I am reading the short message on the mobile phone, go the spot takes part in the match or abandoning at this point, I cannot be determined tardy.
我读着手机上的短信，去现场参赛还是就此放弃，我迟迟无法下决心。
Before a few months, below the encouragement of father mother, I cast a composition to stalk of grain, that composition is I spent a lot of time, revised over and over, brewed an again and again just be being finished. When I should forget this thing almost, I got a short message, the composition that says me passed what surpass first to choose, can go to Beijing attending the total final of the spot.
几个月前，在爸爸妈妈的鼓励下，我投了一份作文稿，那份作文是我花费了很多时间，修改了一遍又一遍，酝酿了一次又一次才完成的。当我几乎要把这件事情淡忘的时候，我收到了一条短信，说我的作文通过了初赛的筛选，可以去北京参加现场的总决赛。
I am a little hesitant, because be when the match, the requirement finishs an outstanding composition very quickly, on the competition ground that gathers in ace, very apparent, I cannot decide whether I can show itself really, win the honor of the contest.
我有些迟疑，因为在比赛时，要求很快完成一篇优秀的作文，在高手云集的赛场上，很显然，我实在无法确定自己是否可以脱颖而出，赢得大赛的荣誉。
Arrive as a child big, I all along not self-confident, very fear to try, but some sound are encouraging me to try, brave a bit. Curtain of night arrives, I look to full marks / outside the window, month of round of spring is hanged in inside story of a plot, there is a dot to illume all round star. Struggle through thoughts, I tell myself: “ tries, it doesn't matter is alarming, even if failed to also do not have what thing, you connect yourself now cannot conquer, early childhood what conquer others! ” passed intense thought struggle, I am resolved the total final that will to Beijing enter the spot with mom.
从小到大，我一向不自信，很害怕去尝试，但是又有些声音在鼓励我试一试，勇敢一点儿。夜幕降临，我望向满分/窗外，一轮弦月悬在黑幕中，周围点缀着点点亮星。经过一次次的思想斗争，我告诉自己：“一次尝试，没什么大不了的，就算失败了也没有什么事，你现在连自己都无法战胜，还提什么战胜别人！”经过了激烈的思想斗争，我下定决心和妈妈来到了北京参加现场的总决赛。
On competition ground, huge crowd of people, resembling in my heart was to put a small bunny, jumping plumpingly pit-a-pat. I think back out, but wearing is no good very much apparently. Be in a dilemma, suddenly, I remembered a word, then I hearten, fight with one's back to the river-fight to win or die. Do not value a result, as long as hammer and tongs good.
赛场上，人山人海，我心里像是揣了一只小兔子，扑通扑通地跳着。我想打退堂鼓，但着很显然是不行的。进退两难，忽然，我想起了一句话，于是我鼓起勇气，背水一战。不看重结果，只要全力以赴就好。
After the match, I relaxed state of mind, look weak match result, because I knew, bear the palm, belong to nature, fail in a competitive examination, is why a kind of nature?
在比赛后，我放宽了心态，看淡了比赛结果，因为我知道了，获奖了，属自然，名落孙山，又何尝不是一种自然呢？(文/郭华浓)