I am pulling Xiaolu to clutching one Zhang Bai paper to death to death single-handed single-handed the draft of English modern drama of black word, striding serious step, move toward the office of pleasant teacher, preparative general rehearse of our work laboriously performance of English small modern drama gives us the 3rd important audience -- pleasant teacher examines. The hand that I am holding plan is already hoar, a of the idea with a piece of smooth whole level small part has been appeared by me in my hand slightly sweat bead is hit wet, if the pickled Chinese cabbage that is the same as to be bloated to overdo is general wrinkled, some places already were held to defeat by my fingernail even. The distance that reachs pleasant teacher office half minutes originally just by me one pace is protracted, one pace slowly move, became asing if is expeditionary and pedestrian went ten minutes, can be helpless this way has an end, without giving thought to I how forcibly protracted, what should come still is to come, what should arrive still is to arrive.
我一手拉着小鲁一手死死抓着一张白纸黑字的英语话剧稿子，迈着沉重的步伐，走向甘老师的办公室，准备将我们辛辛苦苦排练了三天的英语小话剧表演给我们第三个重要的观众——甘老师检验。我捏着稿子的手已经发白，一张平平整整的稿子的一个小角在我手中已经被我冒出的微微汗珠打湿，如同一片被腌过头的酸菜一般皱巴巴的，有些地方甚至已被我的指甲捏破。原本到甘老师办公室半分钟的路程硬是被我一步一步拖延，一步一步慢慢挪动，变成了仿佛是远征徒步走了十几分钟，可是无奈这条路是有尽头的，不管我怎样强行拖延，该来的还是来了，该到的还是到了。
Enter pleasant teacher office, I drop plan nervously, began our show. Even most I did not hear the voice that begins fabaceous beans experienced aside, those who hear is his hurried heartbeat only, "Dong -- Dong -- Dong -- " , as if this to throb to still do not have an end, issue the heartbeat that the heartbeat covered this again, as driving a duck general, this one has not gone, below a flock of came again. Those who experience is the posse heat wave that emerges up ceaselessly inside the body only, this heat wave burns in the faintly in my body now, next as me ceaselessly the actor's lines that mechanical edition is reciting me, making my performance limbs language ceaselessly, hurry-scurry, the result writes a composition this heat wave ases if forever inconsumable flame burns all the time, rise ceaselessly. Instantly round when be turn for my this conversation, a blank in my brain, very random. Search this ceaselessly in memory this one in black and white draft, but how also was unable to call to mind. Alas, my insecurity gets scalp pins and needles, limb does not listen what cerebrum dictates is asp, that posse fire in the heart rang as pulling again bellows, put on new bavin again, irrigate again went up to heat up oil to be commonly in my body " part of speech " , burn lighted me whole body, igneous snake wanders in my body, flame is in my blood wallop, spark child splatter everywhere in my body, I am whole the body is burned red, very very hot very very hot.
进入甘老师办公室，我紧张地放下稿子，开始了我们的表演。连最开始豆豆练旁白的声音我都没听见，听见的只是自己急促的心跳，“咚——咚——咚——”，仿佛这一次心跳还没结束，下一声心跳又盖住了这一声的心跳，如同赶鸭子一般，这一波还没走，下一群又来了。感受到的只是身体内不断向上涌的一团热浪，这股热浪现在在我身体里微弱地燃烧，接下来随着我不断地机械版背诵着我的台词，不断地做着我的表演肢体语言，手忙脚乱，结果这一股热浪仿佛永远烧不尽的火苗一直燃烧，不停升腾。当下一轮轮到我该说话时，我脑子里一片空白，好乱。在记忆中不断搜索这这一本白纸黑字的稿子，可是怎么也想不起来了。唉，我紧张得头皮发麻，四肢不听大脑指令的颤抖，心中的那一团火又如同拉响了风箱，又添上了新柴，又浇上了热油一般在我身体中“呼啦”一下，烧燃了我整个身体，火蛇在我身体中游走，火苗在我血液中乱窜，火星子在我的身体中四处飞溅，我整个身体都被烧红了，好烫好烫。(文/邹欣芮)