“ is not urgent, still have time. ” this word, often make our dilatory excuse, become our again and again to harm the reason of other, become us to know wrong unconverted fig leaf.
“不急，还有时间。”这句话，常常成为我们拖拉的借口，成为我们一次又一次伤害他人的理由，成为我们知错不改的遮羞布。
Do not remember from when to begin, I was tired of parents, teacher, classmate slowly, always be photograph of ignore, evil language to their good intention to, a bit does not know to appreciate. I do not like to do mathematical work in the home, because mathematical exercise has many,not be difficult, because I am in,avoid my father however. Before bright window, a bright sunshine languid falls lazily on my shoulder, my mood also becomes bright rise, the pen rock of at hand is gotten more lively, the foot of the person that nib is like a dance, accompanying music to be waved ceaselessly, showing its beautiful dance appearance. ” of Da of “ Da Da, one knocks noise rises, jumpy note boils before falling in the door, dance person footstep swiftly stops like that, fruity musical Tibet entered a quilt. ”
不记得从什么时候开始，我慢慢厌倦了父母、老师、同学，对他们的好心总是置之不理、恶语相向，丝毫不知感激。我不喜欢在家做数学作业，不是因为数学作业有多难，而是因为我在躲避我的爸爸。在明亮的窗前，一抹灿烂的阳光慵懒地落在我肩上，我的心情也变得明亮起来，手下的笔晃动得更欢快了，笔尖就好像一位舞者的脚，伴随着音乐不断舞动，展现着它美丽的舞姿。“哒哒哒”，一阵敲门声响起，跳动的音符滚落在门前，舞者的脚步倏然停止，圆润的音乐藏进了被子。”
How is “ exercise written? ” is father's sound. I want to receive mathematical book, but had had not enough time. The ground of ” of bowstring “ Beng that thinks all the time in the head was broken, I am looking at to a moment ago did not have the problem that tackles spellbound. Father collect come up, he is a mathematical confusing, problem of maths of at sight of is sure should study well. Small when I adore to father extremely, feel father resembles preterhuman and same fierce, can Ko the name says the strange animal of “ maths ” . But I went up later first 3, face a few difficult problem, father and I am same, only able glare.
“作业写得怎么样了？”是爸爸的声音。我想将数学书收下去，可是已经来不及了。脑袋里一直思考的弦“嘣”地断了，我望着刚才没有处理完的题一阵茫然。爸爸凑了上来，他是个数学迷，一看见数学题必定要好好研究。小的时候我对爸爸崇拜极了，觉得爸爸就像超人一样厉害，可以打倒名曰“数学”的怪兽。但是后来我上了初三，面对一些难题，爸爸和我一样，都只能干瞪眼。
See I sit that is motionless, father is knitting brows to say in a stern voice: This problem can do “ your elder sister certainly, you go asking her! Composition ground should wear ” my Mu Mu, go looking for an elder sister like the puppet of pull wires. Such case, mind already did not blame. Father's word is constant alarm my think, I am forced to agree helplessly.
见我坐那一动不动，爸爸皱着眉头厉声说：“你姐姐这道题一定会做，你去问问她吧！”我木木作文地应着，像牵线的木偶一样去找姐姐。这样的情形，早已见怪不怪了。爸爸的话时常惊扰我的思考，我只好无奈地答应。
Face ground of elder sister enraptured to explain, envy already in my heart detest again, agog ground looks forward to all these fast an end.
面对姐姐眉飞色舞地讲解，我心里既羡慕又厌恶，急切地盼望这一切快点儿结束。
Did you understand “ ? Ground of one face care asks ” father. I am ground of ” of “ hum hum is dealt with perfunctorily only. You should learn “ well. You visit your elder sister, when going to school much more serious, never let a person worry about. You see you, when I come, you still are being written keep a picture, at sight of I, be moved how? ……” says the woman chatters, father still chatters than the woman simply. Although I am detested extremely, but I am motionless still, silent as the grave, revolt soundlessly in the heart only.
“你听懂了吗？”爸爸一脸关切地询问。我只是“嗯嗯”地敷衍应付。“你要好好学啊。你看你姐，上学的时候多认真啊，从不让人操心。你看看你，我来的时候你还在写写画画，一看见我，咋就不动啦？……”都说女人唠叨，爸爸简直比女人还唠叨。我虽然厌恶极了，可我还是一动不动、一言不发，只在心里无声地反抗。
Sunshine hides into Yun Duo, the congest in my heart is worn haze. She is my father, how can I do? I can lock talking around, dare anger not dare character. When he also does not know his daughter does not like to become a problem from beginning to end, be being stared at look, when liking to think, be disturbed, do not like to always be compared by her go off with and elder sister.
阳光躲进了云朵里，我的心里充塞着阴霾。她是我爸爸，我能怎么办？我只能紧闭口舌，敢怒不敢言。他也始终不知道他的女儿不喜欢做题时被盯着看，不喜欢思考的时候被打扰，不喜欢总是被她拿去和姐姐比。
Sober when, how many times, I always think the idea of own bury and father pour out, just, I can quit every time secretly again. Not urgent, say again later, return can organic meeting later. When the opportunity comes instantly, I am apathetic still however. Who can this blame?
冷静的时候，多少次，我总想把自己埋藏的想法和爸爸倾诉，只是，每一次我又会暗自放弃。不急，以后再说吧，以后还会有机会。当下一次机会来的时候，我却还是无动于衷。这能怪谁呢？
Think old anguish, think a moment ago grievance is mixed depressed, I encourage to oneself in the bottom of the heart, that begins from now.
想想多年的痛苦，想想刚才的委屈和郁闷，我在心底给自己打气，那就从现在开始吧。
I deeply easy tone, encouraged, walk out of a room, the father in government sitting room goes.
我深深地舒了口气，鼓足勇气，走出房间，朝客厅里的爸爸走去。(文/李静雲)