Write down that pair of the most good-looking hand —— are smally to now, the hand …… of fleshy meat
到现在都记得那双最好看的手——小小的,肉肉的手……
Whenever Xia Zhuaiqiu, the cold is met as scheduled and to. This moment last year, I sent dot low fever, but under be forced to make condole bottle. Coolish wind passes through the blowing me face with wanton window, close garment unlined upper garment drowsy, I am clear about last bottles to this is, but intolerable still drowsiness. There is partition door there, the circumstance outside be able to orthoptic without hinder. But also because such, noisy sound makes a noise so that I cannot enter Mian outside, reason opens Xing Song to sleep eye, see chrysalis of a pair of overgrow at once child, hemal and raised, show coarse hand slightly. Just when I am fine still fine when looking this pair of hands up and down, the little hand that another flesh toot toots is added on that pair of hands, the line of sight changes their face at a draught. “ is him! ”
每逢夏转秋,感冒就会如期而至。去年的这个时候,我发了点低烧,无奈之下只好打吊瓶。微凉的风透过窗户肆意的刮着我的脸,紧了紧衣衫便昏昏欲睡,我清楚这是最后一瓶了,但还是难耐睡意。那儿没有隔门,外面的情况得以直视无碍。可也正因为如此,外面嘈杂的声音吵得我无法入眠,故睁开惺忪睡眼,当即看到一双长满茧子、血管凸起、略显粗糙的手。正当我还细细打量着这双手时,另一只肉嘟嘟的小手附在那双手上,视线一下子便转移到他们的脸上。“是他!”
Want to know I hit condole bottle to must pass many long psychology to suffer every time, and the decision that he allows I am none hesitant however makes condole bottle. At that time I as always the head is filling the picture that all sorts of pinprick bleed, when answering a god, see one sees the little boy that is like 78 years old looking attentively at me, he wears feeble T-shirt unlined upper garment to appear with wrapping around the people of coat is antipathetic. The likelihood is to stem from curiosity, it is good that I was staring at him to look a little while, the old grandma that what final ability discovers he is being looked attentively at is my neighbour. Before be faced with give or have an acupuncture treatment unlike other child cry loudly, he does not cry to also be troubled by, laughing slightly to the grandma only, the look never has left her. His that double blank is binding a rubber closely on delicate little pork hand hemostatic belt, the elder sister of give or have an acupuncture treatment did not know what to touch to wiping his the back of hand with cotton, he does not overdo, the operation that looks at elder sister natural and smooth writing is none nervous, the courage that can'ts help highly praising him in my heart is laudable. But I am clear however when seeing —— takes out an injection when the elder sister, his body slightly shakily, brows is knitted closely already also, another hangs down to holding pants closely in the closefisted of body side, the little hand of original meat meat becomes consequently condyle is trenchant, is that to must be grasped much more closely? Pinprick enters blood-vessel that momently, I closed a key point immediately, open again tear of already tiny float is smooth in the eye that he can see when opening one's eyes, straight straight go to be about to want to support sb with hand to the grandma, can does his where still have redundant hand? Before my god differs what ghost makes to go up, supporting sb with hand grandma, what did he say, I also do not become aware inappropriate. But when I prepare to leave, see he is small however carry both hands, slowly the left and right sides is swinging, resembling is to be in with me not, I also toward his brandish wave. Also be in that momently, that pair of hands that losing fluid clumsiness to swing are warm I am whole heart nest, also for the first time resolutely the decision of definitely makes condole bottle. Hind full marks / come, a few woman discussion are heard when give or have an acupuncture treatment, be informed his parents to be versed in in foreign affairs, from small depend on each other with the grandma, age of a respectful form of address for an old person became old not very is communicated with him, he also with respect to not very gab.
要知道我每次打吊瓶得经过多久的心理煎熬,而他却让我毫不犹豫的决定打吊瓶。当时我正一如既往的脑补着各种针扎出血的画面,回过神时便看到一个看似七八岁的小男孩注视着我,他身着单薄的T恤衫显得与披着外套的人们格格不入。可能是出于好奇,我盯着他看了好一会儿,最后才发现他注视着的是我邻座的老奶奶。不同于其他孩子面临扎针前的嚎啕大哭,他不哭也不闹,只对奶奶微微笑着,目光从未离开过她。他那双白嫩的小肉手上紧紧绑着一根橡皮止血带,扎针的姐姐不知用棉花沾了什么擦拭着他的手背,他别过头去,看着姐姐行云流水的操作毫不紧张,我心里不禁赞叹他的勇气可嘉。可我却清楚的看到——当姐姐拿出针时,他的身体微微颤抖着,眉头也已紧皱,另一只垂在身侧的手紧紧攥着裤子,原来肉肉的小手因而变得骨节分明,那是得攥得多紧?针扎进血管那一刻,我立马闭上了眼,再睁开眼时能看到他的眼里已经微泛泪光,直直的向奶奶走来欲要搀扶,可他哪还有多余的手啊?我神差鬼使的上前搀扶着奶奶,他也没说什么,我也不觉不妥。但当我准备离开时,却看到他微抬双手,慢慢的左右摆动着,像是在跟我道别,我也便朝他挥了挥手。也是在那一刻,那一双输着液笨拙摆动的手温暖了我整个心窝,也便第一次毅然决然的决定打吊瓶。后满分/来,在扎针时听到几位妇女讨论,得知他父母在外务工,自小跟奶奶相依为命,老人家年纪老了不怎么跟他沟通,他也就不怎么爱说话了。
Passed ten minutes about, he and I press call bell noisy at the same time almost, —— is defeated by fluid to want to unplug like the reason needle. Undoubted, I shake with fear rise. Instead is him, still be a pair of calm and calm and at ease appearance, how can I admit I am recreant again, smaller than crossing oneself Where is child of 67 years old? Toughen one's scalp-brace oneself is biting what the tooth pretends not to care to be being looked around all around, take aim accidentally the eyes of his rove, see the hand that to him appreciably shakes again, hand point out mistakes so that they can be corrected is beating chair armrest ceaselessly. See another his hand that holding a grandma all the time again, already loosened right now hang down fall in the chair aside fist head, the understand tacitly on the horse: He does not cross hereat to made adamancy stop. And taking the advantage of me carelessly, the elder sister follows firm quickly finish unplug needle, the aching feeling that after knowing after, becomes aware is swept across and come, she takes out cotton to press immediately say: “ is hemostatic, do not loosen. I also did not say ” what, pressing cotton to try to reduce ache closely. Wait to raise a head again, of greet is the boy hands that pair of hands of elder sister money, on the hand that fleshy toot toots many the white cotton that posse affixes with scotch tape, but his hand resembles experiencing ache commonly without consciousness, it is so easy as before on the face, before paying money to go up instantly, supporting sb with hand grandma, two people are leaning close to walk out of each other lie between a room, I paid money to follow to go out hurriedly. Went out to lie between a room to see consulting room as always swarmed a person. It is good that I was searched just find their —— to see him only in boundless and indistinct sea of faces a little while double pink is then tender white the hand that fat small closefisted is pulling a grandma closely is breach and drape completely, another hand holds high the head that protecting a grandma, inch wears two people to walk out of a crowd cautiously.
大约过了十几分钟,他和我几乎同时按响了呼叫铃,原因一样——输完液要拔针。无疑的,我又心惊胆战了起来。反倒是他,还是一副淡定自若的样子,我又怎么会承认自己胆小,比不过一个小自己六七岁的孩子呢?硬着头皮咬着牙假装不在乎的环顾着四周,无意间瞄到他飘忽不定的眼神,再看向他略微抖动的手,手指正不断敲打着椅子扶手。又看了看他另一只一直握着奶奶的手,此时已松开垂落在椅子一旁握成拳头,马上心领神会:他不过是故作坚强罢了。而趁着我不注意,姐姐快准狠的完成拔针,后知后觉的疼痛感席卷而来,她马上拿出棉花按住说:“止血的,别松开。”我也没说什么,紧紧按着棉花试图减轻酸痛。等再抬起头,映入眼帘的便是男孩递给姐姐钱的那双手,肉嘟嘟的手上多了一团用透明胶带贴上的白色棉花,可他的手像没有知觉一般感受不到疼痛,脸上依旧是那么从容,付完钱便立即上前搀扶着奶奶,两人互相依偎着走出隔房,我匆匆付完钱跟了出去。出了隔房便看到诊室一如既往的挤满了人。我寻了好一会儿才在茫茫人海中找到他们——只见他那双粉嫩白胖的小手紧紧牵着奶奶满是裂口和褶皱的手,另一只手则高举护着奶奶的头,两人慢慢移动着小心翼翼的走出人群。
When waiting for me to walk out of clinic, they had gone far, chased after hurriedly see familiar person again. The day of the dusk is very fast black, little boy skill is supporting sb with hand grandma, another hand is worn than delimiting in sky what, as before whats do not say, but the smile on grandma face is sent more however bright. Two people are worn the shoulder goes further more, and my look never has left him to be only then in sky than the hand that delimit, if Bai Yun is general,the white cotton of the move is stuck on the back of hand that just lost fluid, but fine fine observation, can discover already was infected with trifling blood red. That is a pair of hands that your popular feeling is fond of.
等我走出诊所时,他们已经走远了,匆匆追了上去又看到熟悉的人儿。傍晚的天很快就黑了,小男孩一手搀扶着奶奶,另一只手在空中比划着什么,依旧什么也不说,可奶奶脸上的笑容却愈发灿烂。两人并着肩越走越远,而我的目光从未离开过他那只在空中比划的手,刚输完液的手背上贴着的白色棉花如白云一般,可细细观察,便会发现已沾染了些许血红。那是一双令人心疼的手。
That pair of not old hands, accumulate containing not small energy, narrate is worn beautiful story, conveying deep affection ……
那双不大的手,蕴含着不小的能量,述说着动人的故事,表达着深深的情感……(文/张嘉维)