Everything goes, all be order order. —— preface
凡事过去，皆为序章。——题记
The —— of the last day 2020
2020年的最后一天——
Outside house, placed closely side by side the building is tall, plain shed car.
屋外，栉比楼高，川流车辆。
And inside house, folk not in use sits, reeky chaffy dish is smooth added year of flavor, that is the plainest to future ceremony that greet a visitor. In dense steam, I am absentminded as if see thrill through of all of one time situation, not by the gain and loss of advance and retreat that begins fine him number.
而屋内，家人闲坐，热气腾腾的火锅平添了年味，那是对未来最质朴的迎客礼。氤氲的热气中，我恍惚间仿佛看见一年光景悉数闪过，不由开始细数自己的进退得失。
In this year, although I lose the mark of skip severe completely, but idle of indolent of how natural disposition, cannot be like Hong Gu from beginning to end brace up shaft of a feather flies high. I always am in face afterglow illusion, the goal of next Gao Yuanmiao boundless and indistinct establishs in night, cannot face dawn get right on the job however. I also am not do not try hard right-down, ever also compared with hilltop red day early, with set month of clear and bright good evening, but I always leave too much room to oneself. The exercise on desk becomes hill, can want unmanned press only, my deciding just can come in the last moment “ moves hill ” ; Text ancient poetry is long and awkward-sounding, ” of “ clasp Budda's feet-profess devotion only when in trouble just can want before I am being taken an examination of only; The prepare lessons before class that the teacher says is reviewed in me this was become completely did not work, write from memory uniform also became scribal. I am having a headache never heard of before politics history, fold caustic at the Chinese with various pattern, be defeated enrols the maths that frequency gives in shade, heave a sigh again and again to more insufficient than going up, odder than falling result.
这一年里，我虽满负蹈厉之志，但奈何生性惰怠，始终无法若鸿鹄振翮高飞。我总在面对晚霞幻想，在夜里立下高远渺茫的目标，却无法面对晨光实干。我也并非全然不努力，也曾与山头红日比早，与落山皎月道晚上好，但我总给自己留太多的余地。书桌上作业成山，可只要无人催逼，我定会在最后一刻才来“移山”；课文古诗长而拗口，可我只在考前才想要“抱佛脚”；老师说的预习复习在我这全成了没作业，默写也一律成了抄写。我头痛着闻所未闻政史，折损于花样繁多的语文，溃败在阴招频出的数学，对着比上不足、比下有余的成绩频频叹息。
Years is not resided, if season flows, the composition is old year parting in waste time, days bad old practices die hard. In new atmosphere, my deciding should walk out of comfortable circle. The silkworm that made chrysalis how interview bright world? If firm condition is self-given, how does my heart see white day as just judge again?
岁月不居，时节如流，作文旧年在蹉跎中逝去，时光积重难返。新的气象里，我定要走出舒适圈。作了茧的蚕怎会见光明世界？若固步自封，我心又如何见白日青天？
My ask oneself, if drops into the universe, whether to have the courage of exploration?
我自问，倘若坠入宇宙，是否拥有探索的勇气？
If delimits literary clough, whether to wrap around personally a suit thin continuous flow?
倘若划入文学深谷，是否身披一身细涟？
The pace that if angle dreams, whether to grant the Yin Yi of a pair of my Gao Fei?
倘若追逐梦想的步伐，是否赐我一双高飞的银翼？
The answer is affirmative, have in my heart appetent, there is future in the eye, how is pleasant manacled by the inadequacy in the past? My deciding wants will lazy stayed 2020, stayed in the past. Idle green plant cannot embrace spring breeze, bedraggled time steps on the footstep that is less than years, and can let ground of Zhuo of my lush Zhuo grow hard, dependable advancement. Although not be a minute cultivated a minute of results, I also wish to hold Shi Tianhai, close had closed difficult pass a barrier.
答案是肯定的，我心中有热望，眼中有未来，怎甘被过去的不足束缚？我定要将懒惰留在2020年，留在过去。怠惰的绿植拥抱不了春风，荒废的时间踩不到岁月的脚步，而努力可以让我菁菁茁茁地成长、踏踏实实地前进。即使不是一分耕耘一分收获，我也愿衔石填海，关关难过关关过。
Person character is maritime hill having celestial being, blue waves winds around between a fabled abode of immortals. Travel boat is maritime, day watchs night of first sun rays in the morning to watch a month, be fully loaded with the effort of one boat heavy, I already multiplied the canoe in the heart, leave “ inert ” , do outfit go into work.
人言海上有仙山，碧波缭绕蓬莱间。行舟海上，昼观晨曦夜观月，满载一船沉甸甸的努力，我已乘心中的轻舟，留下“惰性”，整装上阵。
Annals of the reach the clouds when points for attention is little, ceng Xu world is first-rate 1000 boats contest sends —— ! See only at the moment: Chase after wind to drive month of Mo Ting to stay, making the same score overgrown with weeds to all be in is Chun Shan. (public date: Contain city Chinese)
须知少时凌云志，曾许人间第一流——千舟竞发！眼前只见：追风赶月莫停留，平芜尽处是春山。（公众号：涵城语文）(文/刘飞燕)