In one's childhood, the time that grandmother accompanies me is the longest, relation also terribly is close, but as time elapse, I am brought up gradually, she is in age slowly, there was some of estrangement truly between us.
小时候，姥姥陪伴我的时间最长，关系也甚为亲密，可随着时间的流逝，我在渐渐长大，她在慢慢变老，我们之间确有了些隔阂。
I begin very was fed up with them to go up the old person of age rises early greatly will smoke to get house lanes and alleys choke person; Very be fed up with her always is from time to time gangmaster explore sees me into the room what doing, every other is pulling a confusion of voices a few minutes child ask me hungry thirsty; Be fed up with them always is Zhang Jiachang Li Jia weak point is waited a moment. Chinese teacher has said: “ chat not talks person blame, sit quietly is thought of oneself over- . ” but because she is elder, what tell I am bad also, can say mutteringly in the heart only.
我开始很讨厌她们上了年纪的老人一大早起来就抽烟把屋子里弄得呛人；很讨厌她总是时不时的把头探进房间看我在做些什么，每隔几分钟就扯着噪子问我饿不饿渴不渴；讨厌她们总是张家长李家短等等。语文老师说过：“闲谈莫论人非，静坐则思己过。”但由于她是长辈，我也不好讲什么，只能在心里喃喃地说。
So paragraph of time classeses are over after coming home, accurate is very all the time in the heart, be fed up with this kind of depressing atmosphere in the home, sit together to have a meal every time, always get through hastily, answer house to be being waited for.
所以有段时间放学回家后，心里一直很是不爽，讨厌家里这种沉闷的气氛，每次坐在一起吃饭，总是草草了事，便回屋待着去了。
Passed two days, I and mom go on the way home, I as before silent, did not talk with mom. She starts to talk suddenly however to say with me: “ happy a bit, fasten old downhearted, grandmother issued a building technically to buy strawberry to you today, say to see you these days eat without the fruit. Return for fear that you are grouchy. After I listen to ” , it is “ hum ” only, did not say more again, there also is an ashamed to remorse in the heart actually.
过了两天，我和妈妈走在回家的路上，我依旧沉默，没有和妈妈说话。她却突然开口和我说：“开心一点儿，别老闷闷不乐的，今天姥姥专门下楼给你买了草莓，说看你这几天没有水果吃。还生怕你不高兴。”我听后，只是“嗯”了一声，便没再多说，其实心里也有一丝愧疚。
I leave open the door, there is the breath of indifferent to fame or benefit of filar silk strawberry in air, each is bright red the strawberry that is about to drip lies in the bowl silently, hanging every bits of bit drip red in fully white, resemble extremely the bashful girl that just went out of the bath. The “ Zhi that bed transmits to cover tightly frowzily in the house ah ” sound, most propbably is the grandmother that sits on the bed is using double arm to prop up remove her that heavy body. She is dilatory pace from go inside house, say: “ came back! I promised ” actively, entered room.
我开开门，空气中便弥漫着丝丝草莓恬淡的气息，一个个鲜红欲滴的草莓静静地躺在碗里，挂着点点水珠红里透白，像极了刚出浴的羞涩少女。屋子里传来床铺闷闷的“吱呀”声，想必是坐在床上的姥姥在用双臂支撑起她那笨重的身体。她拖拉着步子从屋内走出来，说：“回来了！”我主动答应了一声，进了屋。
See composition grandmother only also half step follows me, exploring to extend the head into my house, point to outside, say: “ comes out to eat strawberry! Her expression resembles ” child, cautiously, made me deep experience “ person older, jump over low-down ” , I laugh say to go, she sees I laughed, also laughed together, face about moves toward a kitchen to say directly: I go to “ carrying course, I still did boiling water to you! Her dialect spends ” higher, catch a hair with the hand, the desk on end of dishful dish dish, ground of very pleased with oneself from an one small wine with fine bottle is held in both hands inside house, sit approvingly before the desk, I can feel, her expression movement is relaxed.
只见作文姥姥也小步跟着我，试探着把头伸进我屋，指了指外面，说：“出来吃草莓！”她的表现就像小孩，小心翼翼地，让我深深体会到了“人越老，越卑微”，我笑了笑说行，她见我笑了，也一起笑了，转身径直走向厨房说：“我去把菜端上来，我还给你做了汤！”她的语调高了一个度，用手抓了抓头发，把一碟碟菜端上桌，又美滋滋地从屋内捧出一瓶精致的小酒，满意地坐在桌前，我能感觉到，她的神情动作都是轻松的。
Eating meal, feel compunctious more in the heart, the way that feels oneself is not quite right, feel self-condemned, grandmother still is gone to ceaselessly dish is added in my bowl, dou Lei became hill slope, I also fill in in past mouth ceaselessly, how can also fill in malcontent my heart.
吃着饭菜，心里越觉得过意不去，感觉自己的做法是不太对，深感自责，姥姥还不断往我碗里加菜，都垒成了小山坡，我也不断往嘴里塞，可怎么塞也塞不满我的心。
I consider the possibility all the time wrong, I always think she is unjustifiable, meddlesome, did not understand me, do not understand present period, so I never have put her in the heart to my love, never have the heart that has experienced her. When the enthusiasm that in every time photograph of my cool detachment waits for her, she can so sad that sleep bad to become aware, can helpless self-condemned, can subdue so that want to cry. To these, I am ineffable already the ashamed regret sadness in the heart, do not know how to be faced, also do not know how to seek ground. Grandmother, can you ever know? Feel like me you do not understand me same, you just do not know, I also love you very much.
可能我一直都想错了，我总认为她无理，好事，一点都不理解我，不理解现在的时代，所以我从没有把她对我的爱放在心里，从没有体会过她的内心。在每一次我冷眼相待她的热情时，她会不会难过得睡不好觉，会不会无奈得自责，会不会委屈得想哭。对于这些，我已无法形容心里的愧疚悲伤，不知道如何面对，亦不知道如何找理由。姥姥，您可曾知道吗？就像我觉得你不理解我一样，您只是从来不知道，我也很爱您。
Ask you to await a little while, a little while, make me new realise me;
请您等待一会，就一会儿，让我重新认识到自己；
Ask you to await a little while, a little while, let me enjoy your full-bodied to me love well again;
请您等待一会，就一会儿，再让我好好享受您对我醇厚的爱；
Ask you to await a little while, a little while, make me new love you well.
请您等待一会，就一会儿，让我重新去好好爱您。(文/窦艺欣)