Father, I am sorry, I am wrong! Were you heard? I think you can be heard more!
爸爸，对不起，我错了！你听到了吗？我多想你能听到呀！
Be in when my young in impression, father gives evening early to return every day, many times I already slept soundly, he just comes home.
在我幼时印象中，父亲日日早出晚归，好几次我已熟睡了，他才回家。
In those days, I am not clear, father dinner does not want to eat together with me, see also not infer I. Is he fed up with me so? I run to ask mother: "Why doesn't father love me? My err what? " mom is looking at me, slowly say: "Father goes to work everyday for this home, spelled life ground job, he just does not have time, not be not to love you, are you clear? " the nose that she touchs me again says: "You ah! After be brought up, understood. After be brought up, understood..
那时，我不明白，爸爸晚饭不想跟我一起吃，见也不想见我。他如此讨厌我吗？我跑去问妈妈：“爸爸为什么不爱我呀？我做错了什么？”妈妈望着我，慢慢地说道：“爸爸为了这个家每天上班，拼了命地工作，他只是没时间，不是不爱你，你明白吗？”她又碰了碰我的鼻子说：“你呀！长大后就明白了。”
Remember that evening, my midnight is hazy go closet, as it happens meets by chance father to come back, he is carrying two heavy black rim of the eye on the head, resemble a panda same, decretal grain, wrinkles on one's forehead climbs all over the face, a few ashen hairs are so conspicuous below faint light, feel father is old for the first time.
记得那晚，我半夜朦朦胧胧去洗手间，正好撞见爸爸回来，他顶着两个重重的黑眼圈，像只熊猫一样，法令纹、抬头纹爬满脸，几条灰白的头发在微弱的灯光下那么显眼，第一次感到爸爸老了。
Had not cleared up old meaning in me, erupted with father " war " .
在我还没弄清楚老的含义，就和爸爸就爆发了“战争”。
The fuse comes from elementary school the parent of 4 grade is met, I am bear the palm is born, the teacher asks father mother wants to attend prize-giving ceremony. There can be mother only beside my. Mom obliterates the tear of my canthus, say to me in a low voice: "Father went working, drive come not as good as! " immediately, my heart resembled be being plunged into by the needle like ache, proper pride is dropped go up, break.
导火索来自小学四年级的家长会，我是获奖生，老师要求爸爸妈妈都要来参加颁奖礼。可我的身边只有妈妈。妈妈擦去我眼角的泪滴，小声对我说：“爸爸去工作了，赶不及来！”顿时，我的心像被针被扎了似的疼，自尊心掉在地上，碎成一片一片的。
When going to school the following day, the classmate is looking sidelong at me to steal with the look far steal murmurous: "Took prize, father does not come. " " won't he be to do not have father? " " alas! Take prize how? Still not be to do not have father. " the whisper of classmates comments sound emerges to me. Ground of my dash forward crouchs on the ground, covering auditive, pule.
第二天上学时，有同学远远用目光瞟着我窃窃私语：“拿了奖，爸爸都不来。”“他不会是没爸爸吧？”“哎呀！拿奖又怎样？还不是没有爸爸。”同学们的嘀咕议论声向我涌来。我突地蹲在地上，捂着耳朵，低声哭泣。
That evening, I did not sleep, sit in the sitting room to wait for him. Father opens the door, I arrive with respect to change before him big growl: "Because you did not go,be the parent is met, the classmate is mocking me, scold me. Do you know I have many afflictive? You know all these because of you! " say me to throw the door to reply a house, leave his person to stay in the sitting room.
那晚，我没有去睡，坐在客厅等他。爸爸一开门，我就窜到他面前大吼：“就是因为你没去家长会，同学都在嘲笑我，骂我。你知道我有多难受吗？你知道这一切都因为你！”说完我摔门回房，留他一个人呆在客厅。
When the middle school, the relation of I and father was differred even more, I do not like to stay in the home to face him, play very late ability to come home with the friend everyday. That evening, I just took the door, father is worn with respect to glare eye, red face goes to me, "Bang " on the face that a hand makes in me, I feel burning immediately.
中学时，我和爸爸的关系越发差了，我不喜欢留在家中面对他，每天和朋友玩到很晚才回家。那晚，我刚一进门，爸爸就瞪着眼睛，红着脸向我走来，“啪”一个巴掌打在我的脸上，我顿时感到火辣辣的。
"Do you do what? " I cry greatly. Father is red eye goggle at I, cry angrily: "You do not learn from good examples every day, is the society kipped? The school is the place that lets you learn, not be to let your evasive. " my neck one raise: "Do not see you come back so early at ordinary times, wait for me to hit me namely designedly today? How abrupt so ' care ' me? Did not see you are in charge of me at ordinary times? How? Remember you have a son eventually? " he is enraged so that quiver, howl aloud: "Do you use what this manner treats your pa namely now? " " you use what attitude, I use what attitude. Ten this years I suffer enough, my father is nominal only, I did not want! " I run back to a room, fill in the dress, articles for daily use into boot, the head also does not answer the ground to throw the door to leave, one abandons before facing: "This home, I was not answered. I was not answered..
“你干啥呀？”我大喊。爸爸红着眼睛瞪着我，愤怒地喊：“你一天天不学好，学会逃学了是吧？学校是让你学习的地方，不是让你逃避的。”我脖子一扬：“平时不见你这么早回来，今天特意等我就是打我吗？怎么突然这么‘关心’我？平时没见你管我？怎么？终于想起你有个儿子啦？”他气得发抖，大声怒吼：“你现在就是用这个态度对待你爸的吗？”“你用什么态度，我就用什么态度。这十几年我受够了，我的爸爸只是挂名的，我不要了！”我跑回房，把衣服、生活用品塞进行李箱，头也不回地摔门离开，临走前扔下一句：“这个家，我不回了。”
Flash went 10 years, I am being hit for the life all the time go all out, took many pain, everyday tired sleep to bout home. Old hind, I became the home, also became father, for good to the child life, oneself want all the time hardships is hit go all out make money, do not have time and child to have dinner together, do not have time to accompany the child, do not have time care to take care of the child. I understood eventually in those days, father at that time also is such! In those days he gave me everything best, I do not know him completely however, run away from home finally, I am the heart that how hurt him in those days.
一晃十年过去了，我一直在为生活打拼，吃了不少苦，每天累到一回家就睡。多年后，我成了家，也做了爸爸，为了给孩子好的生活，自己要一直艰辛打拼赚钱，没时间和孩子一起吃晚饭，没时间陪伴孩子，没时间关心照顾孩子。那时我终于明白了，爸爸当时也是如此啊！当年的他把最好的一切给了我，我却完全不懂他，最后离家出走，那时我是如何伤了他的心。
What I present experienced him eventually is miserable, I want to say to him very much: "I am sorry, father, I am wrong! " but I also do not have this opportunity again, I also see the father that is less than me again, he leaves me forever before a few years.
现在的我终于体会到了他的辛酸，我好想对他说：“对不起，爸爸，我错了！”可我再也没这个机会了，我再也见不到我的父亲了，他在几年前就永远离开我了。
I leave more at that time make a decision, many regret now. I did not have apologetic opportunity, I did not have condonable opportunity, I did not have penitentiary opportunity, I did not have... father: I am sorry, I am wrong really! Were you heard.
当时我离开得多决断，现在就有多后悔。我没有了道歉的机会，我没有了赎罪的机会，我没有了改过的机会，我没有了……爸爸：对不起，我真的错了！你听到了吗。