The tragic tale of a wagoner, the social silhouette of a paragraph of history. —— preface
一位车夫的悲惨故事,一段历史的社会剪影。——题记
If igneous cloud burns the fanner in, the heater in Tao of snow cruel wind, always can the in dated days memory since drag in. That is the habitat that he placed all hopes, also be ruthless infiltrate him Tartarean murderous scheme.
火云如烧里的电风扇,雪虐风饕里的电暖炉,总能牵扯起陈旧时光里的记忆。那是他寄托了所有希望的栖息地,也是毫不留情将他打入地狱的毒手。
He is auspicious child, one conceives the wagoner of high aim from prothorax.
他是祥子,一个从前胸怀大志的车夫。
His only desires are the car that buys his, earn on oneself money, do creditable, ambitious person, live the life that oneself want.
他唯一的愿望是买上自己的车,赚上自己的钱,做一个体面,要强的人,过自己想要的生活。
Borrowing a Oriental the whitish color of a fish's belly-grey dawn, he begins dispatch a vehicle. Pull 0, pull rent a car. With the ability to walk with hale flatter oneself, of put oneself out of the way rush about below intense this world. “ does not take smoke, do not drink, do not gamble, without any hobby, want oneself to agree only gnash one's teeth, the thing is done not have won't do. ” auspicious child issued oath, he should buy his car. Not be willing to part with or use has what good thing, fell ill to also hate to part with beautiful money to buy drug. Even if such, he also is met what will rent the car that come to brush every day is clean, he also is met daily arrange oneself, buy the part side buy old clothes, let oneself more spirit. This is not for others, however for cheerful he himself.
借着东方的一抹鱼肚白,他开始出车。拉零座,拉包车。用自以为健壮的腿脚,不辞辛苦的在烈阳下奔波。“不吃烟,不喝酒,不赌钱,没有任何嗜好,只要自己肯咬牙,事儿就没个不成。”祥子下了誓,他要买上一辆自己的车。不舍得吃什么好东西,生病了也舍不得花钱买药。即使是这样,他也会天天将租赁来的车擦的干干净净,他也会每日整理自己,扯扯旧衣服的边角,让自己更精神。这不是为了别人,而是为了愉悦他自己。
Full 3 years, his collect became sufficient fund of a vehicle, had a car that belongs to oneself.
整整三年,他凑足了一辆车钱,有了一辆属于自己的车。
But the car was grabbed.
可是车被抢了。
The one fine long hair of that car, it is to rely on him to be born forcedly from the one or two pieces making up the front of a Chinese jacket squeeze what the sweat and toil that come out condenses one drop! The success that “ goes calculates Bai Rao completely, heavy feel uncertain is additional open business nob come! ”
那车的一分一毫,都是靠他从衣襟硬生挤出来的血汗一滴一滴凝聚起来的啊!“过去的成功全算白饶,得重打鼓另开张打头儿来!”
Auspicious child be new gnash one's teeth, he or decision come again from the beginning for his car.
祥子算是又重新咬了咬牙,他还是决定为了自己的车从头再来一次。
He still resembles trying hard in that way once upon a time, still resemble rising early in that way once upon a time corrupt pull a cart blackly. Just he is different now other wagoner chats, also unlike is enthusiastic in that way once upon a time. He saw very far very far ahead, see that car that waiting for him, use the fund that buys a car with him. He also saw once can the friends of chat are gradually aloof, they begin rearward to commenting secretly he. Auspicious child the heart below firm comes, he thinks, when a day that when buy a car, the composition that he does all metropolises are understood.
他还是像从前那样努力,还是像从前那样早起贪黑的拉车。只不过他现在不同别的车夫交谈,也不像从前那样热心。他看见了很远很远的前方,看见那辆等着他的车,和他用来买车的钱。他也看见了曾经能够闲谈的朋友们渐渐疏远,他们开始在背后偷偷议论着他。祥子狠下心来,他认为,等到买到车的那一天,他所做的作文一切都会被理解。
After two years, he eventually collect became sufficient money, buy 7 into new car sufficient.
两年后,他终于凑足了钱,买辆七成新的车足矣。
But money is cheated,went.
可是钱被骗走了。
He now not only hate those people, and hate everything on the world. By what does “ go to person bully disgrace this degree? By what? By what? ” his hysterical loud cry.
他现在不但恨那些人,而且恨世上的一切了。“凭什么把人欺辱到这个地步呢?凭什么?凭什么?”他歇斯底里的呐喊。
He is like is to succumb, be like again or expect promising, be about twice to touch those who come up against oneself to long for day and night, be in again flashy fall cereal bottom. Although be such, he still retried.
他好像是屈服了,又好像还是期待柳暗花明,两次都快要触碰到自己的梦寐以求,又在一瞬间坠落谷底。尽管是这样,他还是再试了一次。
The Hu Niu —— that he married car plant 2978 years old of women, person if name, like fierce tiger, oppressive auspicious child not dare character half language. But there is a car in her home! Full 60! He wants formerly to have a car only, he can own whole car plant now! He treats Hu Niu as his hope finally, but hope most comes to nothing, he also fails to escape.
他娶了车厂的虎妞——一个三十七八岁妇女,人如其名,像猛虎一样,压迫的祥子不敢言半语。可是她家里有车!整整六十辆!他原先只想拥有一辆车,现在他可以拥有整个车厂!他把虎妞当做他最后的希望,可是希望多半是落空的,他也没能逃出去。
Hu Niu dies accidentally, the car was done not have, a home of his flatter oneself also completed collapse between the instant.
虎妞意外去世,车没了,他自以为的一个家也在倾刻间覆灭了。
This time he abandoned thoroughly.
这回他彻底放弃了。
He rectifies day to carrying jumbled hair on the head, the mustache of La broken bits is considered must not repair —— he is already impecunious. His anxious does not have anxious to come odd, acquired smoke wine again. He does not wish to pull a cart already, go struggling. Come down to make oneself vivid, he must go bilk a few lad, must extend the hand the clothes that takes others. It is cheap that he occupied “ , people had deficient ” . He of whole sunset soul, recumbent the time that will spending remains to others attend a funeral, a minute of money spends one cent money. What to pay attention to again he once was brought think be proud clean with innocence.
他整日顶着乱蓬蓬的头发,邋渣的胡子顾不得修理——他已经身无分文了。他愁没愁出头来,又染上了烟酒。他早已不愿去拉车,去奋斗。为了让自己活下来,他不得不去诈骗一些老友,不得不将手伸进别人的衣裳。“他占了便宜,别人就吃了亏”。整日落魄的他,靠着给别人送殡来度着残余的时日,有一分钱花一分钱。再也不讲究什么他曾经引以为傲干干净净和清清白白。
“ this is creditable, ambitious, of good dream, hale, great auspicious child; This is degenerate, selfish, hoggish, of the individual, unfortunate, in social disease fetal, individualistic dead end ghost. ”
“这体面的,要强的,好梦想的,健壮的,伟大的祥子;这堕落的,自私的,利己的,个人的,不幸的,社会病里的胎儿,个人主义的末路鬼。”
In the society that also cannot cross a body forever in that poor, auspicious child in the life destroy below, became the model that he once abhorred gradually! Worth while and pitiful is not merely auspicious child, still have that by the world of dark fill ah!
在那个穷人永远也翻不了身的社会里,祥子在生活的摧残下,渐渐成了他曾经痛恨的样子!值得可怜的不只是祥子,还有那个被黑暗填充的世界啊!(文/黄明慧)