I dream of you. An unconscious earth on your face is grey, look not clear, black places a few embroider on coat, shining jade-like stone jade-like stone smooth, the both hands like deadwood is ceaseless brandish, bingle is messy in air cooling. The wind all around, the deadwood that gets on the ground defeats Xie Juan to rise, I have to fear, but this is I dream of you for the first time, I do not wish to awake at this point.
我梦见你了。你的脸上蒙着一层土灰，看不清，黑色夹袄上的几朵绣花，闪着莹莹的光，枯枝一样的双手不断挥舞，短发在冷风中凌乱。四周的风，将地上的枯枝败叶卷起，我有一丝害怕，可这是我第一次梦见你，我不愿就此醒来。
In one's childhood, pa Mom is busy, leave me beside you. You always teach me patiently, do not hit also do not scold, the cold force that compares mom however is significant much. I unexpectedly dot has abhorred angrily you, secretly the wool of the cat that you like shave light most, return the ground like demonstrate to be aspersed in the courtyard.
小时候，爸妈忙，把我留在你身边。你总是耐心的教育我，不打也不骂，却比妈妈的冷暴力有效多。我竟小孩子气的痛恨过你，偷偷剃光你最喜欢的猫的毛，还示威般地洒在院子里。
When elementary school graduates, you laugh aglitter say, I was brought up. But a little while you you low head says, these days your Mom also must receive you to come home, you are irritated I several years, I use a pipe only after you are small younger sister, relaxed move! I am thinking a few to defend oneself, you say then again: You attend junior high school after “ , come home oneself should wash the dress, so big, head give back won't comb, want to have a meal more, work more, fasten lazy, lazy bad. ”
小学毕业时，你笑得灿烂的说，我长大了。可是一会儿你你又低着头说，这几天***也得接你回家了，你都烦了我好几年了，以后我只用管你小妹，轻松着呢！我正想分辩几句，你又接着说：“以后你上初中了，回家自己要洗衣服，那么大了，头发还不会梳，要多吃饭，多干活，别偷懒，懒了不好。”
Leave you a few days ago, I became a sticky candy, all the time you do not put stick together, you cook, shop, wash the dress, I am waiting by, resemble a young join a regular shift or class.
离开你的前几天，我成了牛皮糖，一直黏着你不放，你做饭，买东西，洗衣服，我都在旁边等着，像个小跟班。
Parting the midnight before, I again and again sleep to be not worn, smooth foot runs to your room, lift your quilt gently, whizzed leap up goes in, you capture the bound feet that I move in disorder, I am not law-abiding still. You are big the thick chrysalis on the hand often aches I am unripely, I am twisted ceaselessly will be twisted, mimic a mudfish, you put me into him bosom closely again. The light moon outside the window, fall on the pillow through window screening, the move in my bosom toward you move, sleep ripe.
离别前的半夜，我翻来覆去的睡不着，光着脚跑到你的房间，轻轻掀开你的被子，嗖的一下蹿进去，你抓住我乱动的小脚，我还不安分。你大手上的厚茧老得我生疼，我不停的扭来扭去，活像一条泥鱼，你又把我紧紧揣进自己怀里。窗外淡淡的月光，透过窗纱落在枕头上，我往你的怀里挪了挪，睡熟了。
I was risen to wear the dress by hold tight early that day, eat breakfast, you are outer all the time busy this is busy that, let me waiting for my composition Mom in the doorway. Before long, mom comes with respect to travel-stained outpace, I am playing your hand, absolutely refuse to to put to death, you say to me: I still have “ the dress wants to wash, your Mom estimation is occupied also, do not waste time, come over to look more next time, take the advantage of me this old bone still hits speed up, remember I gave you saying word that day, eat bit of meal more, fasten always lazy, bad. ” you are abrupt and low first, face about, slow don't go yet replies house, black placed the red embroider on coat to do not have light suddenly. There is lachrymal light in my eye, one pace turns round, ground of at a leisurely pace followed my Mom to go.
那天我早早被揪起来穿衣服，吃早饭，你一直在外忙这忙那，让我在门口等着我作文妈。不久，妈妈就风尘仆仆的赶过来，我拉着你的手，死死不放，你对我说：“我还有衣服要洗，***估计也有事，别浪费时间，下次多过来看看，趁我这把老骨头还打紧着，记住我那天给你说的话，多吃点饭，别总懒，不好。”你突然低下头，转过身，慢慢走回屋，黑色夹袄上的红绣花突然没了光。我眼里含着泪光，一步一回头，慢腾腾地跟着我妈走了。
When seeing you again, it is to be in after you received sick into death notice. I return that familiar courtyard again, inside dirty many, the fallen leaves on the ground accumulated another, your hair dropped circuit another round. The uncle says you got uterine cancer, doing change cure, you lie in the groan on the bed all the day, say you cannot at a loose end. The uncle says you do not have the life of enjoy a happy life, taking care all one's life. You do not talk, also pay no attention to us, the pillow that I see you clearly wet, you never cry, I go that day, you also did not cry!
再次见你时，是在你收到了病危通知书后。我又回到那个熟悉的院子，里面脏了不少，地上的落叶积了一层又一层，你的头发掉了一圈又一圈。叔叔说你得了子宫癌，在做化疗，你整天躺在床上叹息，说你不能闲着。叔叔说你没有享福的命，一生都在操劳。你不说话，也不理我们，我分明看到你的枕头又湿了，你从不哭的，我走那天，你也没哭啊！
Very fast holiday ends, I should go back, when going, you exhort again I, when coming next time, always do not cry, cry bad. Good, I do not cry, I answered sound, but just went out,I cried. Grandma, I am good be afraid of, I am afraid of not the next time ……
很快假期结束，我要回去了，走的时候你又叮嘱我，下次来的时候你别总哭，哭不好。好，我不哭，我应了声，可是刚出门我就哭了。奶奶，我好怕，我怕没有下一次……
See you for the last time, it is the sad news of the death that receives you. I went, the person is really much, the outbuilding that wreath places from back room, the person sits to outbuilding from back room. Your person lies in high black silently, I lose sight of you, the uncle lets my knock 3 build. Can you play cast? My tear cannot help eventually, emerged. You went, you went really, my heart also followed you to go.
最后一次见你，是收到你的噩耗。我去了，人真多，花圈从里屋摆的外屋，人从里屋坐到外屋。你一个人静静地躺在高高的黑色里，我看不见你，叔叔让我磕三个头。可玩投起来？我的泪水终于忍不住，涌了出来。你走了，你真的就走了，我的心也跟着你走了。
Grandma, I want to call a grandma again more, I think you. Come again next time in my dream, see you, my scarcely cries.
奶奶，我多想再喊一声奶奶，我想你了。下次再来我梦中，见你，我一定不哭。(文/欧晓阳)