When the year before last year opens term, ever had a words of song sadly pleasant to hear, imprint between my heart all the time from now on: The life is more than the drift along before, still have the open country of poem and distance. Time passes and the situation has changed, the route of life goes to nowadays, why be drift along? Why be poem and distance? There often is perplexed mist to circle in the heart when enveloping, I ever such ask oneself pass. "On the road that goes before, what do we need most after all?
前年开学季的时候，曾有一句歌词悄然入耳，从此一直铭刻在我的心间：生活不止眼前的苟且，还有诗和远方的田野。时过境迁，人生的路走到如今，何为苟且？何为诗和远方？每每心中有迷惘之雾盘旋笼罩时，我都曾这样自问过。"前行的路上，我们到底最需要什么？
Drift along, it is unfounded medium true
苟且，是虚妄中的真实
God falls eventually next benefaction, will dedicate in December god-given warm this world, illuminate into my double eye when beautiful ray however, it is mottled and hazy however, become the world that blurs at the moment dazzling rises. Double leg if 10 thousand formic get bite kind acerbity hemp, more violent than avalanche seismic sea wave echo is transmitted in the heart, quiver is worn be about to the consciousness of fall to pieces. Yes, I am too clear this outer form with deputy weak wead and limp, 3 months go all out those who do one's best run, still also fail to wake up him. "As expected oneself are not sports expects this piece. "I also can forced smile two, at one's convenience this but from hang down below falling eyelid, all the time in burn into heart. The sky of the top of head and euqally blue last year, different is the force of portion and that track photograph wrestle, already because lazy with laches gradually prediction of a person's luck in a given year. Before real test, I am a barehanded weak undoubtedly, imagine sometimes can escape of the body pungent, escape the drift along that beats me, also can change more despair and uneasiness only of course. Since then, I begin to do my utmost to revolt intolerable injury and ache, since chirp noise that rises momently, do not have the road back to one's former position to be able to go. Because I believe, cast off predicament not to need hale body, and the volition that just is the travel before then the portion is dragging a destiny.
上天终于降下恩惠，在十二月奉献了难得的暖阳，然而当明媚的光芒照进我的双眼，却是斑驳朦胧一片，将眼前模糊的世界变得刺眼起来。双腿如万蚁钻噬般又酸又麻，心脏深处传来比山崩海啸更猛烈的回音，震颤着即将分崩离析的意识。是的，我太清楚这副瘫软无力的躯壳了，三个月拼尽全力的奔跑，也还是没能将他唤醒。"果然自己不是体育这块料吧。"我也只能苦笑两声，任凭这份无奈从垂落的眼皮底下，一直烧进心里。头顶的天空和去年一样蓝，不同的是那份与跑道相搏的力量，早已因为懒惰与懈怠逐渐流失。在现实的考验前，我无疑是个赤手空拳的弱者，有时幻想可以逃离身体的苦痛，逃离击败我的苟且，当然也只能换来更多的绝望与不安。从那以后，我开始竭力反抗难耐的伤与疼，哨声响起的那一刻起，就没有回头路可走。因为我相信，摆脱困境不需要健壮的身体，而恰恰是那份拽着命运前行的意志。
"The attempt is muddy in carry foot, do all one can dials a from inside unfounded true, always feel well is deep-set among them cannot of extricate oneself. Always feel well is deep-set among them cannot of extricate oneself..
"尝试泥泞中抬脚，奋力从虚妄中拨出一缕真实，总是好过深陷其中无法自拔的。"
Poem and dream, it is the flower in bramble
诗与梦，是荆棘中的花朵
Live the life that if the poem is picturesque,goes up, it is me all the time the dream since, accordingly often the setting sun outside overlook window, imagining that happiness in the future, the nightmare that often is pullbacked finally to take an exam however, bright mood instantly drops into cereal bottom. Dream assume sth as a matter of course is good like the poem, the way that seeks a dream bestrewed bramble however, although be used to plantar acuteness already, because a lot of small setbacks are sad,still meet unceasingly. "Does brain composition run really the limit? That why does simple question still answer not to come out? "Lead to that road of the dream, cannot be charactizing a fine spring day, all the way joyous song? When I can have hesitation not to have arrange now and then then, fear oneself effort and hold to, meeting and dream run in the opposite direction.
过上如诗如画的生活，是我一直以来的梦想，因此常常远眺窗外的夕阳，想象着那个美好的将来，最终却往往被拉回考试的梦魇，灿烂的心情顷刻跌进了谷底。梦想当然如诗般美好了，追梦的路却布满了荆棘，尽管早已习惯脚底的尖锐，还是会因为很多小小的挫折难过不已。"脑子作文真的运转到极限了吗？那为什么简单的问题还答不出来？"难道通向梦想的那条路，就不能是鸟语花香，一路欢歌吗？我于是会偶尔有彷徨无措的时候了，害怕自己的努力与坚持，会与梦想背道而驰。
Of pace of the travel far and wide before accompanying us actually, have pressure and rough low growl not only, contain the light news of poetic flavour as much. When the dawn of the morning at the beginning of your prep against endorses, because you are waved slowly,can have a part of a historical period; Wrapping around when you when the take an examination of rays of morning or evening sunshine of all over the body, because of,can have a flower you slowly blossom. The footstep that pursues a dream does not rest, can have partner of photograph of thick poetic flavour. No less than is warm from cold unripe, touch the poem of popular feeling and dream truly, not be the rose of the coddle since childhood in conservatory, hide however under layer upon layer bramble, that one pure from beginning to end first heart, and this is us all the time the thing of longing and need.
其实伴随我们前行脚步的，不仅有压力与坎坷的低吼，也同样包含诗意的轻音。当你迎着初晨的曙光背书时，会有一片叶因你徐徐舞动；当你披着满身的霞光应考时，会有一朵花因你缓缓绽放。追梦的脚步不歇，就会有浓浓诗意相伴。正如暖自寒生，真正触动人心的诗与梦，不是温室里娇生惯养的玫瑰，而是藏身层层荆棘之下，那一朵始终纯净的初心，而这就是我们一直渴慕和需要的东西。
"Not all insist to have a result, but always a few hold to, can from icebound land, breed the rose of 100 thousand in full bloom. Breed the rose of 100 thousand in full bloom..
"不是所有的坚持都有结果，但总有一些坚持，能从冰封的土地里，培育出十万朵怒放的蔷薇。"
Distance, it is the break ground between twinking
远方，是瞬息间的破土
Distance this word, your person remembers spring the numerous Hua Xuan of day rots the rippling wheat with autumn day waves sweet. It is sealed, mysterious, as frivolous Bai Yun, while part neat time is good, do not have footprint again however. But in fact, we agree to be in green this reasonable least of all times, be able to bear or endure strength struggles difficultly, it is to win that piece of entrance ticket that leads to distance. Probably till what examination room takes an examination of in place oneself that momently, there still also is this word in the heart.
远方这个词，令人想起春日的繁花绚烂与秋日的麦浪飘香。它未知，神秘，如同轻薄的白云，集齐时间美好的同时，却又来去无踪。但事实上，我们之所以肯在青春这个最不讲理的时代，耐着性子艰苦奋斗，都是为了赢得那张通向远方的门票。大概直到置身中考考场的那一刻，心中也依然铭刻着这句话吧。
We are ordinary and the soul of guileless, like the seed of face of earth of head resembling ash, inborn dormancy is by dark ground, bet years of on one paragraph of nonluminous, it is some day to must see time of the day only. Youth is our sole chip, the rightest order goes all out in the most appropriate age, go to farthermost place, this is the good luck with seminal particular lifetime. Look forward to one pace further, remove one condition with respect to compunction one pace. Although I cannot foretell prospective result, the way that also does not know a foot to fall whether lead to distance, but that an instant for break ground, I am willing sound of collect breath screen, labor force is waited for hair, release the force that gathers 3 years the hour in determined by fate, give green years an answer.
我们都是平凡而朴实的灵魂，像灰头土脸的种子般，生来便蛰伏在黑暗的地底，赌上一段无光的岁月，只为有朝一日得见天光。青春是我们唯一的筹码，在最合适的年纪拼最合适的命，去最远的地方，这便是种子一生独有的机缘。进一步就盼望一步，退一步就悔恨一步。我虽然无法预知未来的结果，也不知脚下的路能否通向远方，但为了破土的那一瞬，我愿意敛息屏声，蓄势待发，将积累三年的力量释放在命定的时刻，给青春岁月一个答案。
"To find distant place, do not beg without him, but beg feel no regret at the heart. But beg feel no regret at the heart..
"为寻远方，别无他求，但求无愧于心。"(文/白峪)