Small class hour learns calligraphy, those who leave me is a happy memory, yuan of book paper with half big table, 16 simple words, the line crisscross of black black is together, made my biggest joy, return the praise that often can hear teacher parent.
小学时学习书法，留给我的是一份快乐的记忆，半个桌子大的元书纸，简简单单的16个字，墨黑色的线条交错在一起，就构成了我最大的欢乐，还能经常听见老师家长的赞扬。
But after in going up, learning, the day begins to become very busy, that happy feeling also swoon. The exercise paper of Founder turned length into tremendous rice paper, the word also becomes various and complex, every week incomputable exercise wants to hand in, want this brush to be taken only fall again, time has gone like running water. Of study onerous let me enjoy that without abundant time the portion is halcyon, brush word attends class to becoming merely for me the work that need makes, my heart begins to become cheesed rise.
但上了中学后，日子开始变得十分忙碌，那份快乐感也渐渐消失了。方正的练习纸变成了篇幅巨大的宣纸，字也变得繁多而复杂，每周都有数不清的作业要交，只要这毛笔一拿起再落下，时间就如流水般走过。学习的繁重让我没有充裕的时间去享受那份宁静，毛笔字对我来说仅仅变成了上课需要交的作业，我的内心开始变得厌烦起来。
I ever was impassable without several illusions of tax of law of submit a written statement to a higher authority on the weekend, in those days, I need not stand to in the evening all the time from in the morning, need not go bearing systemic ache, do not go to those who await a teacher commenting on with shake with fear. I can have the thing that goes to days doing his to like greatly. But, when the opportunity of the choice is placed before me truly, I hesitated unexpectedly.
我曾无数次幻想过不去上书法课的周末，那时，我不用从早上一直站到晚上，不用去忍受全身的酸痛，不用心惊胆战去等待老师的点评。我会有大把时光去做自己喜欢的事。可是，当选择的机会真正摆在我面前时，我竟犹豫了。
Yesterday evening, mom with me, still want to continue tax of law of submit a written statement to a higher authority? If go, she signs up to me; If do not go, do not go. What mom says is very decisive, she this choose composition choose to counterpoised to give entirely I, and I can speak “ not to go directly obviously ” two words, awaiting me the arrival of yearning life, but these two words are blocked up in the heart to say not to go out tardy however, obviously very to live of free joy on the weekend, be fed up with this kind of busy life obviously, can be this momently, I however kink very long.
昨夜，妈妈同我，还想继续上书法课吗？若是去，她便给我报名；若不去，就不去。妈妈说的很果断，她这次把选作文择权全部交给了我，而我明明可以直接说出“不去”两个字，等待着我向往生活的到来，但这两个字却迟迟堵在心里说不出去，明明很向住自由快乐的周末，明明讨厌这种忙碌的生活，可是这一刻，我却纠结了很久。
The teacher always is talk about again and again previously his student before, say because school work is major,they are, and abandoned calligraphy. Still say to waited for us to be brought up to also meet each leave here …… to be awaited in those days in succession, I still fail to listen give a the reason why, but did not think of one day this to come so quickly unexpectedly, my heart has one to plant by the keenly feel of burn. Original, calligraphy already brand is on my heart. I consider a change all the time the sort of busy green involute life, however spellbound all the time, turn round to gaze at, this ability discovers, only what calligraphy ability lets me get a heart truly is quiet, ability lets me there is a stopping place to pant in the life that runs ceaselessly.
以前老师总是念叨他原来的学生，说他们都是因为学业重大，而放弃了书法。还说等我们长大了也会一个个相继离开这里……那时候，我还没能听出个所以然，但没想到这一天竟来得这么快，我的心有一种被烧灼的痛感。原来，书法早已烙印在我心上。我一直想改变那种忙绿纷乱的生活，却又一直茫然，回头凝望，这才发现，唯有书法才能真正让我得到内心的安静，才能让我在不停奔跑的生活中有个驻足的地方来喘几口气。
Either it is very difficult to abandon, however total part hopes to be in be on one's last legs. I understood my heart eventually, I still have the does not go reluctant to leave of a kind of brandish to calligraphy.
不是放弃很难，而是总有几分希望在苟延残喘。我终于明白了自己的内心，我对书法依然有一种挥之不去的依恋。
Take cottony pen again when me, look at mirror in paper line it is so tender, halcyon. The heart felt unprecedented free from worry, gentle.
当我再次拿起毛笔，看着映在纸上的线条是那么温柔，宁静。内心感到了前所未有的舒畅，平和。(文/窦艺欣)