Life won't not refuse, your, my, his, let me grow.
人生不会没有拒绝,你的、我的、他的,让我成长。
—— preface
——题记
Reject · your
拒绝·你的
You gently had come, heavy rejection was not taken away however. You are my lifetime most cared person, can experience when rolling about in your abdomen when me take your deep love, and love must not not absolutely shallow. Although you love me, but what also refuse is not little, of your number come over? Not, you, I, count come nevertheless. But that year winter my remain fresh in one's memory.
你轻轻的来过,重重的拒绝却未带走。你是我一生最牵挂的人,当我在你肚子里打滚时就能感受带你深深的爱,而爱得绝不匪浅。即使你爱我,但也拒绝的不少,你数的过来吗?不,你、我,都数不过来。但那年冬天我记忆犹新。
Remember a winter that year, sign disappeared after you and pa quarrel. Risking heavy snow when me, wear in booth edge stamp one's foot the firn on the foot, when there is the phone that does not have temperature in the hand, the tooth keeps be being hit quiver, eventually when you picked up the telephone. Your familiar sound is transmitted by ear, I keep back longing, the voice that using sob is pressing his suit when you come home, you are silent. After for a long time, the sound of ” of toot of “ toot toot that iciness gives out only in the phone, your chill in that way rejection I, I have many in those days helpless, you do not understand. After returning the home, I and pa live the life that went up to depend on each other from now on.
记得那年冬天,你和爸吵架后便不见了踪影。当我冒着大雪,在电话亭边跺着脚上的积雪,手里捏着无温度的电话机时,牙齿不停地打着颤,终于等到你接电话了。耳旁传来你熟悉的声音,我忍住思念,用着呜咽的声音苦苦哀求着你回家时,你沉默了。许久后,电话里只发出冰冷的“嘟嘟嘟”声,你就那样冷漠的拒绝我了,我那时有多无助,你不懂。回到家后,我和爸从此就过上了相依为命的生活。
Where did you go to that year winter, I do not know, but your rejection, make me firm rise.
那年冬天你去了哪里,我不知道,但你的拒绝,让我坚强了起来。
Reject · my
拒绝·我的
I know a word: “ is right now him firm a bit, what come you are met a bit happier. I am in ” first 3 when, achievement is degenerative, red fork is completely on examination paper already be accustomed to sth, the sports that in facing, takes an examination of takes an examination of a composition to try, I also am reciprocal 23. One day, I am abrupt with respect to awareness, to oneself suddenly this is planted decadent mood somewhat panicky, begin every night 800 meters of sprint, brush a problem wildly everyday. Every time when I want to abandon, there always is a sound to be in in the heart rejecting me.
我知道一句话:“现在对自己狠一点儿,将来的你就会幸福一点。”我在初三时,成绩退步,试卷上满是红叉早已习以为常,面对中考的体育考作文试,我也是倒数二三。有一天,我突然就觉悟了,突然对自己这种颓废的情绪有所恐慌,便开始每晚八百米冲刺,每天疯狂刷题。每当我想放弃时,心中总有一个声音在拒绝着我。
Thank my rejection, let me know hold to, let me grow.
感谢我的拒绝,让我懂得坚持,让我成长。
Reject · his
拒绝·他的
He is worldly and only man lets my be very worried about. He resembles solid large tree, make me recumbent sureness, safe. But this kind of support is not permanent, he understands, I also understand. Every time when I have difficulty, showing my eye always is him, this perhaps is the destiny of according to legend of hematic arteries and veins. Several circuit encircle annual ring, I am brought up ceaselessly, he also ages gradually. What he also begins to reject me is capricious, reject my drift along.
他是世间唯一的男人让我牵肠挂肚。他像坚实的大树,让我靠着踏实、安全。但这种依靠不是永久的,他懂,我也懂。每当我有困难时,闪入我眼帘总是他,这也许就是血脉相传的定数。数着一圈圈年轮,我不断长大,他也渐渐变老。他也开始拒绝我的任性,拒绝我的得过且过。
Remember summer that year, hot hot weather is intolerable, I go to the side of the great river, put crural bifurcation in the bubble in the river to wear gently, not careful one foot slips, struggling in the river, there is him ambiguously in the mouth, faint, hear his chill voice: Him “ swims. I am containing ” a bitter water, did not know to struggle how to long just to disembark, I in those days already like a drowned mouse, but the corners of the mouth that he sees between canthus faintness became much a minute of smile.
记得那年夏天,热暑难耐,我走到大河边,将脚丫轻轻放在河里泡着,不小心一脚滑,便到河里在挣扎,嘴里含糊不清的喊着他,隐约间,听到他冷漠的声音:“自己游过来。”我含着一口苦水,不知挣扎了多久才上岸,那时的我已狼狈不堪,但眼角模糊间见到他的嘴角多了一分笑意。
That year summer is not whether he has the impulse that rushs down a river, but his rejection, make me brave, independent.
那年夏天不是他是否有冲下河的冲动,但他的拒绝,让我勇敢、独立了。
My lifetime goes on rejection way, those who thank you, my rejection, let me grow!
我的一生走在拒绝的道路上,感谢你的、我的拒绝,让我成长!(文/唐诗婷)