All victories, compare with him conquer rise, appear negligible.
所有的胜利，与战胜自己比起来，都显得微不足道。
—— preface
——题记
Should stand in rostrum, when facing nearly 3000 people to undertake making a speech. “ probably really oneself dispute fetch the chance, it leaves gutty the person forever. No matter make a speech to succeed as a result, I conquer oneself. ” thinks of here, small raise of corners of the mouth, applaud to the echo below the stage, my self-confidence: “ dear teacher, classmates ……”
当站在主席台，面对近三千人进行演讲时。“或许机会真的是自己争取来的，它永远留给有勇气的人。不管演讲结果成功与否，我都战胜了自己。”想到这里，嘴角微扬，台下掌声雷动，我自信道：“亲爱的老师，同学们……”
Before a week, dawn of king of the speech below “ Zhouyi ensign represents my class to attend. ” hears this news, I rectify individual slow-witted terrified. I want to look for a mirror to see his manner, it is open-eyed certainly with slack, also accompanying at the same time a few disconsolate.
一周前，“周一国旗下演讲王晓代表我班参加。”听到这个消息，我整个人呆怔。我想找镜子看看自己的神态，一定是惊讶与呆滞，同时也伴随着一些惆怅。
In arriving home, I rise with parental long-winded. Parental expression is calm very, seem is early with respect to expect general. “ if you want this opportunity, be about to challenge ego. ” mother raises a head, swung.
一到家中，我便同父母絮叨起来。父母的神情很是淡定，好似早就料到一般。“你若是想要这个机会，就要挑战自我。”母亲抬起头，甩了一句。
The following day after school close already dusk, outside office door, I am over there beetle very long. “ if does the teacher oppugn me? If ……” breathes to become hurried it seems that, as if a force is manacling me, make my double leg cannot move, the hand also appears already coma hangs down in two side, do not have a movement again. I am nailed commonly like nail in place, did not move tardy.
第二天放学后已近黄昏，办公室门外，我在那里杵了很久。“如果老师质疑我？如果……”呼吸似乎都变得急促，仿佛有一股力量束缚着我，使我的双腿动弹不得，手也似乎已经麻木垂在两侧，再无动作。我如钉子一般钉在原地，迟迟未动。
Horizon be caught gorgeously by the setting sun, I am admired involuntarily however. “ just is composition volunteer one's services stopped, worst result also is the teacher should be not made nevertheless, it doesn't matter is alarming. ” a sound is circling in my brain. Gradually, I am approached step by step toward the door. The door is in nearly very close, my heart beats badlier however. That door is frolicking at the moment in me, should be certainly I won't lay a finger on it, still laughing, seem is sneering at my cowardly, my timid, my indecisive.
天边被夕阳染得绚烂，我却无心欣赏。“只不过是作文毛遂自荐罢了，最坏的结果也不过是老师没有应许，没什么大不了的。”一个声音在我脑海中盘旋着。渐渐地，我朝门一步步地逼近。门近在咫尺，我的心却跳得更厉害了。那扇门在我眼前嬉闹着，该是笃定我不会触碰它，兀自笑着，好似在嘲讽我的胆怯，我的怯懦、我的犹豫不决。
My foot has hoisting jack to weigh it seems that, every make a move is so heavy that every make a move make me suffocative come. Still be the autumn obviously, sweat does not stop to must drip downward however. Double lip confinement, close gnash one's teeth closes. Both hands make a fist, still be in however quiver gently. The line of sight falls gradually move, the picture before becomes ambiguous it seems that rise ……
我的脚似乎有千斤重，每走一步都沉重得使我喘不过气来。明明还是秋天，汗水却止不住得向下淌。双唇禁闭，紧咬牙关。双手握拳，却还在轻颤。视线逐渐下移，眼前的景象似乎变得模糊起来……
The day is fast black, still can return some light, trenchant ground is being illuminated, enlightened deep and remote black sky, illuminate into my heart. Wind is small stealthily, without noise of a wee bit. Side side resound, “ in case recalls in the heart you want to succeed, you are conceivable of others approbate, that you must conquer ego ” .
天快黑了，可依然还有些亮光，分明地照着，照亮了幽黑的天空，照进我的心里。风轻悄悄地，没有一丁点儿声响。耳畔回荡，心中想起“假若你想成功，你想得到别人的认可，那你就必须战胜自我”。
I exhausted systemic effort, go toward the door step by step eventually.
我用尽了全身气力，终于一步步朝门走去。
The girl of lose is in silent slowly turn one's head, raise lose apathetic hand, hold oneself head high, full sunshine is filled in the eye, the flower on heart ased if to also leave.
失落的女孩在默然中慢慢回首，抬起失落麻木的手，昂起自己的头，眼中盛满阳光，心田上的花仿佛也开了。
……” of “ Dong, Dong, Dong
“咚、咚、咚……”
I pushed …… of that door in the heart
我推开了心中那扇门……(文/姚瑶)