Responsibility is namely grow.
责任即为成长。
Initiative 2020, I what empty grows one year old lie depressedly on the bed, the purpose is evasive be about to year full this 15 facts. Factitious what wants to be brought up? The heart thinks. The world of adult is so cloudy and complex, should is the child bad?
2020年初始，虚长一岁的我郁闷地躺在床上，企图回避即将年满十五这个事实。人为什么要长大啊？心想。大人的世界那么浑浊复杂，当个小孩不好吗？
Lou Houcai discovers the sky had hiked up below spit, the pluvial mist chill of dusky is biting. I buy a hat, go into rain directly. I had taken this route on 10 thousand times, shut an eye to experience assured source cool on the forehead cool pluvial silk, the map in memory spreads out slowly. Right a turn takes turn ahead again 7 paces, can have a little arch bridge, is that one aspect of the matter of the bridge giving birth to sapling of …… of a sapling? I opened an eye suddenly, the tree with wide mouth of bowl of one individual plant stands forcefully in me at the moment, going against rainwater to look up, of the tree most go up the Chinese flowering quince that end is writtening guarantee a few have not mature silently. A small sapling in impression, was brought up so quickly unexpectedly.
下楼后才发现天空已经飘起了小雨，灰蒙蒙的雨雾寒冷刺骨。我扯了扯帽子，径直走入雨中。这条路我走过上万遍，闭眼感受着落在额上凉凉的雨丝，记忆中的地图徐徐展开。向右拐一个弯再向前走七步，会有一座小拱桥，桥的那一端生着一棵小树……小树？我猛地睁开了眼，一株碗口粗的树挺拔地立在我眼前，逆着雨水抬头，树的最上端静静地结着几颗尚未成熟的木瓜。印象中的一棵小树苗，居然这么快就长大了。
Also be a day of cold rain, I what maintaining small umbrella caught a glimpse of this individual plant still does not have my tall small sapling inadvertently. The limb of peak green still is not worth two finger beam, leaf is wide like cloak few and far between, sway in rain adrift. See its emaciated body issue one second to be about to be broken off by harships it seems that, I slant small umbrella the cover is in its upper part. Pluvial silk of that day also is like general now small cool.
也是一日寒雨，撑着小伞的我无意中瞥见了这株还没我高的小树苗。嫩绿色的枝干还不足两指宽，叶子如披风一样宽大又稀疏，在雨里摇曳飘零。看它瘦弱的身躯似乎下一秒就要被风雨折断，我将小伞偏了偏罩在它上方。那日的雨丝也如今日一般微凉。
Heavy rain need not be afraid of after “ is grown. ” my say, help up the limb that it tilts.
“长大以后就不用怕大雨啦。”我说道，扶正了它倾斜的枝干。
It is grown really now, looking at this to have two I tall papaya tree, I am patted helplessly wrote a composition to pat it, also need not worry to be invaded by harships again. But is the person is brought up also to protect his only? That has rather some, too dull.
现在它的确是长大了，望着这有两个我高的木瓜树，我无奈地拍作文了拍它，再也不用担心被风雨侵袭了吧。但人长大也只是为了保护自己吗？那未免有些，太无聊了。
Black clouds presses the sky to the earth, did not know north wind that to blow horn first, the sky became dark come down. Raindrop increased strength, I stretch my hand try, avoiding the assault of raindrop, was tied suddenly however, propped up Chinese flowering quince of that individual plant in time to cultivate ability to avoid at trip. It is small Chinese flowering quince of one individual plant unexpectedly, after enduring me to be kicked groggy, appear clear is pitiful. “ history always is striking resemblance. ” I scratch my head, “ but I did not carry an umbrella, how to help you? ”
乌云将天空压向大地，不知那一声北风先吹起了号角，天暗了下来。雨点加大了力度，我伸手试了试，躲避着雨点的袭击，却猛地被绊了一下，及时撑住了那株木瓜树才免于摔倒。竟是一株小木瓜，挨了我一踢后摇摇晃晃的，显得楚楚可怜。“历史总是惊人的相似啊。”我挠了挠头，“可我没带伞，怎么帮你呢？”
Thinking so, I just discover incorrect. Although sapling of this individual plant was kicked by me, but hit on its body without silk of how many rain, calm restored after one shakes. How to meet? I look up, rain is more and more violent, the sky of dusky looks as it happens to press overhead, make a person suffocative. A malapropos Xian Yan —— can be entered between this gloomy heaven and earth tree of Chinese flowering quince of that individual plant! Rain falls in it to extend the leaf that spread out to go up, also assault the person that is less than lower part and tree again. The sapling seedling coincide in the before tree in ambiguous line of sight and memory, it tells me the meaning that grow with silent and sturdy limb.
这么想着，我才发现不对。这株小树虽然被我踢了一下，但并没有多少雨丝打在它身上，一阵摇晃后就恢复了平静。怎么会？我抬头，雨越来越猛烈，灰蒙蒙的天空看上去正好压在头顶上，让人喘不过气。可这灰暗的天地之间闯入了一片不合时宜的鲜妍——那株木瓜树！雨落在它伸展开的叶子上，再也袭击不到下方的人和树。模糊的视线中眼前的树和记忆里的小树苗重合，它以沉默而坚定的枝干告诉我成长的意义。
There are a lot of difficulties and disaster in this world, some can avoid, some are without cause. Growing is for antagonism disaster not merely, also be to protect those more the person that needs a help, go correcting this world that does not know regulation hard.
这世界中有很多困难和灾难，有些可以避免，有些毫无来由。成长不只是为了对抗灾难，也是为了保护那些更需帮助的人，努力去改正这个不懂得规则的世界。(文/黄彤)