“ everybody is fond of the moment that takes helianthus gold yellow only, nobody are cared about aureate the cause and effect besides. ” turns over book finally on a few pages match a plan, I can't help beginning to examine a myself, am so I also a such low people that care about ” of “ golden instant only? Turn over a book again then, try to change this ending ……
“所有人只热衷于捕捉向日葵金黄色的瞬间，无人在意金色之外的来龙去脉。”翻完书本最后几页上的配图，我不禁开始审视起我自己，原来我也是这样一个只在意“金黄瞬间”的庸俗之人？于是又翻开书，试图改变这个结局……
I look at the mark that I leave in the book, how the font with fluorescent pen yellow sign looks is bright: “ bee came, flower disc instant achieves aureate summit summit status. Aureate high all the way rising tone, boundless show range is the toppest continuously. ” but imperceptible, I was ignored however my only force uses “ to conceal quite only cowardly, my biggest adamancy is to continue ground of not show one's feelings lives between family. ” even if the character with yellow sign indeed not much, but sad however silence ground makes golden light to each word, so that brain is medium,the picture that present always is accompanied with golden helianthus photograph, when the hollowness in seeing a picture till finally, be born forcedly ate one big Jing raw.
我看着自己在书中留下的痕迹，荧光笔标黄的字体怎么看都是灿烂的：“蜜蜂来了，花盘瞬间达到金色的巅峰状态。金色的高音一路升调，磅礴直指音域最顶端。”但不知不觉间，我却忽视了“我仅有的力量只够用来掩饰懦弱，我最大的坚强是继续不露声色地生活在家人间。”哪怕标黄的文字着实不多，但却悄无声息地给每一句话都打上金光，以至于脑海中呈现的画面总是与金灿灿的向日葵相伴，直到最后看到图片中的空旷时，硬生生吃了一大惊。
The Wulungu that straps peaceful desert prairie in A Henan bank, the author's mother contracted in order to of a barren land is planted helianthus. The author recorded the life with boreal individual border and the people that work over with the character of kind guileless, let a reader see the ” of “ golden instant of helianthus, take next issue however, let reader proper motion explore “ aureate the cause and effect besides. ”
在阿勒泰戈壁草原的乌伦古河南岸，作者的母亲承包了一片贫瘠土地用以种向日葵。作者用亲切朴实的文字记录了北疆独特的生活以及在那里劳作的人们，让读者看到了向日葵的“金黄瞬间”，却留下一个问题，让读者自行去探索“金色之外的来龙去脉。”
I ever thought the mining in the character that depicts the life in the author gives with a sunny exposure a few degrees, the aureate helianthus in people tradition impression, a long time just detects this is how madness! Want to know, this is in out-of-the-way north border, here has brimless loneliness and the people …… that depending on nature to be before so real life only, golden helianthus perhaps is to give the heart final a bit solace.
我曾几度想在作者描述生活的文字中挖掘出向阳的，人们传统印象中的金色向日葵，良久才发觉这是多么愚蠢的行为！要知道，这是在偏远的北疆，这里只有无边的孤独和依赖着大自然的人们……在如此现实的生活面前，金黄的向日葵也许是给心灵最后的一点慰藉了。
In the author's character, what I see is a big helianthus beautiful sea. Plant individual plant is full exposed to the sun, harbour is full like the helianthus that resembles any place golden; Can deserving finally to pursue medium, those who bump into shade of composition pleasant to see is boundless desert. Of eyeful empty let me see taller than the person helianthus laments to heaven and knock his head on earth the ground should drown the person, already the 3rd helianthus still does not keep out reseed however the aggression of goose larynx antelope, although people goes all out,see do one's best protect helianthus, groan because of the “ inequitable ” of old day as before however ……
在作者的文字里，我看到的是一大片向日葵花海。株株饱满向阳，像任何一个地方的向日葵一样蓄满金黄；可在最后的配图中，撞作文入眼帘的是无边无际的戈壁。满眼的空洞让我看到比人还高的向日葵呼天抢地地要把人淹没，已经补种第三遍的向日葵却依然抵挡不住鹅喉羚的侵略、看到尽管人们拼尽全力保住向日葵，却依旧因为老天的“不公平”唉声叹气……
In helianthus beautiful sea, original bury is worn so many but with despair; Again brilliant before backside, having constant uncared-for miserable. The ground nest that looks lively child, also be insignificant after all in this vast helianthus land. The ground sows next hopes to be overruled by firm of old weather firm again however; Day after day year answer gnash one's teeth of a year holds to, the gruff with last people blows rain by force to hit the mark in wind it seems that asp. Alleged “ hopes, can become really so, giving effort is possible only a bit stronger than throw the helve after the hatchet. ”
向日葵花海的深处，原来埋藏着如此多的无奈与绝望；原来再辉煌的背后，都有着时常被忽略的辛酸。看起来热闹的地窝子，在这广阔的向日葵地里也终究是渺小的吧。一次次地播种下希望却又被老天狠狠否决；日复一日年复一年的咬牙坚持，人们最后的倔强似乎在风吹雨打中颤抖。所谓“希望，原来真的可以变成，付出努力只是有可能比完全放弃强一点。”
I saw author key point is medium eventually already of be accustomed to sth but, aureate the cause and effect besides is placed so clearly before. The character that is not an author is desolate ” of these “ cause and effect, however her hopeful and dauntless manner more my what make pursue happiness instinctively oversight they.
我终于看到了作者眼中已经习以为常的无奈，金色之外的来龙去脉就这样清清楚楚地摆在面前。不是作者的文字冷落了这些“来龙去脉”，而是她乐观无畏的态度更使本能地追求美好的我忽略了它们。
From ancient up to now, because those create aureate person to be paid ceaselessly,trying hard, search a hope, saw with one's own eyes is witnessing the cause and effect that the ordinary person cannot see, just had so Yi Yi is unripe today brightness golden. because of such, that “ is aureate besides a variety of ability of ” are truly worth while by awe-stricken! If everythings on earth grows,be more vigorous and firm than the earthquake force, so these unbeknown cause and effect are to compare everythings on earth to grow even great power. I may see golden moment only, but someone else perhaps is not, the author is not more. Because of this kind of force won't by golden instant optional bury, it is they are willing only become aureate the cause and effect besides stopped.
从古至今，正因为那些创造金色的人不断地付出努力，寻找希望，亲眼见证着常人无法看到的来龙去脉，所以才有了今天熠熠生辉的金黄。正因如此，那“金色之外”的种种才真正值得被敬畏啊！如果万物生长是比地震更雄浑的力量，那么这些不为人知的来龙去脉则是比万物生长还要伟大的力量。我可能只看到了金黄的瞬间，但其他人也许不是，作者更不是。因为这种力量不会被金黄的瞬间随意掩埋，只是它们甘愿成为金色之外的来龙去脉罢了。
Helianthus ground the head is then true golden, only those real experience arrive “ is aureate the talent of the ” of cause and effect besides is comprehended truly got.
向日葵地那头真正的金黄，只有那些真正体会到“金色之外的来龙去脉”的人才真正领悟得到了。(文/黄楚睿)