I never had had so aching feeling.
我从未有过如此心痛的感觉。
One tall one small sign is mirrorred in Jiang Bian, father stands in hotel lower part, smoking cigarette silently. Of the Yangtse River that, it is the cottage hill that everybody will prepare to climb tomorrow.
一高一低的影子映在江边，父亲站在酒店下方，静静地抽着烟。长江的那头，是明天大家准备去爬的庐山。
It is before half hour, father just was mixed his old schoolmate appraise is over age old job, find a place for in the hotel come down. Father says suddenly to want to issue a building to buy packet of smoke, ask I go do not buy bit of snacks will eat on the road tomorrow, had this scene then.
就在半个小时前，父亲刚和他的老同学叙完陈年旧事，在酒店安顿下来。父亲突然说要下楼买包烟，问我去不去买点零食明天路上吃，于是就有了这幅情景。
Carrying bag, breathe a fresh air that blows, I feel father is a little strange. Ah, be, he is strip usually buy, just bought a packet however. Be to look for excuse pull me presumably, should thing there is what carry old Mom on the back to say?
提着袋子，呼吸着吹来的清新空气，我感觉父亲有些怪。啊，是了，他平常都是长条的买，刚刚却就买了一包。想来是找借口把我拉出来了，有啥事要背着老妈说呢？
I waited for quite a while, father stops eventually, standing bow-backedly partly on the stone crawl that whole person lean is by the side of the Yangtse River, grow Shu Yi tone after that, say that to you see “ today the fattest that uncle, his son has attended a college. There is deep feeling in ” sound, “ you junior high school did not graduate now, I still cannot put a heart, I and your Mom are fast 40 years old of ability are delivered of you, the result came the turn of life meets adolescence. Your Mom she ah, hot-tempered who does not know, also can talk about me with respect to this bagatelle a few days ago. You are letting nod her at ordinary times, with an emeritus person dispute what? I listened to ” cannot help laughing, old Mom still just is in follow me for the thing that have a meal vexed, it is really so awkward situation.
我等了半晌，父亲终于停下来，整个人倚靠在长江边的石围栏上半驼背地站着，而后长舒一口气，说“今天你见到那个最胖那个叔叔，他儿子已经上大学了。”声音中透着感慨，“你现在初中都没毕业，我还放不了心，我和***快四十岁才生下你，结果来了个更年期遇上青春期。***她呀，脾气大谁不知道，前几天就这一点小事也能唠叨我。你平时就让着点她，和一个退休的人计较啥？”我听了忍俊不禁，老妈刚刚还在为吃饭的事跟我争论不休，确实是这么个尴尬的状况。
“ says me again, climb a hill to buy alpenstock even, carrying you on the head to still do not have the job, I work two years again. ” father halt, I realize suddenly what wants arrival like, am I in what be afraid of? “ is not bad perhaps, head of the spirit when I see you have a meal with those college fellow students midday is quite full ah. ” I first say, regrettablly father still should be determined what does the earth's surface amount to.
“再说说我吧，爬个山还要买登山杖了，顶着你还没工作，我再干两年。”父亲停顿一下，我突然意识到有什么要到来似的，我在怕什么？“也许还好吧，我看你中午跟那些大学同学吃饭时精神头挺足的呀。”我抢先说道，可惜父亲还是要执意地表达什么。
“ classics does not have turn from side to side, ” father shakes shake one's head, smoke a cigarette suddenly, the billow before the billow after “ the Yangtse River is pushed, generation more stronger than generation. Fast grow rise, father has had some tired. ” is noiseless subsequently arrive those who make a person aching is silent
“经不起折腾了，”父亲摇摇头，猛吸一口烟，“长江后浪推前浪，一代更比一代强。快成长起来吧，爸爸已经有些累了。”随后是寂静到令人心痛的沉默
Have early premonition father wants old, just hear this word of father, it is anxious after all general painful, my omnipotent father admits eventually, he is old.
早有预感父亲要老，只是听到父亲的这句话，终究是揪心一般的痛，我无所不能的父亲终于承认，他老了。
Fresh wind becomes suddenly swift and fierce, in the heart that plunging into me. Perhaps be airy change, I cough two, the scenery before turns to the hotel behind from the Yangtse River, “ became tired answer a hotel to rest first. ” this word that I pretend to did not understand father, although we know me,understood. “ hum, bag takes to me. ” keeps away from his eyes, revolve of the tear in my orbit.
清新的风忽然变得凌厉，在扎着我的心。也许是空气的变化吧，我咳嗽两句，眼前的景色从长江转向身后的酒店，“累了就先回酒店休息吧。”我假装没听懂父亲的这句话，即使我们都知道我听懂了。“嗯，袋子给我拿一个。”避开他的眼神，我的眼眶中泪水打转。
Yes, I am hind billow, I should bear the responsibility of the billow after belonging to, the youth that uses oneself goes all out in work, the sea of final infuse stretch to the horizon. I should accept “ father old ” this fact. Although that in former days big hill no longer lofty, it is me to rely on hard, but I can rely on myself, because I am hind billow.
是的，我是后浪了，我要背负属于后浪的责任，用自己的青春拼搏，最终注入一望无际的大海。我应该接受“父亲老了”这个事实。尽管那昔日的大山不再巍峨，难以为我依傍，但我可以依傍自己，因为我是后浪。
The person that I will grow to take on for myself enough; The person that grows to be contributed to be country, society, people; Grow to resemble father in that way person.
我将要成长为我自己足以担当的人；成长为为国家、社会、人民贡献的人；成长为像父亲那样的人。(文/胡建超)