Cannot catch up with the footstep of time, want to wipe the trace that makes the same score your face to go up however.
赶不上时间的脚步，却想抹平你脸上的痕迹。
-- preface
——题记
It is a year of midsummer, that theres is no lack of as dry as a chip cicada, singing what never change " Tong Yao " . I walk out of a door, one pace ascends building top, look up the eye that the Milky Way of a bright greets me, but those who make me notice is the star with that dazzling not very however, it lets my recall that piece of amiable face...
又是一年盛夏，那不乏枯燥的蝉，唱着永不更改的“童谣”。我走出家门，一步登到楼顶，抬头一片璀璨的星河映入我的眼帘，但令我注意的却是那颗不怎么耀眼的星，它让我忆起那张慈祥的面孔…
"Cough... cough cough... " the groan that anguish transmits inside house, I run quickly into house inside, see the grandfather bends over in bed edge, appear in ash-bin a bright red, before I walk up, pat the grandfather's back, face about poured cup water to the grandfather. Look at the expression of grandfather anguish, my feeling can'ts help afflictive by that pullbacked once upon a time...
“咳…咳咳…”屋内传来痛苦的呻吟，我奔进屋内，看见爷爷趴在床沿，垃圾桶里出现一抹鲜红，我走上前，拍了拍爷爷的背，又转身给爷爷倒了杯水。看着爷爷痛苦的神情，我的思绪不禁被那股难受拉回了从前……
In my impression, the time that I and grandfather get along not very long, the number that involves grandfather hand repeatedly even also can be counted on one's fingers. Since begin to go to school, the grandfather is loaded rose to accept the job that sends me. The grandfather asks on the road that I of ignorance of from a child always am going to school some innocent problem, be like " why does the spider have 8 feet? " " why does the sky have a sun only? " " am I from where come? " however, face these problems, the grandfather always is can patient explain for me, understand till me. But such day has done not have a few years, the grandfather is about to go out work, make bit of pin money for oneself, those who did not have a grandfather receive send, I am about to learning my up and down. Gradually, I had to the grandfather trifling and unfamiliar. Spent summer of a few winters again, the grandfather came back, and I had felt unfamiliar however... those who make me did not think of is, the grandfather comes back to do not have a few years, was informed to get disease. The grandfather's illness is gradually exasperate, trifling sadness also is risen to on the face of family... the hope that the doctor says what to this disease has to be born hardly... think of here, I cannot bear think again, sit beside the grandfather, pat the grandfather's back. Father ever enjoined me, make me much accompany accompany a grandfather to chat a little, channel channel he.
在我的印象中，我与爷爷相处的时间并不很长，甚至连牵爷爷手的次数也屈指可数。自从开始上学，爷爷就担负起了接送我的任务。自幼无知的我总会在上学的路上问爷爷些天真的问题，如“蜘蛛为什么有八只脚呀？”“天上为什么只有一个太阳？”“我是从哪儿来的呢？”然而，面对这些问题，爷爷总是会耐心的为我讲解，直到我理解。但这样的日子没过几年，爷爷就要出门打工，为自己挣点零花钱，没了爷爷的接送，我就要学着自己上下学。渐渐的，我对爷爷有了些许陌生。又过了几个冬夏，爷爷回来了，而我却已经感到陌生…令我没想到的是，爷爷回来没几年，就被告知得了病。爷爷的病情渐渐恶化，家人的脸上也浮出些许忧愁…医生说这个病几乎没有什么生的希望…想到这儿，我不忍再想下去，坐在爷爷身边，拍了拍爷爷的背。爸爸曾嘱咐我，让我多陪陪爷爷聊聊天，开导开导他。
"Grandfather, you can want to cooperate cure well, are you to like to treat the lake? I bought a house buy seascape house in the future, let you treat the lake every day, good! " the grandfather rose to suddenly on that painful face gratified, quiver with that quivering sound answers: "My grandson daughter is really grown, good, I promise you to cooperate cure well... " I laugh to the grandfather, rise take jug to heat water to the grandfather, but how didn't I also think of, that is grandfather last time laughs to me, he, a slip of the tongue... he fails to go up eventually the house that I buy, fail to see eventually yearning long already sea. Serious illness makes him efface the hope to future, face about marchs toward that unbeknown place. Making what the person did not think of is, on his funeral, he most the granddaughter that be very fond of also did not shed even a tear, but what make a person did not think of more is, in those countless night, he most the granddaughter that be very fond of stealthily erasure tear, erasure is countless to him longing... and he is however in that ordinary night melt into an ordinary star, march toward Na Haohan's sky, also enlightened my whole world...
“爷爷，您可要好好配合治疗，您不是喜欢看海吗？将来我买了房子就买海景房，让您天天看海，好嘛！”爷爷那痛苦的脸上突然浮出了一丝欣慰，用那颤颤的声音回道：“我孙女儿真是长大了，好，我答应你好好配合治疗…”我对着爷爷笑了笑，起身拿水壶给爷爷烧水，但我怎么也没有想到，那是爷爷最后一次对我笑，他，失言了…他终没能住上我买的房子，终没能看见向往已久的大海。病魔促使他磨灭掉对未来的希望，转身迈向那个不为人知的地方。令人没想到的是，在他的葬礼上，他最疼爱的孙女儿连一滴眼泪也没有流，但更令人没有想到的是，在那无数个夜晚里，他最疼爱的孙女儿正悄悄的抹掉眼泪，抹掉对他数不尽的思念…而他却在那平凡的夜里化为一颗平凡的星星，迈向那浩瀚的星空，也照亮了我的全世界…
A warm wind has been blown, resemble a grandfather that is coarse and warm hand, stroked the tear of my canthus, and my feeling also is pullbacked by that pair of old hands, had answered me magical, look at that ordinary star in sky to becoming dazzling slowly, I can't help corners of the mouth go up slightly raise, face about is striding serious step to return house inside, and that star of backside also twinkles in empty relay add...
一股暖风吹过，像爷爷那粗糙而又温暖的手，抚掉了我眼角的泪，而我的思绪也被那双大手拉回，回过神的我，看着空中那平凡的星星正在慢慢变得耀眼，我不禁嘴角微微上扬，转过身迈着沉重的步伐回到屋内，而背后的那颗星也在空中继续闪烁……