Can great like her without anybody, it is at least in my heart. -- preface
没有任何人能像她一样伟大，至少在我的心里。——题记
Since her since go to the bad, I did not take her illness seriously continuously. Go to school in the school everyday, she is taken care of by father, a lot of circumstances write a composition I understand without development, know the pathogeny is very complex only, do not check name giving disease, and state of illness is low fever ceaseless, high fever frequency is sent.
自从她得病以来，我就直没有重视她的病情。每天在学校上学，她由爸爸照顾，很多情况我都没有深入去了解，只知道病因很复杂，查不出病名，且病况为低烧不断，高烧频发。
From Feburary the middle ten days of a month arrives all the time in April, she has a fever all the time, also had returned the home rarely, major while accepts treatment in the hospital, suffer impersonal anguish, it is nobody has told me only, connecting herself also is. After with her the last video communicates at the beginning of April, the time of a many month had not seen after this again her, she appears very do not wish to see me, although I do not know why, I ever also felt interrogative to this.
从二月中旬一直到四月，她一直发烧，也很少回过家，大部分时间在医院接受治疗，忍受非人的痛苦，只是没人告诉过我，连她自己也是。在四月初和她最后一次视频通话后，此后一个多月的时间就再没有见过她，她似乎很不愿见我，即使我不知道为什么，我也曾对此深感疑惑。
By April, I took out a holiday a long time, head for total courtyard to visit her. She originally for nothing fat, lively and lovely, last time video communicates in also be such. But weak point time of 20 days, who can think of she can become a sallow and emaciated, the woman with one gaunt face. She says always before me to be full of a hope, I often also encourage her. Absentminded, I understand her suddenly not infer my real reason, because she knows me,be a child only.
四月底，我抽出了半天假，前往总院去看望她。她原本白白胖胖，活泼可爱，上一次视频通话中也是如此。但短短二十天的时间，谁能想到她能变成一个面黄肌瘦，一脸憔悴的女人。她在我面前总说充满希望，我也常常鼓励她。恍惚间，我突然明白她不想见我的真实原因，因为她知道我只是个孩子。
The following day I asked for leave to accompany her in the hospital. Doctor will give or take an injection, she shows fine the upper arm, but apparent nurse is very embarrassed, even if,cannot see at all a blood-vessel. The doctor is searched painfully, she is silent look at me, understand in my heart, of her body frail, cannot bear at all the root is then thick long needle canal, intolerable also anguish wants even normal person to arrive on her body so. Long time goes, the reluctance below the skin that the nurse fizzles out in that palm eventually found an imperceptible blood-vessel.
第二天我请了一天假在医院陪她。医来打针了，她露出纤细的上臂，但显然护士很为难，因为在她的胳膊上根本看不到哪怕一根血管。医生费力的寻找，她静静看着我，我心里明白，她身体的虚弱，根本无法承受那根粗长的针管，连正常人也无法忍受的痛苦就这样要在她的身上降临。漫长的时间过去，护士终于在那块棕黄的肌肤下勉强找到了一根微细的血管。
Will issue a needle, the nurse says to me, press her, must dominate her sentiment, cannot make her random move. I want to illuminate originally do, but she is the face brings a smile only however, still look at me silently, a bit nods awe-stricken meaning without one man. I some indissoluble, want to vacate a hand to press her, but she however exert all over effort is taut my hand, still silent look at me.
将要下针，护士对我说，按住她，一定要控制住她的情绪，不能让她乱动。我本想照做，但她却只是面带微笑，依然静静地看着我，丝毫没有一丁点畏惧之意。我有些不解，想腾出手按住她，但她却使出浑身力气拉紧我的手，依然静静看着我。
I understood for a short while, I abandon flouncing off, only and hold the ground closer, stick oneself face on her cheek. On her body originally odour is already weak go, what I smell is the flavour with one new strike, she had not bathed 20 days, but I feel this is the taste that I enjoy however.
我一时间明白了，我放弃挣脱，仅而握地更紧，将自己的脸贴在她的脸颊上。她身上原本的气味已经淡去，我闻到的是一鼓陌生的味道，她已经二十天没有洗过澡，但我却觉得这是我享受的味道。
I tell her to not be afraid of, I am in. She still the face brings a smile, this kind of smile is to send from the heart, but although how she holds to again,I think, that needle canal is inserted when going in, it is painful that she also is met certainly, I also get ready partake her anguish. Passed for a long time, I still am sticking her cheek, but who can think of the nurse has left, leave already, she ases if without anguish, still smile.
我告诉她不要怕，有我在。她依然面带微笑，这种微笑是发自内心的，但我认为即使她再怎么坚持，那针管插进去时，她也一定会痛苦，我也准备好分担她的痛苦。过了很长时间，我依然贴着她脸颊，但谁能想到护士已经离去，早已离去，她仿佛没有痛苦，依然微笑。
She still went finally, after a few days. What I elaborate her without method diction character is great, although she went, but this full 15 years she takes makings and company wholeheartedly to mine, final casting becomes a great protective screen, love. It will be blocked forever it is behind me, forever, it is incentive I am ongoing, it brings me courage. Her spirit also is forever behind me, without any edge tool can piercing it. I won't be fear of the heavy difficulty on prospective path again, because she ever overcame the greatest difficulty, her conquer oneself. This great mind power can be blocked it is behind me, accompany my lifetime.
她最终还是走了，几天后。我没有办法用语言阐述她的伟大，她虽然走了，但这整整十五年她对我的悉心照料与陪伴，最终铸成一道伟大的屏障，爱。它将永远挡在我身后，永远，它激励我前进，它带给我勇气。她的精神也永远在我身后，没有任何利器能够刺穿它。我不会再惧怕未来道路上的重重困难，因为她曾克服了最大的困难，她战胜了自己。这份伟大的精神力量会挡在我身后，伴随我一生。
It comes from the mother at me.
它源自于我的母亲。