tiesheng's characteristic does not depend on his place dwell been reside, and the heart road course that depends on him once having, accordingly, he concludes “ history composition Tie Shengcai is Shi Tiesheng, I just am my ” . In the discussion of my my in a series of “ hearts ” and “ are true ” , he concludes eventually, and my feeling however for a long time is enmeshed among them.
在第二部分中，史铁生用巧妙的手法将自己心里的人与自己变成两个人，写不同的思想甚至“斗嘴”，看似互相拖累，心灵拖累身体，身体脱离心灵，可“两人”却更像朋友，“我们一起坐在地坛的老柏树下，看天看地，听上帝一声不响”正是史铁生先生的这种矛盾心理让我无法放下手中的书，思绪已经完完全全进入了他的世界。史铁生的特点不在于他所栖居过的某一肉身，而在于他曾经有过的心路历程，据此，他得出结论“史作文铁生才是史铁生，我才是我”。在一系列“心中的我”与“真实的我”的讨论中，他终于得出结论，而我的思绪却久久沉浸其中。
The Shi Tiesheng after deformity ever also had had a paragraph low fan period. In that paragraph of days, he also dare not believe him incredibly from beginning to end this can be spent on wheelchair all one's life, even if face beloved mother, he also abandoned be being recounted to hers. Till his one's own experienced the love with reticent to him mother, his heart was shaken, interior window was broken, he chooses not to make a mother afraid eventually, although be in wheelchair personally, also want to use a brave heart to face the life.
残疾后的史铁生也曾有过一段低迷期。在那段时光中，他始终不能相信也不敢相信他这一辈子会在轮椅上度过，即使是面对心爱的母亲，他也放弃了对她的诉说。直至他亲生体会到了母亲对他无言的爱，他的心被震动了，心灵之窗被打破了，他终于选择不让母亲担心，即使身处轮椅，也要用一颗勇敢的心来面对生活。
We ever also had done such thing, worry to do not let family, total meeting packs up the ailment on the body, although the heart longs to show loving care for, also close heart door as before. Right now, what is parental total meeting aware of, although do not say on the mouth, also leave a light silently for you, bubble a cup of milk, await you return.
我们也曾做过这样的事，为了不让家人担心，总会收起身体上的病痛，即使内心渴望关怀，也依旧关闭心门。此时，父母亲总会察觉到什么，即使嘴上不说，也会默默地为你留一盏灯，泡一杯牛奶，等待你的归来。
Perhaps be in most person eye, the disabled does not deserve to have love (although never speak a mouth, can think in the heart at least) , shi Tiesheng also lives to these people to prove with the happiness of he and wife: When even when love comes, history iron gives birth to double leg already incomplete, but he harvested love after all. The automatical also to the discussion of love broken pen that appears in him is then medium.
也许在大多数人眼里，残疾人不配拥有爱情（即使从未说出口，至少心里会想），史铁生也用他与妻子的幸福生活向这些人证明：即使当爱情来临时，史铁生双腿已残，但他终究收获了爱情。于是对爱情的讨论也自然而然的出现在他的碎笔中。
Shi Tiesheng says: “ love is not the advisability that stems from cerebrum, be in the soul however care, not be fleshy body catch or replace, however of the soul free exhibit and encounter. ” is same, marriage of “ love unlike is actual bond, love is to stand in real edge to be called sealedly towards mystery with pray, he is a kind of ideal and devotional ” at all.
史铁生说：“爱情不是出于大脑的明智，而是处于灵魂的牵挂，不是肉身的捕捉或替换，而是灵魂的漫展和相遇。”同样的，“爱情不像婚姻是现实的契约，爱情是站在现实的边缘向着神秘未知的呼唤与祈祷，他根本是一种理想与信仰”。
" ill unoccupied place broken pen " the heart road course that recorded history iron to be born when fall ill, there is the truest idea inside, look in him probably, the will truest he show great master also is ” of culture of a kind of “ . One kind returning the “ that I say not to say to give unidentified relation ” is life of opposite of Mr Shi Tiesheng probably is cherished with awe-stricken.
《病隙碎笔》记录了史铁生在生病时的心路历程，里面有他最真实的想法，或许在他看来，将最真的自己展现给大家也是一种“文化”。还有我说的“说不出道不明的关系”或许就是史铁生先生对生命的一种珍惜与敬畏。(文/王婷)