Gentle and quiet? Violent? It is not clear to also divide even myself divide even myself, what kind of person am I after all?
文静？暴力？连我自己也分不清楚，我究竟是什么样的人？
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——题记
I, one is in youth traitorous period child, love goes mad, can get angry sometimes, of course, very few somebody sees (besides my mother) . I calculate the person of dualism case, sometimes I will be very clever, sometimes I very “ fierce ” .
我，一个正处于青春叛逆期的小孩，爱发疯，有时会生气，当然，很少有人看出（除了我母亲）。我算双重性格的人，有时我会非常乖巧，有时我又十分“凶悍”。
My mother, must not you are insulted!
我的母亲，不许你侮辱！
Yes, you were not misreaded, although sometimes I very be fed up with of my that “ the mother of Suo ” , although shabby-genteel stubborn always do not admit oneself love her, express “ always however with the action the maternal ” that I love me. This thing happening is comfortable in a warmth afternoon, I am fighting noisely with the classmate, midway produced a job that makes me angry: Abrupt change gives a male fellow student, pointing to me to say my mother, cough, as a result of the one's words ” with this classmate bad “ , I did not talk. Anyhow, I am very indignant at that time, by what do you insult my mother? Then, his neck is pulled before I go up, pushed in past person caboodle, say to him: Do you know “ ? Your lay a finger on my bottom line, probably you do not know, but this meeting is the last time. The thing that otherwise you can do for yourself place assumes responsibility. ” he is stupefied, it is to turn over a composition to should not come over a bit probably, immediately face about runs back to a classroom. I just want to let him know, not optional ground insults the parents of others, the result got the nickname of ” of female fellow of a “ accidentally however later.
是的，你没看错，虽然有时我很讨厌我那“啰哩啰嗦”的母亲，虽然死要面子嘴硬总不承认自己爱她，却总用行动表示“我爱我的母亲”。这件事发生在一个温暖而舒适的午后，我正与同学打闹，中途发生了一件让我生气的事：一名男同学突然窜出，指着我说我母亲，咳，由于这名同学“不好的言辞”，我便不谈了。总之，当时我很愤怒，你凭什么侮辱我的母亲？于是，我上前拽住他衣领，往人堆里推了一下，对着他说：“你知道吗？你触碰了我的底线，或许你不知道，但这会是最后一次。不然你会为你自己所做的事承担责任。”他愣了愣，或许是有点反作文应不过来，随即又转身跑回教室。我只是想让他知道，不要随意地侮辱别人的父母，结果后来却意外得到了一个“女汉子”的外号。
I am ” of good actor of a “ .
我是一个“好演员”。
Right, I am “ actor ” . When meeting with stranger, I am very gentle and quiet, won't resemble “ bedlamite ” same, also won't turn “ into female fellow ” , it is clever ground and mother sit together. Say a real case to everybody. , father is taking I and mom to have a meal with his friend. Dish has not come up at that time, aunt and that uncle help the daily life of a family with us. The another disposition that I see me to do not let others (accurate for, it is to keep the figure of gentle and quiet, fair maiden to others) . I had sat hard, maintain a smile, just had opened a few hours, achieved a goal eventually (saying with its is a purpose, be inferior to saying is conspiratorial) , after the event, old Mom however debunk I, direct hit the needle, former word is “ it is good that you act really! Ground of ” my awkwardness laughs at say: “ thanks a mother to go up complimentary. ” is right, I am ” of good actor of a “ really!
没错，我是“演员”。在与生人见面时，我非常文静，不会像“疯子”一样，也不会变成“女汉子”，则是乖巧地与母亲坐在一起。给大家说个真实的例子吧。一次，爸爸带着我和妈妈去和他的朋友吃饭。当时菜还没上来，那位阿姨和叔叔便与我们拉家常。我为了不让别人看见我的另一性格（准确来说，是为了给别人留下文静、淑女的形象）。我努力地坐好，保持微笑，才撑过几个小时，终于达到了目的（与其说是目的，不如说成是阴谋），事后，老妈却揭穿了我，直接击中要害，原话为“你演得真好！”我尴尬地笑了笑说道：“谢母上夸奖。”没错，我真是一个“好演员”！
Gentle and quiet? Violent? Probably I am already witting the answer, do good ego, hold this kind of position, probably this ability is me true.
文静？暴力？或许我已经知晓答案，做好自我，保持这种状态，或许这才是真的我。