Be born to thrive from us, what is the meaning that does not know everybody has wanted to be brought up after all? Some people can think to grow even if be brought up, and be brought up even if stature is long tall, perhaps be brought up is the age greatened. But I just understood to be brought up after all what to mean momently in that.
从我们出生到茁壮成长,不知道大家有没有想过长大的含义究竟是什么?有的人会认为成长就是长大,而长大就是个子长高了,或者长大就是年龄变大了。但我在那一刻才明白了长大到底意味着什么。
I am 67 years old when very be afraid of black, always worry ineffably to there is what phantom to be able to appear suddenly in darkness, the devil's talons that extends that dreariness catchs me, I also see the father mother that is less than me again, when accordingly I sleep every night, need father mother to accompany beside me, ability installs a person's mind to enter Mian. Arrived elementary school 3 grade when, my stature is taller and taller, the elder all round saw I say: "This boy, grow really well! " but where they know, I this looks in be like husky body, hiding the soul of cannot say boh to a goose however.
我六七岁的时候十分怕黑,总是莫名地担心黑暗里有什么鬼怪会突然出现,伸出那可怕的魔爪将我抓走,我就再也见不到我的爸爸妈妈了,因此我每晚睡觉的时候,都需要爸爸妈妈陪在我身边,才能安心地入眠。到了小学三年级的时候,我的个子越来越高,周围的长辈见了我都说:“这个小伙子,长得真好!”可是她们哪里知道,我这看似壮实的身体中,却藏着胆小如鼠的灵魂。
What father mother knows me is cowardly, hope I become more brave, telling what I am brought up should not be height and weight only, still have oneself spirit and inner world. Then they made a decision, that lets me begin to try to sleep alone namely, after I know this decision, my head shakes resemble rattle-drum, because of fear and do not agree stoutly. But father encourages me to say " the phantom is nonexistent, not awe-stricken and dark, trying ability can know these fear is without what alarming " . In be anxious and fearful, I promise to try constrainedly, still tell mother again and again, I discover what can call her instantly unusually, she should come over to see me immediately, get taking exercise to let me, mother agreed.
爸爸妈妈知道我的胆怯,希望我变得更加勇敢,告诉我长大的不应该只是身高和体重,还有自己的精神和内心世界。于是他们做了一个决定,那就是让我开始试着独自睡觉,当我知道这个决定后,我的脑袋摇的像拨浪鼓,因为害怕而坚决不肯。可父亲鼓励我说“鬼怪是不存在的,不要畏惧黑暗,试一试才会知道这些恐惧是没有什么大不了的”。在惴惴不安中,我勉强答应试一试,还一再告诉妈妈,我发现什么异常就会立即叫她,她要马上过来看我,为了让我得到锻炼,妈妈答应了。
Be in then that day in the evening, I am alone one person slept on the bed. Because fear dark, I wrap the body those who get severe tight fact with the quilt, but how dare I close a key point, for fear that closes an eye to be able to be caught by an eccentric person, I can pop eye, staring at with one's eyes open all round. Wind puffs the sound of the curtain makes me feel scared; The drop with desultory toilet is underwater acoustic let me more fear; Average the cry that the downstair and lovely kitten in day often gives out repeatedly, in this silent night, also become horrible all the more. There is a sign of disturbance or trouble all round, I immediately the gangmaster is retractive in the quilt, wait for all round regain is noiseless, when I have some of hold back not to live again, ability dare bit by bit the gangmaster breathes out to be enraged a few times to smell. Spent a few hours so, I heard the voice that crash crash transmits suddenly outside the window (it is the sound that fresh gale plays iron sheet of the column outside the window actually) , thinking is an eccentric person that hiding in darkness came, I am frightened panic-strickenly, so that forgot what say before to call mom, developed my room immediately, the bed that crying to run to father mother goes up, below their company, just gradually restore calm, enter dreamland.
于是在那天晚上,我就单独一人在床上睡觉了。因为害怕黑暗,我用被子把身体裹得严严实实的,可是我怎么都不敢闭眼,生怕一闭上眼睛就会被怪物抓走,我只能瞪大眼睛,警惕地盯着周围。风吹动窗帘的声音令我感到恐惧;卫生间断断续续的滴水声让我更加害怕;就连平日里楼下可爱的小猫不时发出的叫声,在这寂静的夜晚里,也变得格外恐怖。周围一有风吹草动,我就立刻把头缩进被子里,待到周围重回寂静,我又有些憋不住的时候,才敢一点一点的把头给探出来呼几口气。就这样过了几个小时,我听到了窗外突然传来哐哐的声音(其实是大风吹到窗户外栏铁皮的声音),以为是黑暗中藏着的怪物来了,我吓得惊慌失措,以至于忘记了先前说的叫妈妈过来,立刻冲出了我的房间,大叫着跑到了爸爸妈妈的床上去,在他们的陪伴下,才渐渐的恢复平静,进入梦乡。
Arrived again in the evening, the experience of before having one evening, I more do not agree a person slept, father is laughing to encourage me to say again however " yesterday is not already oneself slept 3 hours, can succeed certainly today, you are brought up each days! " father's word lets me emulative nod sturdily, striding pace to walk into his room. After arriving on the bed, the quilt on my lid, close an eye, ceaselessly deep breathing, thinking the encouragement of father mother, the in overcoming a heart fear of effort. In this imperceptible in, arrived the following day in the morning. Be in that in the morning, when me Cong Mengzhong awakes, look at familiar room, think him move can sleep alone eventually, that momently, I realize I had been brought up truly.
又到了晚上,有了前一晚的遭遇,我更不肯一个人睡觉了,爸爸却又一次笑着鼓励我说“昨天不是已经自己睡了三个小时吗,今天一定能成功了,你每一天都在长大啊!”爸爸的话让不服输的我坚定地点点头,迈着步子走进自己的房间。到了床上之后,我盖上被子,闭上眼睛,不断地深呼吸,想着爸爸妈妈的鼓励,努力的克服心中的恐惧。在这不知不觉中,就到了第二天早上。在那个早上,当我从梦中醒来,看着熟悉的房间,想着自己终于能够独自睡觉,那一刻,我意识到自己已经真正长大了。
Nowadays I 5 grade, always can answer recall before a lot of first time, no matter the success of first time, be that attempt of each first time, make me clear, true grown both neither is the change of height, also not be the age increase, however we progress ceaselessly in be challenged, learned responsibility take on, understood the implication of ego.
如今我五年级了,总是会回忆起以往很多的第一次,无论第一次的成功与否,正是那一个个第一次的尝试,让我明白了,真正的长大既不是身高的变化,也不是年龄的增加,而是我们在一次次挑战中不断进步,学会了责任的担当,明白了自我的含义。
Grown, I expect to challenge future bravely, do more outstanding oneself.
长大,我期待勇敢挑战未来,做一个更优秀的自己。