She has to my love add without decrease, love wants to had flown very much acting channel, little imagine, this acting trench is too deep, too wide.
她对我的爱有增无减，爱很想飞过代沟，殊不知，这条代沟太深，太宽了。
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From elementary school 5 grade rise, I and she did not talk more again. Sometimes very envisage do not say without the word like before, but always can say nothing.
从小学五年级起，我与她就没再多说话。有时很想像以前一样无话不说，可是总是无话可说。
She can tell me to wrapping around hair, act as a lunatic; I can tell her every day a hairstyle is without new idea; She can be bought to me look babyish in me to extremely the dress, I can laugh at her desperately dress is too vulgar; The lipstick that she can throw away I am bought secretly and fingernail are oily, the eyebrow pencil that I can use her and puff make up in the bathroom ……
她会讲我披着头发，疯疯癫癫；我会讲她天天一个发型毫无新意；她会给我买在我看来幼稚至极的衣服，我会拼命笑她穿着太老土；她会扔掉我偷偷买的口红和指甲油，我会用她的眉笔和粉扑在浴室里化妆……
Think now, feel oneself are very funny, obviously whats do not understand, what install even however is very dark.
现在想想，觉得自己很可笑，明明什么都不懂，却还要装的很深沉。
The funniest still is me dark love others this thing. It is dark only actually love, I like that schoolboy to play basketball afternoon the appearance of kubla khah dripping wet; I like that boy to be fumbled not to answer to come up by teacher query blushing appearance; I like that boy to laugh to show the pattern of a white tooth. How can she know class of my every sky likes secretly the explore outside face window, be to use canthus only he a few? She does not know.
最可笑的还是我暗恋别人这件事。其实只是暗恋，我喜欢那个男生在午后打篮球大汗淋漓的样子；我喜欢那个男孩被老师提问支支吾吾答不上来脸红的样子；我喜欢那个男孩笑起来露出一口白牙的样子。她怎么会知道我每天上课喜欢偷偷朝窗外探，只是为了用眼角暼他几眼呢？她不知道。
She should understand me, help me walk out of dense fog.
她应该理解我，帮我走出迷雾的。
But she peeked only my diary.
可她只偷看了我的日记。
Thenceforth rises, I not quite manage she.
从那时起，我便不太理她。
I think should believe to there is love on the world, she believes firmly love is false certainly, and I am so small, do not know love, also do not deserve to have love.
我以为应该相信世上有爱情，她笃定地确信爱情是假的，而且我这么小，不懂爱情，也不配有爱情。
Now, 3 years, composition / I lodged eventually. I need not see her eventually, I eventually free.
现在，三年了，作文/我终于寄宿了。我终于可以不看见她了，我终于自由了。
Have a holiday come home, on the desk one dish of water boils cutlet, soup of a bowl of shrimp. She is in careful ground to carry the caraway in cutlet and Chinese prickly ash. She does not know, because of her, my give up she loves the habitual —— that does not eat caraway eat caraway. She takes agitato to say slightly: “ tastes shrimp, last too hot, you did not eat a few, did not put chili this designedly, take a place more. ”
放假回家，桌上一盘水煮肉片，一碗虾汤。她在仔细地把肉片里的香菜和花椒挑掉。她不知道，因为她，我改掉了不吃香菜的习惯——她爱吃香菜。她略带兴奋地说：“尝尝虾，上次太辣了，你都没吃几个，这次特意没放辣椒，多吃点。”
I nod, want what to say desire character stops again. She does not know, I was used to eat hot. In school dining room, countless by hot cry to still fill in in past mouth however, because she loves,eat hot.
我点点头，想说什么又欲言又止。她不知道，我习惯了吃辣。在学校食堂，无数次被辣哭却还在往嘴里塞，因为她爱吃辣。
I think to there is acting channel among us, this acting channel lets us cannot enter the world of the other side. But, acting channel can mature gradually as the growth of the age and mental decrescent, till die is in the life.
我以为我们中间有代沟，这条代沟让我们无法进入对方的世界。可是，代沟会随着年龄的增长以及心智的逐渐成熟变小，直至消逝在生活里。
Eat a meal, she shows the buys newly to me jeans in chest says with dust coat, I am big, do not buy childen's garments to me.
吃完饭，她指了指衣柜里给我新买的牛仔裤和风衣说，我大了，不给我买童装了。
I draw out birthplace AB silently to coil from satchel say, I go writing line of business.
我默默地从书包里掏出生地AB卷说，我去写作业了。
I know, she likes to see my assiduous look.
我知道，她喜欢看我勤奋的样子。
After transfer, I was changed for her a lot of, she also changed, become I liked more and more.
转学后，我为她改变了很多，她也变了，变得我越来越喜欢了。
This acting channel, I am to cross after all came over.
这条代沟，我终究是跨过来了。
In the following day, I hope we go down all the time so, because loved too, so, we love the other side with respective means, the crisscross dot of love is acting channel is terminative.
在以后的日子里，我希望我们就这样一直下去，因为太爱了，所以，我们用各自的方式去爱对方，爱的交错点便是代沟的终结。