Listening to Bach, writing moon and the sixpenny feeling after reading, look at the character that ego of this wool Mu reconciles, he was to go, went from inside the chains of ego, how should I go? When just beginning to look, I believe firmly, this is a character as the annoyance with teenager particular dimension. Writing this book is not to what accomplish classical, it is he should pass this story and ego to reconcile only. After all what is a meaning, the desire is chains, no matter be freewill,still be life volition so can be additionally one kind of chains, the moon is sixpenny after all sixpenny still itself is a moon, anyhow I am very confused.
听着巴赫，写着月亮与六便士的读后感，看着这本毛姆自我和解的文字，他是走了出来，从自我的枷锁中走了出来，我该怎么走出来？刚开始看的时候我就确信，这是一本如同少年维特之烦恼的文字。写这书不是为了成就什么经典，只是他要通过这个故事与自我和解。到底什么是意义，欲望是枷锁，那么无论是自由意志还是生命意志会不会是另外一种枷锁，月亮到底是六便士还是六便士本身就是月亮，总之我很混乱。
This book used 4 hours to be read probably, see 47 pages often are thought of so called cast wife abandon child when going to Paris painting a picture, I understand wool Mu wants what to say already completely, later of natural and smooth writing read, as talking with wool Mu, discuss ourselves. Novel no more than is telling a story namely, have the thing that wants expression, this thing is the thought that the thought is him, also can saying is the summary that conflicts to ego.
这本书大概用了四个小时读完，看到47页老思所谓的抛妻弃子去巴黎画画的时候，我已经完全明白毛姆要说什么，之后行云流水的读完，如同在和毛姆谈话，探讨我们自己。小说无非就是在讲一个故事，有要表达的东西，这个东西就是思想是自己的思想，也可以说是对自我冲突的总结。
I recommend this book to tall boss, inform often be being thought of is a what kind of person, the what story that this book tells. Just as one would expect one is tongue-lashed, she is such characters in distaining a book. If wool Mu is not will tall,I am thinking more as the prototype that often thinks of, this book still can make world classical novel. It is of the meeting that I think, as adding the outsider of Miao, these classical characters have the thing that a kind of Everyman achieves hard on the body, this thing is abiding with intense volition, and this kind of volition is sure it is rebel against orthodoxy is not accommodated by the general morality place of the world with what approbate, the person that unless this is planted,betrays becomes a hero finally. This also is why to adore a hero as the Everyman of mob, from heroic body only they just can see they have the will that did not appear all the time however all the time.
我向高老板推荐此书，并告知老思是一个什么样的人，这本书讲的什么故事。果不其然的一通大骂，她是如此的鄙视书中的人物。我在想如果毛姆不是将高更作为老思的原型，这本书还能不能成为世界经典小说。我想是会的，如同加缪的局外人，这些经典的人物身上都有一种普通人难以达到的东西，这个东西是持久与强烈的意志，而这种意志必定是离经叛道不被世界的普遍道德所容纳与认可的，除非这种背叛的人最终成为英雄。这也是为什么如同乌合之众的普通人为什么崇拜英雄，只有从英雄身上他们才能看到自己一直有却一直没有出现的意志。
Often be being thought of is a hero, have nothing to do with other, he is the hero of own life. His freewill when coming out now with life volition protruding, say as wool Mu place, as was being worn demon, appear in the body some kind of force wants under cover jump out. It is alone that perhaps this kind of force is destined, be destined is beginning to be not understood, because a lot of people cannot see what this kind of force is at all, how to talk about understanding.
老思之所以是英雄，与他人无关，他是自己生命的英雄。他的自由意志与生命意志凸现出来的时候，如同毛姆所说，如同着了魔，身体里似乎隐藏着某种力量要喷薄而出。也许这种力量注定是孤独的，注定是在开始不被理解的，因为很多人根本就看不到这种力量是什么，如何谈理解。
The person is met arousal, what face above all after arousal is negative, doubt. This also is father's younger brother this China of the life will that explain negative, as all of course of negative instantly. Want to think oneself to see the issue that wants to accomplish goes doing. This process is painful, also be sober, it is alone, it is to be far from low. This grows finally belong to him life, have nothing to do with other, have nothing to do with morality, also have nothing to do with human relations in society.
人会觉醒，觉醒之后首先面对的是否定，质疑。这也是叔本华讲的生命意志的否定，如同否定当下的一切理所当然。要把自己想看到想做到的事情去做一做。这个过程是痛苦的，也是清醒的，是孤独的，是远离庸俗的。最后这个成长是属于自己生命的，与他人无关，与道德无关，与社会关系也无关。
Often think of why to manage ought to tell others, he is cast wife abandon child, the life that abandons liberaling goes drawing. Just he wants to do his, want to do a person. This world is such, you are a person first, ability is father, husband, son, friend is waited a moment. These explicit identities with person itself have nothing to do, to often considering this kind of person for, all these are not fetter, can be burdensome only. Tired is him himself up life volition and freewill. Apparent, this among them conflict can be very big very intense, it is tragic even. Also originallying because of person place some up the conflict of volition and instantly is such big, just can accomplish so classical. As this volition it is a moon, instantly is sixpenny. Want always without lunar person to look up look, perhaps until gone also be in regretful, why cannot chase after a moon at the outset. Just a lot of people are when fearing to chase after a moon, oneself are met by starved to death.
老思为什么理所应当的告诉别人，他抛妻弃子，放弃优渥的生活去画画。只不过他想做自己，想做一个人。这个世界就是如此，你先是一个人，才能是父亲、丈夫、儿子、朋友等等。这些外在的身份都与人本身是无关的，对于老思这类人来说，所有的这些不是羁绊，只会是累赘。累的是他自己向上的生命意志与自由意志。很明显的，这其中的冲突会是很大很激烈，甚至是悲剧的。也正因为人所固有的向上的意志与当下的冲突是如此之大，所以才会成就经典。如同这意志是月亮，当下是六便士。没有月亮人总想抬头看看，也许直到死去也都在遗憾，为什么当初不能去追一下月亮。只不过很多人是害怕追月亮的时候自己会被饿死。
Often be being thought of is such, about the same fast starved to death, look for a person to lend money, others does not borrow him. And be informed, you do not have obligation to others, others also does not have obligation to you. Be, it is such really. The person has individual property not just, also have social property likewise. If the composition is not tall,be archetypal more, often think of looking in the person is a bedlamite, a fool. The business that does admittedly makes a person sigh with emotion, just he looks in the outside is a story. This let me remember individual value must the upper part of the body come out now in his body body, often perhaps think of the not obstinate picture oneself to leave his to admire, he so won't miserable. Tell conversely, he is so not miserable, he won't be become classical, he is so called the true life volition that pursues oneself, also became a show. One looks be like the try to please the public with claptrap that pursue.
老思就是如此，差不多快饿死了，找人借钱，别人不借给他。并且被人告知，你对别人没有义务，别人对你也没有义务。是啊，确实是如此。人不仅仅有个体属性，同样也有社会属性。如果作文不是高更是原型，老思在人看来就是一个疯子，一个傻子。固然做的事情令人感慨，只不过他在外界看来就是一个故事。这让我想起了个体的价值一定要在他体身上体现出来，也许老思不固执的把自己的画留给自己去欣赏，他就不会那么悲惨。反过来讲，他不那么悲惨，他就不会成为经典，他所谓的真正的追寻自己的生命意志，也就成了一场表演。一场看似追寻的哗众取宠。
Often consider the point of view to taking love besides. Love concerns this, be very important in the person's lifetime. Happy 3 element, corporeal foundation, affection support, spiritual prop. Some people do not know what is spiritual prop all one's life, so love became pillar. They are credulous love is OK conquer everything, it is incapable actually. No less than is the closest of fire step muddleheaded ‘ our ’ later. What do have actually later, just be in that time paragraph you are absent appropriate. The person should use the variation of oneself of dynamic eye look upon and explicit relation, if blindly capture went once upon a time, so this individual can get hurt necessarily. People went, you had not changed, and the person of the change outside its does not go the change treats you with the manner in the past, ending be clear at a glance.
再说老思对带爱情的观点。爱情这个关系，在人的一生中是非常重要的。幸福三要素，物质基础，情感依靠，精神支柱。有些人一辈子都不知道什么是精神支柱，所以爱情就变成了支柱。他们轻信爱情可以战胜一切，其实是不能的。正如最近火的一踏糊涂的‘后来的我们’。其实哪有什么后来，只不过在那个时间段你们不在合适了。人要用动态的眼光看待自身与外在关系的变化，如果一味的抓住从前过去，那么这个人必然是会受伤的。别人变了，你还没有变，并且其外改变的人不去改变用过去的态度对待你，结局一目了然。
Often think of in die in one's bed of within an inch of when it is old suddenly saved him, the madam of old suddenly begins to object often be being thought of. Actually this woman had realized scared thing can happen. This scared thing often thinks of the volition of the freedom that can ignite his and life namely. Just as one would expect, what the madam of old suddenly falls in love with is old think of, and send irremediable. Old suddenly is painful extremely, also be sighed with emotion. Woman this species, meet the person that excuses him harm forever, however cannot the person that forgiveness helps him atone for. Perhaps, this is human nature, as to it is what psychology, I still do not have get to the bottom of now. By as usual manage says, the home of madam appearance body that often considers very excel often is thought of, happiness should be in this love relation. Did not see I know outcome, it is tragic that they are destined. Take seriously such, this woman is in and often think of made a noise after wearing, committed suicide. The her obstinate love him believe in regarded as everything, just be herself think this is love, it is everything, and often be being thought of have nothing to do. Also no less than often thinks of place to tell, everybody should be in charge of for oneself, oneself are incorrect oneself are responsible, who can you still count on to be in charge of to you? This woman blocks Lienina like An Na a bit, the suicide that drink drug and lie distinction of course suicide it doesn't matter, just be to be based on credulous not lucid.
老思在差点病死的时候是老勃救了他，老勃的太太开始反对老思住在自己家里。其实这个女人已经意识到了恐惧的事情会发生。这个恐惧的事情就是老思会点燃自己的自由与生命的意志。果不其然，老勃的太太爱上的老思，并且一发不可收拾。老勃痛苦万分，也被感慨。女人这个物种，永远都会原谅伤害自己的人，却无法宽恕救赎自己的人。也许吧，这就是人性，至于是什么心理，我现在还没有深究。按照常理说，老思的太太容貌身家都十分优于老思，这个爱情关系里应该是幸福的。没看到结局我就知道，他俩注定是悲剧。当真如此，这个女人在和老思吵了一架之后自杀了。她固执的将自己信奉的爱情当成了一切，只不过是她自己认为的这是爱情，是一切，和老思是无关的。也正如老思所讲，每个人都该为自己负责，自己不对自己负责，还能指望谁对你负责？ 这个女人有点像安娜 卡列尼娜，喝药自杀与卧轨自杀没什么区别，只不过是基于轻信的不透彻。
Often think of later went on an island, the picture gave the thing that him soul means, that pair surmounted all material only the picture of real spirit is made. So he begins again by world place homage, postmortem of no less than is tall more, the impressionistic great master after was being become. Just this has nothing to do with him, when be being concerned with him, you look not to come out again, you saw involve his what issue again. This perhaps is so called bedlamite. In a few timeses, the talent is destined is bedlamite, do not become lunatic cannot living. Be in this place, anthropologic did some of good work for the person really however, it is the categorical broaden the scope of ceaseless will normal person.
后来老思去了一个岛上，画出了自己灵魂想要的东西，那副超越了所有物质唯有纯粹灵魂的画作。所以他又开始被世界所尊崇，正如死后的高更，成了后印象派的巨匠。只不过这都和他无关，和他有关的时候你们又看不出来，你们看出来了又关他什么事情。这也许就是所谓的疯子吧。在一些时代，天才注定得是疯子，不成疯子就无法活着。在这个地方，人类学倒是真为人做了些好事，就是不停的将正常人的范畴扩大化。
The tragedy of this book depends on moon and sixpenny cannot hold concurrently, why cannot hold concurrently? This is a big task, different person, different environment, produce different 3 view because of different environment again, different 3 view brought up different point of view. The person that the speech of generation meets different point of view to spend additional quoin forces mad. This perhaps is not the person's fault really. Perhaps saw this, the humanism nowadays begins prosperous rise.
这部书的悲剧在于月亮与六便士无法兼得，为什么无法兼得？这是一个大的课题，不同的人，不同的环境，又因不同的环境产生不同的三观，不同的三观造就了不同的角度。不同的角度产生的话语会把另外角度的人逼疯。这也许真不是人的错。也许看到了这一点，如今的人本主义开始繁盛起来。
This is a times that lacks reason, learn first how reason. Less morality tries, moral evaluation.
这是一个缺乏理性的时代，先学会如何理性吧。少些道德审判，道德评价。
As above word counts half hours, think of which are written, although return cannot lucid, experience what go up personally to manacle, also be freedom at the moment at least.
如上字数半小时，想到哪写到哪，虽然还无法透彻，感受到身上的束缚，至少此时此刻也算是自由。(文/梅照水)