I sit on the chair silently, left hand is holding chin in the palm, the pen in the right hand is mixed in big toe of forefinger operate next keeping that rotating, the textbook that lifts and exercise are before.
我静静地坐在椅子上，左手托着下巴，右手中的笔在拇指和食指的操纵下不停地旋转着，面前是掀开的课本和作业。
My often twist is worn the body, now and then shake even shake a head, want to seek a comfortable sitting position, but no matter how I adjust this pair of framework, the body has inarticulate at odds. I am drawing circle distractedly on rough straw paper, searching absorption ” of that so called “ , but my heart flies to beyond the highest heavens already.
我不时地扭动着身体，偶尔还要晃晃脑袋，想寻找一个舒适的坐姿，可无论我怎样调整这副骨架，身体都有说不出的别扭。我心烦意乱地在草纸上画着圆圈，寻找着那个所谓的“专心”，可是我的心早已飞到九霄云外。
I am biting a tooth, firm wears the heart warns him: I can have been in charge of “ certainly oneself, of the exercise that finish. The computer of the Yao that ” can be apart from me this to have one situation only rear resembles at the same place the magnet with clinking muscularity is attracting me heavily, let me anyhow static also no less than hearts come. My side side rings a little while such sound: “ must not turn round, also cannot turn round. ” . Present such picture again a little while: I am sitting in this cabinet, on the side of the computer with boundless glamour, roam at visional network world. Of my dazed heavy, I do not know how to overcome my psychogenic disorder, I do not know how ability makes the heart of own be agitated quiet to come down. I continue to drawing my circle bitterly, struggling hardly in the aeriform large network that oneself weave.
我咬着牙，狠着心警告自己：“我一定会管好自己，完成作业的。”可背后这个距离我只有一步之遥的电脑就像一块儿力大无比的磁铁重重地吸引着我，让我无论如何也静不下心来。我的耳畔一会儿响起这样的声音：“不许回头，也不能回头。”。一会儿又呈现这样的画面：我正坐在这台小巧的、魅力无穷的电脑旁边，徜徉于虚幻的网络世界。我的头昏沉沉的，我不知道如何克服自己的心理障碍，我不知道怎样才能让自己烦躁的心安静下来。我继续痛苦地画着我的圆圈，在自己编制的无形的大网里艰难地挣扎着。
Also did not know to pass after all how long, a strong voice rings in my side side: “ you are certain can him conquer, because you are the most marvellous! ” my heart trembled, my brains is like suddenly Hei Bing is same, two kinds of thought disappeared. I close eye composition, swing gently throw a head, in brains abruptly thrill through 4 clear gules big character: “ keeps operation quickly! I am like ” to just wake up same, hastily low first, adjust sitting position, the libidinal change that grasps a mouse becomes the motive force of sprint, I began the figure of my mathematical equation again eventually.
也不知道究竟过了多久，一个有力的声音在我的耳畔响起：“你一定能战胜自己，因为你是最棒的！”我的心颤抖了一下，我的头脑好像忽然间黑屏一样，两种念头都消失了。我闭上眼睛作文，轻轻地甩甩头，头脑中猛然闪过四个清晰的红色大字：“快写作业！”我好像刚刚睡醒一样，急忙低下头，调整坐姿，握鼠标的欲望转变成冲刺的动力，我终于又开始了我的数学方程式的演算。
Alas, I do not know, whether had you had such feeling, the thing that is nearly before ases if however far in the remotest corners of the earth, the hour in the heart resembles ten million feline claw is caught together flinch, already painful itch again, itch already painful. If the force of computer is same a huge magnetic field, attract I am suffocatively come. Of the teacher remind of no help, talkative of no help of mom, toco of no help of father, oneself as if in unhealthy environmental influences that cause disease is same, indulge game is hit mediumly dozen kill, cannot extricate oneself. That once by the teacher praise disappeared to learn me of the best of its kind, that once let parents bring cannot be found with me proud, that once I self-confident, outstanding also am carried again do not have mind …… how many day day night, I am sufferring so, night of how many night every day, I am so painful. Today I eventually conquer oneself, make from this I jubilate eventually make I earn emergence to come in depressed large network! I am extremely relaxed, the froufrou of nib slippery paper is like same Qu Ji's clever music, let my be elated.
唉，我不知道，你是否有过这样的感觉，近在眼前的东西却仿佛远在天涯海角，心里时刻都像千万只猫爪一起抓挠，既痛又痒，既痒又痛。电脑的力量如同一个巨大的磁场，吸引得我喘不过气来。老师的提醒无济于事，妈妈的唠叨无济于事，爸爸的责打无济于事，自己仿佛中邪一样，沉迷于游戏中的打打杀杀，无法自拔。那个曾经被老师誉为学习尖子的我不见了，那个曾经让父母引以自豪的我找不到了，那个曾经自信、优秀的我再也提不起精神了……多少个日日夜夜，我都这样煎熬着，多少个夜夜日日，我都这样痛苦着。今天我终于战胜了自己，终于从这个使我欢喜使我忧愁的大网里挣脱出来了！我轻松极了，笔尖滑纸的沙沙声如同一曲奇妙的音乐，让我心花怒放。
Do not know when, emerge again before my come out such big character: “ you are the most marvellous forever! I am looking at ” the exercises before, long long ground breathed out slowly at a heat, an achievement feeling that never has had is overflowed on mind.
不知什么时候，我的眼前又浮现出来这样的大字：“你永远是最棒的！”我望着面前的习题，长长地嘘了一口气，一股从未有过的成就感漫上心头。
That time, I am very marvellous really!
那一次，我真的很棒！(文/刘胜帝)