Snow, played one night.
雪，下了一夜。
Dim lamplight gradually concealed was not in rare first sun rays in the morning, she leans alonely in the head of a bed, blamed the ground to sigh, take mobile phone —— from pillow edge since her be informed him far after the message that goes to foreign land, she opens sound of mobile phone clew the biggest, clew lamplight is moved to twinkle —— still has no phonic message overnight.
昏暗的灯光渐渐隐没在稀薄的晨曦中，她孤单地倚在床头，埋怨地叹了口气，从枕头边拿起手机——自从她得知他远赴异乡的消息后，她就将手机提示音开到最大，提示灯光调至闪烁——仍旧一夜未有音讯。
It is suddenly a kind ineffable palpitant emerge mind, a force was driving her to press communicate the first name of the record, she regretted instantly again ground of —— in fear and trembling again hang up. Such, relapsed how many times, her heart was to experience how many intense struggle to kill —— however, her stamp is hurt, again stamp hurts —— originally his word can be repaired regain smooth level is entire, but nowadays, it is a kind of extravagant hopes already.
忽然又是一种莫名的悸动涌上心头，一股力量驱使着她按下了通话记录的第一个名字，她又立即后悔了——忐忑不安地再挂断。如此，反复了多少次，她的内心却是经历了多少场激烈的搏杀——一次次，将她戳伤，再戳伤——原本他的一句话就能修复得平平整整，可如今，已然是一种奢望。
“ no matter night how endless, daytime still can come. ”
“无论黑夜如何漫长，白昼依然会到来。”
The night of —— her heart, when to just rest. One individual desolate when, always love cranky —— she is not exceptional also.
——她内心的黑夜，何时方休。一个人落寞的时候，总爱胡思乱想——她也不例外。
Face close the end of the year, she has made a telephone call to him, “ has taken care of pa Mom, wait for me to go back! ” she is such joy, but, this precious smile also fails to accompany her to spend New Year. “ superior leader sends me, that is accredit, also be responsibility. I am not to not be afraid of, but I cannot escape. You go to ”“ , come back in safety, there am me in the home, everything is good. ”
临近年关，她给他打过一次电话，“把爸妈照顾好了，等我回去！”她是如此的欢喜啊，但，这珍贵的笑容也没能陪伴她度过新年。“上级领导派我去，那是信任，也是责任。我不是不怕，可我不能逃避。”“你去吧，平安回来，家里有我，一切都好。”
Before you can say Jack Robinson is fast also a month, even if a phone is a small letter had not been answered, she wants to do bit of housework to cannot concentrate energy by day, she stops not the dwelling place blames him to won't have bit of alibi, in the evening, it is to toss about more, all night difficult Mian —— once, she is stranded so that be no good really, confused ground is asleep, dream of him greeting sb to oneself, she thinks important place goes agog, discover however how to also go to be not moved, and he, still smiling. After the dream has waked, her cry loudly cries greatly, tear is eroding her cheek, she is worn with both hands tear at hair, beat of angry frowsty ground is worn the photograph of before pillow —— bed two people, just be wiped clean by her, at the moment, make her the five flavors miscellaneous however old.
转眼间也快一个月了，一个电话哪怕是一条微信都没有回过，她白天想要做点家务都无法集中精力，她止不住地埋怨他不会有点托辞，晚上，更是辗转反侧，彻夜难眠——有一次，她实在困得不行，迷迷糊糊地睡着，梦见他在向自己打招呼，她急切想要地过去，却发现怎么也走不动，而他，依然在微笑。梦醒过后她号啕大哭，眼泪冲刷着她的面颊，她用双手撕扯着头发，忿闷地摔打着枕头——床前两人的照片，才被她擦拭干净，此刻，却让她五味杂陈。
She opened television ——“ to fall again as usual. ” looks at countrywide fluctuation be of one heart and one mind, doctor of how many average like him a gleam of day and night the ground and serious illness race, in her heart proud with the shock much a minute. “ snow stopped quickly ah ” , she grows Shu Yi tone, preparing to wash gargle ——
她像往常一样打开电视机——“又降了。”看着全国上下同心同德，多少个像他一般的一线医生夜以继日地与病魔赛跑，她心中的自豪和震撼多了一分。“雪快停了啊”，她长舒一口气，正准备去洗漱——
“ bites when ——” writes a composition, it is the light that flickers ceaselessly then. Her face about rolls a head, one grabs from the desk mobile phone, “ birthday is happy! ” she is long dangerous heart is put down eventually, she laughed, feel relieved the ground laughed, since so much day, never such joy passes, she feels she is wrapped by an eager warmth the birthday that round —— she forgot herself, it is in the heart care to his; His body goes to humanness of a gleam of to abandon oneself, in the heart most cared that individual or she. She remembered the dribs and drabs that lives with him before, she answers recall to come at the moment, do not have feeling one time.
“叮——”作文的一声，接着是不断闪动的亮光。她转身扭头，一把从桌上抓起手机，“生日快乐！”她久悬的心终于放下，她笑了，释然地笑了，这么多天以来，从未如此快乐过，她感到自己被一股热切的温暖包围着——她忘了自己的生日，心里都是对他的牵挂；他身赴一线为人舍己，心里最牵挂的那个人还是她。她想起了以前和他生活的点点滴滴，她此刻回忆起来，别有一番感触。
Make a telephone call again, she is expecting a telephone call ……” of that long-unseen sound ——“ elder brother's wife her head “ buzzs of ” , she restrains herself hard, she listens came out, it is him very a colleague that be close friends, “ Li Ge his …… a few days ago diagnose, but the case is not good now, the instrument of hospital level form a complete set, defend appliance is far from enough, he still is insisting to be used to the old and weak first, say him immunity strength is good. This information, it is the …… that he holds me in the palm to send you he feels to hide the truth from also is not a thing, flat still tell you, fear time in case …… ah, he enjoins to let you fasten concern repeatedly, can fight past ……” certainly she a word also did not say, a tear also is done not have. She hanged a mobile phone, moved toward his study silently.
再打个电话吧，她期盼着电话那头久违的声音——“嫂子……”她的头“嗡”的一下，她努力克制住自己，她听出来了，是他很要好的一个同事，“李哥他……前几天确诊了，但现在情况不理想，医院标准配套的仪器、防护用具根本不够，他还坚持着先给老弱使用，说自己免疫力好。这条信息，是他托我发给你的……他觉得瞒也不是个事，还是干脆告诉你吧，怕到时候万一……啊，他再三嘱咐让你别担心，一定能抗过去……”她一句话也没说，一滴眼泪也没掉。她挂掉了手机，默默走向了他的书房。
Her after-thought had that paragraph of husband and wife and crying time, but eye anteroom is empty room, the person is Gu person. Full star placard is stuck on half wall, it is the baby that the class hour in him stays, he ever wanted to go Spain watchs a game, she feels too expensive, just did not let him go; That inkstone, she is long did not wear black to him, originally burnish is enclothed by a grey bits; Old old guitar, once played sell one's own things the swing that she is intoxicated, lean all alone aside. Still mounting a picture on the wall the big character of his personal letter: Serve for people.
她回想起了那段鸾凤和鸣的日子，可眼前房是空房，人是孤人。半个墙上贴满的球星海报，都是他中学时留下来的宝贝，他曾想去西班牙看一场比赛，她觉得太贵了，硬是没让他去；那方砚台，她久未给他磨墨，原本的光泽被一层灰屑覆盖；一把老旧的吉他，曾经弹奏出让她陶醉的音律，现在孤零零地靠在一边。墙上还装裱着一幅他手书的大字：为人民服务。
His desk is not caught one layer, that kind is clean when resembling him be in the home.
他的写字台一层不染，就像他在家时那般干净。
She takes him the jotter —— with then yellow extensive of this sheet of a paper is the note that he seeks period in the college of medicine then. She breaks up gently, seem to touching his cheek, a powerful of title page rises in the heart that strong form of a written or printed character lets her have a warmth, then sheds silent tears life and death of country of ——“ careless benefit with, avoid because of misfortune good fortune the ” of hasten.
她拿起他那本纸页泛黄的笔记本——那是他在医学院求学时的笔记。她轻轻翻开，就好像在抚摸着他的脸颊，扉页的一行遒劲有力的字体让她的心里升腾起一股温暖，继而潸然泪下——“苟利国家生死以，岂因祸福避趋之”。
At the moment, she looks to the window outside, rain ceases raining or snowing at the beginning of snow. Spring chill even if chilly, however cloak not spring arrival.
此刻，她望向窗外，雨雪初霁。春寒纵然料峭，却遮掩不了春的到来。(文/康逸飞)