City lights bright light and shade is dark, never-ending, be like the sign that ascertain does not show, shine to die namely. Even if so stifling times, snail also can walk haughtily with its means ……—— preface
都市灯火明明暗暗,川流不息,如捉摸不透的影子,一闪即逝。即使是这样令人窒息的时代,蜗牛也能以它的方式骄傲地行走……——题记
He calls atom, a boy of 14 years old. He, some are special. The sunshine of a warm yellow is shot, in the shadow that falls to mottled on the desk, mirror in that shallow laugh the move is slow-witted on the face of the boy that is looking at blackboard, his look is so caky, rambling without light. This, this is atomic.
他叫原子,一个14岁的男孩。他,有些特别。一缕暖黄色的阳光射进来,在桌上落下斑驳的影子,映在那个浅笑着呆望着黑板的男孩的脸上,他的目光就这样凝固着,散漫无光。这,这就是原子。
The look fling of the teacher on dais is worn, atom also is worn with respect to such giggle, the saliva of corners of the mouth appears fast excessive came out, showing light. This is newcome an exercitation teacher, when atomic look greets the teacher's look, atom is called: “ that classmate, ask you to answer this question. ” atom is stupefied be stupefied, in with of the desk push shake next ability slowly stood, below the stage one cachinnates, if laugh is spinal kind of ear that is gotten into him. He appears some are at a loss, the hand is buying garment part ceaselessly, float gradually red face became low come down, the look also is followed the move is heavy hanged down. The teacher is forced signal lets him sit down. Atomic head is small all the time, he does not know why classmates should call fool round him, know to lower his head all the time only ……
讲台上老师的目光扫视着,原子也就这样傻笑着,嘴角的口水似乎快溢出来了,闪着亮光。这是新来的一位实习老师,当原子的目光迎上老师的目光时,原子便被叫起来:“那位同学,请你来回答这个问题。”原子愣愣的,在同桌的推摇下才缓缓站了起来,台下一阵哄笑,笑声如尖刺般钻进了他的耳朵。他显得有些不知所措,手不停的扯着衣角,渐渐泛红的脸低了下来,目光也随着重重垂了下去。老师只好示意让他坐下。原子头一直低着,他不知道为什么同学们要围着他喊傻子,只知道一直低头……
Atomic mother is an average farmer only, big character is not known, know to want every day insolation drench to go to school for atom only. Afternoon, the mother is doing chore, excitedly ground entered adjoining Wang Daniang to come in: “ is atomic his woman, what you see my home apricot take an examination of is much better! The soar in ” his hand is worn full marks examination paper, the furrow of canthus packed one crowd. Atomic mother follows boast a few hind, wang Daniang says: Is Home “ your home atomic? Awkwardness of atomic mother of ……” of ”“ my son laughs, do not make a sound, what just hold examination paper of that piece of zero in the hand is closer, composition gangmaster was buried deeply go down. Volt looks at them in the atom of window edge, the acid in the heart is acerbity, the tear is turning in orbit, fist is being grasped closely, he is not foolish, his whats know ……
原子的母亲只是一个普通农民,大字不识,只知道要每天日晒雨淋供原子上学。一个午后,母亲正在打理家务,隔壁王大娘兴冲冲地闯了进来:“原子他娘,你看我家杏子考的多好!”他手里高扬着满分试卷,眼角的皱纹都挤到了一堆。原子母亲跟着夸了几句后,王大娘说:“你家原子呢?”“我儿子……”原子母亲尴尬笑笑,不作声,只是把手中那张零分试卷攥的更紧,作文把头深深埋了下去。伏在窗边的原子看着她们,心里酸酸的,泪在眼眶里转着,拳头紧紧攥着,他不傻,他什么都懂……
He wants to walk, he does not think backwater, he wants to mount a sky, even if it can become a snail only. Then, she climbs adagio hard ahead, careful, brave, obstinate climb ahead, it is that only greatly housing ah, it seems that some are too heavy ……
他想行走,他不想停滞,他想爬上天空,哪怕它只能成为一只蜗牛。于是,她努力地缓慢地向前爬,谨慎的,勇敢的,固执的向前爬,只是那大大的壳呀,似乎有些太重了……
Every did not shine every day he has to rise, fumble in the night of pitch-dark, there is a very long hill way between his home and school. When muddy footmark overflows hill to fall, the day had shined, his raise is worn smiling face walks into a classroom. The howl with cold wind, he is drawn out knit knitted textbook, the hand that wears cautiously with shiver turns over page, the beautiful …… of “…… campus opens …… colourfully in that way ……” his aloud is being read, live with respect to meeting card from time to time, although he had been read 5 times. From time to time, side side still transmits the yock that sneer at, raw uncultivated land pricks the ear that enters him, just began, he is a sound only slowly low go, low go, till he himself is inaudible, face goes up aglowly. Later, he learned Dan Xiao, regard as deridingly wind, hold a head high to be being read aloud, , two, he says, he believes to be met in wind one day eventually take along sth to sb will speak highly of. He is learning to be on classroom handle raise, he is learning to be consulted to the person, he is learning to spend times more than others time to go make it a thing. Natural, he also is learning to bear to break everything what come heavily to him criticism and derisive. He climbs slow in that way, climb hardly in that way, but there is …… of high in the clouds all the time in his heart
每天天没亮他就得起来,在黑漆漆的夜里摸索,在他家与学校之间有一条很长的山路。当泥泞的脚印漫到山下时,天已经亮了,他扬着笑脸走进教室。风冷冷的呼啸,他掏出皱皱的课本,小心翼翼地用哆嗦着的手翻开书页,“……校园的花……开……开得那样鲜艳……”他大声地读着,时不时就会卡住,即使他已经读了五遍。时不时的,耳边还传来嘲讽的大笑,生生地扎进他的耳朵,刚开始,他只是把声音慢慢低下去,低下去,直至他自己都听不见,脸儿涨得通红。后来,他学会了淡笑,把嘲笑当作风,昂起头大声的读着,一遍,两遍,他说,他相信终有一天风里会捎来夸赞。他学着在课堂上把手扬起,他学着向人请教,他学着花比别人多几倍的时间去做成一件事。自然,他也学着承受向他重重砸来的一切批评与嘲笑。他爬得那样慢,爬得那样艰难,但他的心里一直想着云端……
Wind is won't of the snail with persistent in that way disappoint, atomic raise is worn full marks examination paper developed frame house, he runs, in wind of his yock …… , snail climbs hardly in that way, climb persistently in that way ……
风是不会辜负那样执着的蜗牛的,原子扬着满分试卷冲进了木屋,他奔跑,他大笑……风里,蜗牛爬得那样艰难,爬得那样执着……