The pride of the morning resembles a gauze, pinion gashs the cloud of distance, a few sunshine come down from the flush between aperture, went up for plating of everythings on earth shallow broken gold.
晨雾像一匹纱,鸟翼划开远方的云,几缕阳光便从缝隙间流溢下来,为万物镀上了浅浅的碎金。
So good early morning, let the satirize that I feel clinking unexpectedly.
如此美好的清晨,竟让我觉得无比的讽刺。
Just gave a hospital, look up the sky that sees such beauty, can't help suspecting: Does organic still meeting appreciate this beauty after her? Think of this, my heavy sighed, immediately spellbound lose one's head.
刚出医院,抬头看到如此美丽的天空,不禁怀疑:她以后还有机会欣赏这片美丽吗?想到这,我沉沉叹了口气,顿时茫然失措。
Last night, year after the grandma with expensive already work threw one Jiao, be sent into the hospital, all previous classics all night after the operation, just was pushed ward. The bed front wall of the grandma a flock of people, each groans, atmosphere is depressed so that let me cannot help escaping.
昨晚,年事已高的奶奶摔了一跤后被送进了医院,历经了整夜的手术后,刚被推回了病房。奶奶的床前围了一群人,个个唉声叹气,气氛压抑得让我忍不住逃离。
I am overflowed in hospital doorway loafing about aimlessly, aglimmer Gong Laguang is frequent on my face thrill through, the Che Mingsheng of as one falls, cry be troubled by heavy knock to wear my heart. When me desire when face about leaves, an ambulance resembled the arrow of bend, it is abrupt before me urgent Buddhist templeput on the brakes, tone of that harsh urgent Buddhist templeput on the brakes ases if can penetrable whole hospital.
我在医院门口漫无目的地游荡着,闪烁的红蓝光在我脸上频繁闪过,此起彼伏的车鸣声、哭闹声重重敲击着我的心脏。当我正欲转身离去时,一辆救护车像脱了弓的箭,突然在我面前急刹,那刺耳的急刹声仿佛能穿透整个医院。
Door, a cry spreads, look around of probe of my curiosity ground, discover to there is a girl with my age similar on simple and easy sickbed. Although her limb is being secured, but she still struggles in do all one can, the gauze that artifice place is wrapping by blood ooze red, body seizes odd form, the head shakes so that resemble a shabby rattle-drum, acerb cry still is given out in the mouth. Her mom is defended by, do not have arrange hastily, cried person of a tear.
车门一开,一阵哭声便蔓延开来,我好奇地探头张望,发现简易病床上躺着一个与我年纪相仿的女孩。她的四肢尽管被固定着,但她仍在奋力挣扎,手腕处包着的纱布被鲜血沁红,身躯扭成奇怪的形状,头摇得像个破旧的拨浪鼓,嘴里还发出尖锐的叫声。她的妈妈守在旁边,慌张无措,哭成了一个泪人儿。
Outside ward, the mobile phone of girl mother rings, she hesitates repeatedly, still roused courage, pressed communicate key. Mike transmits harsh deceive quarrelling sound that, girl mother apologizes ceaselessly, the other side leaves an unusual clarity finally " you got the air " hanged a phone ruthlessly, the girl's mother cries badlier.
病房外,女孩妈妈的手机响起,她再三犹豫,还是鼓起了勇气,按下了通话键。话筒那头传来刺耳的谩骂声,女孩妈妈不断道歉,对方最后留下一句异常清晰的“你被解雇了”便毫不留情地挂了电话,女孩的母亲哭得更厉害了。
I what witnessed whole process beside, sigh with emotion in the heart extremely, psychological disease of the girl brings about her ceaseless ego harm, that sharp, not only cut oneself, also stabbed oneself closest person, one answers originally and the family of happy happy and harmonious becomes broken up. I am thinking that time, if later if I can become doctor of a psychology, resemble this kind of tragedy that is girl mother, whether can be I rescued with one's own hands?
在旁目睹了整个过程的我,心中感慨万分,女孩的心理疾病导致她不断自我伤害,那把利刃,不仅划伤了自己,也刺伤了自己最亲近的人,一个本应和乐融融的家庭变得支离破碎。那时候我在想,如果以后我能成为一名心理医生的话,像是女孩妈妈的这种悲剧,我是否能亲手挽救呢?
Pass medicaments, the girl comes down calmly temporarily. I draw out the candy of exit bag, an a place of strategic importance enters her hand the centre of the palm. Her astonishment ground saw me, face me unfamiliar, all over the face interrogative. I pretend to be relaxed ground and her chitchat a few, she reduced wariness gradually. When I ask her reason of go to the bad, her expression changes suddenly, the eyes begins shifty-eyed, labial lock, the hand that grabbing a quilt is sent more forcibly, low finally first, silent not language. After what I see her is hesitant, examine minutely no longer, just handholded closely her hand, the purpose transfers the power of my body to her. She has some of astonishment, silent for a long time, orbit extensive had lachrymal light, I take paper towel to be wiped to her at once. See her mood be pacified, I gave her one is as long as the hug of ten seconds, gave ward.
通过药物,女孩子暂时冷静下来。我掏出口袋的糖果,一把塞进她的手掌心。她错愕地看了我一眼,面对陌生的我,满脸疑惑。我故作轻松地与她攀谈了几句,她逐渐降低了戒心。当我问她得病原因时,她神情骤变,眼神开始躲躲闪闪,嘴唇紧闭,抓着被子的手愈发用力,最后低下了头,沉默不语。我看出她的迟疑后,便不再追问,只是紧紧握住了她的手,企图把我身体的力量传递给她。她有些错愕,沉默了许久,眼眶泛起了泪光,我连忙拿起纸巾给她擦拭。见她心情平复,我给了她一个长达十几秒的拥抱,便出了病房。
Pass through a glass on ward door, I see she cries redly and bleak nonluminous eye. At that time, if a bundle of sunshine falls to her body, it is good to should have many.
透过病房门上的一片玻璃,我看到她哭得红肿而又黯淡无光的眼睛。那个时候,若有一束阳光落到她的身上,该有多好呀。
Sunshine cannot be aspersed fall each place, always have a few corners bleak without light. If can, I wish to make a bundle of light, the people that handles night to the body brings an a brightness, warmth.
阳光无法洒落每一个地方,总有一些角落黯淡无光。如果可以,我愿成为一束光,给身处黑暗的人们带去一丝光亮、一丝温暖。