“ I am very irritated! I am very irritated! I am very irritated really! ” hears the child of neighbour home says, this is respecting really on my heart, trouble resembles a shadow same, follow me at any time and place, in the appears in me brain of in quick succession.
“我好烦！我好烦！我真的好烦！”听见邻居家的小孩说，这真是说到我的心上了，烦恼就像一个影子一样，随时随地跟着我，接二连三的出现在我的脑海里。
Vexed one
烦恼一
It is heavy in some other peoples male light female, our home is same also, remember once, I watch TV in grandfather home, the grandfather says me: “ knows all day long watchs TV, do not learn well, one's deceased father in going up, learn, how to do? ” my read smoothly said: How can “ still do, cool do! ” says, I closed TV, standing in the courtyard, whats are done. The grandfather sees I am standing in the courtyard, go again say in front of me: You return “ not to write line of business, what does the station have to use to here? ” is holding my little brother in the arms in this moment grandfather, make treasured object in person a little while, make conscience in person a little while, call …… me again a little while thinking, the grandfather does not call me so, in my eye in them so not important? I seem how to be done incorrect. I seem to return redundant, my grandfather all along calls me the name namely, do not call me the pet name, is this why? I am very vexed really.
有的人家里是重男轻女，我们家也一样，记得有一次，我在爷爷家看电视，爷爷就说我：“就知道成天看电视，不好好学习，考不上中学，怎么办？”我顺口说了一声：“还能怎么办，凉办！”说完，我就把电视关了，在院子里站着，什么也不做。爷爷看见我在院子里站着，又走到我跟前说：“你还不去写作业，站到这里有什么用？”就在这个时候爷爷抱着我的弟弟，一会亲的叫宝贝，一会亲的叫心肝，一会又叫……我就在想，爷爷从来不这样叫我，我在他们的眼中就这么不重要？我好像怎么做都不对。我就好像还多余的，我的爷爷向来就是叫我大名，不叫我小名，这是为什么呢？我真的很烦恼。
Vexed 2
烦恼二
Still remember once, father and mom were away on official business, I and little brother live in grandfather home. I that piquant little brother broke dish into pieces, after the grandfather sees, come over to hold my little brother in the arms to say hastily: Is “ occupied not? Did the hand cut the little hand you to do not have? The grandfather after ” says looks at my in front of say: You know “ solely watch TV, know to watch TV leisurely, was dish dropped do not know pick up comes? Do not know to help your little brother? I am thinking ……” : Surprised to blame, I also am carrying a meal at that time, how do I vacate a hand to help him? Passed a little while, I that dull little brother broke flowerpot into pieces again, the grandfather did not criticize piquant little brother as before, instead says mine is not again. I am not had for an instant language, my dear grandfather, it is clear that you cannot ask the thing the thing first say me again, my dear grandfather, be my fault?
还记得有一次，爸爸和妈妈都出差了，我和弟弟就住在爷爷家。我那调皮的弟弟把盘子打碎了，爷爷看见后急忙过来抱起我弟弟说：“有事没？把你的小手手割了没？”说完后爷爷就看着跟前的我说道：“你就光知道看电视，就知道悠闲的看电视，盘子掉了就不知道捡起来？就不知道帮一下你弟弟？……”我就在想：奇了怪了，我当时也端着饭，我怎么腾出手来帮他呢？过了一会儿，我那无聊的弟弟又把花盆打碎了，爷爷依旧没有指责调皮的弟弟，反倒又说我的不是。我瞬间无语了，我亲爱的爷爷，你就不能先把事情问清楚再说我，我亲爱的爷爷，难道都是我的错？
I am very vexed really.
我真的很烦恼。(文/邱文慧)